Chapter 2

Crash's point of view.

I feel rough hands grab my shoulders and force me onto the couch. They let go only to force my mouth open and put packets in it. I have no choice but to swallow as fingers undo the button on my jeans, "now we need to get the other packets out so we can deliver them"the deep voice says, "no, no way"I say as he finishes the first task and then forces me up to my feet. He takes me to the bathroom,and sits me on the toilet, then gives me the medicine. He then pulls my pants and boxers down,and stands in the doorway as I humliating enough get rid of the drugs and then redress myself. He gets what he wants and then puts them in a baggy. I then follow him out to the car and deliver the drugs. I then go home, and I go to my bedroom and lock the door. It's not like my aunt and uncle care anyways, they won't check on me. I get undressed very much so in pain and I crawl under the covers in my boxers, it's 2:00 In the morning, and I'm tired. I fall asleep only to wake up at 7 feeling terrible, I go to the bathroom and I get the thermometer out of the bathroom cabinet. I take my own temp, and the screen reads 102, definitely got a fever. I grab a shower and after I get out I take some Tylenol to help with the pain and fever. Then I go back to the sleep,and stay that way till noon, when I get up and get something to eat.

After eating I take medicine again and I go to sleep until 4 when my uncle finally checks on me. "Crash, Crash"I feel someone shake my shoulders, "mm"I murmur, "you feeling OK, you feel warm, you've been sleeping most of the day"he says worriedly, "i'm ok, just sick"I murmur, "k, your aunt is making dinner, I'll bring you up some soup, we're going out of awhile tonight but feel free to call if you need anything"he says. "ok"I murmur going back to sleep. I wake up again when the soup is brought to me and I wake up enough to eat It and I leave the bowl on the nightstand. I hear them leave and fall asleep again It's 8:00 when I wake again and the pain in my stomach has intensified. I get enough strength to messagge Carter and then I run to the bathroom. I throw up and I continue to do so until she gets there. She then holds me as I continue to vomit and after realizing the pain is bad,she calls 911. The next thing I remember is the medics getting there and then a female one kneeling down beside me. She asks me a bunch of questions, and then feels my stomach, then they put me on a strecher. They take me into the ambulance and then after awhile we make it to the ER. "what do we got"a nurse asks, "18 yr old male, sick since early this morning, girlfriend suspects he's been swallowing packets of drugs"the medic says. They take me inside, and then to an exam room, where they put me on a gurney and get to work. The next thing I remember is Carter and her mom coming in, asking a question about what the nurse is doing, and then the doctor coming in. They show me my scan and honestly it shows me what I already know, there are 12 packets inside of me, and one has ruptured. They prep me for surgery and after a bit they take me to an OR. They transfer me again and then a nurse puts a mask over my mouth and nose. "count back from 10"she says resting a gloved hand on my forehead, "10,9,8,7,6...I say fading into darkness.