Please allow me to explain, before you pelt me with fruit, or something! My drama performing final exam was today, and so all of my time recently has been stuffed with rehearsals. Literally. And so I've been coming home exhausted at night, and stuff, and then have had to do extra homework and revision and shit on top of that.

And, even now that school stuff is finished, the play that we've been working on since August opens on the 1st April, which is bloody exciting, and also terrifying. In fact, if any of you happen to be in the Edinburgh area on the 1st April, let me know! Anyway, the point of all that was to explain (and possibly apologise in advance) for any lateness. Drama is taking over my freaking life. Sorry!

Date: 3rd March

Character: Alice

Stimulus: "I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game…"

I can't deal with this any more, I can't. I can't deal with the fact that I don't know where Bella is, or if she's safe, or even if she's alive. I catch glimpses of her future. I was fairly certain that there was a motorcycle involved, but I don't know how that turned out… and even then, I'm not even sure it existed. It's just so frustrating. I don't care what he's told me. I'm done following his advice (and his orders).

Edward be damned (no pun intended). I'm going searching for Bella's future again.