I would have posted earlier, but I was at the theatre. It was rather brilliant, actually... but that's beside the point. T-minus eighteen days until opening night. Gah!

Date: 12th March

Character: Jacob

Stimulus: Loophole

There has to be a loophole. There has to be some other way, because I can't take this any more. Being without Bella hurts me more than I ever thought possible. If only I could imprint on her; then she'd have the right to know. But, try as I might, I can't. Apparently, it doesn't work like that. You don't know who you're going to imprint on. You might be walking along the street some day, and then, BAM. Instant freaking life partner.

It's messed up, but it's just another occupational hazard.

I have to tell Bella. If my imprinting won't work, then she'll have to figure it out herself. She's been in contact with the supernatural before; this shouldn't bother her. Yeah. If she could guess it herself, it'd work…

One thing is for sure: there's no way I can leave it the way I did this afternoon.