I was asked for Evanescence. The song suggestion was from Jasper-is-a-god. She's awesome, y'know?

Oh, and sorry for being late. I guess you guys probably know by now that I have drama on a Monday evening, and it goes on pretty late... speaking of which, rehearsals are stepping up a gear now, because we've only got something like 2 months before we open. That means all-day Saturday rehearsals, etc. Fun stuff. Meaning that there's a possibility of more lateness. I'm sorry.

Date: 26th January

Character: Bella

Stimulus: Good enough

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.

I stare from the window. For once, it's dry. For once, the tears that run down my cheeks are the only water around. It's dry, outside. Sunny, even. Bad day for Vampires.

Pour real life down on me.

Back to reality is nigh-on impossible.

'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.

I couldn't, could I? I was never good enough. Not for you. I could never stand next to you and hold my head up, because how can I compare to perfection? I fall short every single time.

Am I good enough for you to love me too?

No.