YAYY! I've finally caught up!!! And wow, it's taken me all evening...literally. Still, we're done now. By the way, tomorrow is The Big Reveal--a.k.a Bella realising that Jakey isn't entirely human. Shame you're going to have to wait... xD

Oh yeah, while I remember-- I'm impressed by the number of Wicked fans! I so want to go and see it... :/ Apparently, it's amazing on the West End. Meh.

Date: 11th March

Character: Edward

Stimulus: Despair

He sits with his head in his hands. He doesn't know where exactly where he is, because he's not sure it matters. Really, not much matters. At all.

The place is deserted. He knows that. He can hear it—or rather, he can't. For once, his head is silent. And it's peaceful.

But the pain is still there. It doesn't go away, it never leaves. The pain that has wracked his body for nigh-on six months is persistent, at least. He can't escape. Nothing is supposed to hurt him, as a Vampire, but it does hurt him. So damn much.

As he thinks this, he finally realises what it is. What has been affecting him so much

Despair.