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Recap:
"Oh my god, now I know what you are talking about. My girl EJ told me. You're the seventeen year old girl, I'm so sorry went through that?"
Jude stiffened to the mention of her age by Georgia. She looked at Tommy and seen he was in pure shock.
Tommy's pov
What the fuck did I just hear. Did Georgia say seventeen? Did I really sleep with a seventeen year old? Oh my dear lord I'm gong to hell for sure. As much as I know it was wrong I still like the fact that I had her. I'm one sick, twisted man. I mean the way she felt, god it was to die for. Oh lord I think I'm illegally in love.
"Thanks…Georgia can you give me and Tommy a moment…Just to catch up please?"
Jude asked knowing this could only go two ways.
"Tommy I-" Jude was cut off by Tommy.
In Jude's pov
"Jude we need to talk right now in my office" he whispered almost to quiet to hear. Almost.
I don't think this is good, I don't think this is good at all. I mean I was going to take him back but I don't think that's what he wants once he heard my age. Why god do I have to be seventeen. I mean I live a grown-ups life…Kinda right? Maybe. But I know for sure that some things are going to change and not for the better.
"Jude?…"
I looked up at him and back down as quickly as I could. I knew what was coming and I didn't like it at all.
"hmmm?"
"Jude, care to explain?"
I knew what he was talking about and I didn't want to know but I just did for some odd reason totally against my will. So as fast as I could I explained it to him short and sweet.
"I skipped a grade…seventh grade…so that makes me a seventeen year old senior"
I looked at his eyes again which where full of regret and hurt.
Regret because he realized he could go to jail for what he did, it was against the law. Yeah he was my teacher but it was worst that I was under age. But I also saw the hurt. The hurt of him knowing he was really into getting booty from a seventeen year old. That he wanted me and couldn't really have me and enjoy it now. I knew for a fact that he couldn't really love me, Could he?
That's when I had to make a hard decision, a decision that got me thinking. Thinking about possibilites.
Maybe he can but I don't think he would want to right? Maybe he does…Kat did say he really wanted me. Maybe we came in here to talk about us. Maybe I'll give him a second chance now. I broke up with him because I felt guilty I didn't tell him, that I was afraid to love or even like some one as strong as I liked him. I was so afraid. Maybe I should come out of my shell and open up my heart for him and only him. Maybe it's time?
I looked up at him again and seen the contemplating look again. He didn't seem sure like he did not almost five minutes ago. But I wanted to claim him for mine again tell him it was alright. I needed him to know that it was okay for us to be together that i was willing to fall in love, maybe, if i could. It's if he'll except it or not.
I quickly walked over to him and grabbed his face then crashed my lips upon his but unfortunately he didn't respond. I pulled back with my sad eyes and looked up to his sad eyes to. I knew what he was going to say and I didn't like it, not one bit.
I felt a pain in my heart and I wanted it to go away but I knew whose fault it was. Mine. If I hadn't gotten so afraid about opening my heart and getting to know my real self then I wouldn't be in this situation, but I was and I'm going to have to figure a way out of it.
Tommy stepped back and I stepped forward. I stepped again so our bodies were touching and pushing again each other. I looked into his eyes and he looked like he was giving in to the battle inside of his mind but I wasn't completely sure.
I pressed my lips on to his again and he responded after a minute or two and it became slow passionate kiss. I could help but think it felt like a good bye kiss. I tear dripped from his eyes as he broke the kiss and said,
"Jude we can't, your just a kid"
I felt the ocean a tears starting to build in my eyes. I pushed them back trying to hold them in but the rushed out like a pack of horses running free. He wiped them with his thumb and said again,
"Jude we can't, you're my artist and I'm your producer"
Another tear dropped from his eyes and he whipped it away with the back of his hand. He grabbed me and kissed me hard on the mouth and with that he left without another word or a glance back.
I don't know what happened next but all I know was I dropped to the floor and seen black before I herd some call out my name. Then every thing went blank.
"Juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude?"
"Some one call 911"
