I HAS LE TWILIGHT SOUNDTRACK!! -hyperventilates- It's so great! (Even though I already had 4 out of the 12 songs in my itunes library.) Meh, whatever. The very fact that they came in a cd that had EC on the front made it worth the £9.99 I paid. Should have bought it on itunes...

I also bought: Day and Age, the Killers. This is Alphabeat, Alphabeat. System, Seal. So it was a good day on the music front, all in all.

Date: 22nd December

Character: Bella

Stimulus: Advent xxii

When she wakes up in the morning, it sometimes takes her a number of seconds to remember why there's no pair of cold arms around her. For some reason, this morning, it takes her longer than usual. Without thinking, she stumbles from her bed, hitting 'play' on the CD player. It's instinct, you know… habitual.

And it nearly kills her when that song starts playing. Clair De Lune. Debussy.

Damn him… damn him… she brings a fist down, and the plastic splinters. The sound is cut off abruptly.

She thought she'd destroyed everything…

As she moves, a floorboard creaks beneath her feet, though she ignores it, as usual. It's strange that she's so near to the truth, and she doesn't even know it…