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Chapter 3
Then I started hearing, voices I guess you could call it. But they were not out loud, they felt like thoughts although I wasn't the one thinking them. At first they were confusing to listen too, all of them talking at once. But I got the vibe off of them, they were all confused and shocked. Then they became clearer and I started hearing one at a time.
How can this happen? I thought this was a guy thing? The thought sounded slightly familiar.
Leah? Leah you're here too? I recognized this thought, it was Seth.
Seth? What happened, what's going on? I looked around, expecting to see him but all I saw was a shocked Sam. Where are you Seth?
I then heard a sound coming up behind me. I sudden wave of instincts took over. I snarled, pivoting on my hocks to guard my back. I then saw them. They were the monsters from my nightmares, large hairy wolf like animals. But they were not all black, they ranged in colors from grey to a dark russet. I was shorter than them, but nearly eye level with a couple.
Before you call us monsters you might want to know that you look exactly like us. I recognized this sneering voice, it was that brat Jacob and it was coming from the large russet colored wolf.
I didn't even have to ask the question. All their thoughts chimed at once, werewolf. And I was the only girl. Their thoughts said it all, I was different, unexpected, not natural. In other words, a freak.
You are not a freak, Leah. This thought was too familiar, I turned around. Where Sam had stood, a giant black wolf was now sitting. I remembered my dream, and the thoughts were full of snickers and I heard snorts from around me. Sam gave off an embarrassed vibe, Umm, Leah, they can hear all of your thoughts.
This was going to be awkward. You can say that again! The laughing thought came from a scrawny grey wolf. SCRAWNY?! The wolf snarled at me, out of response I snarled back.
Shut it Paul! Sam ordered. I understood from the others thoughts that Sam was the leader, our 'Alpha.'
Sam's thoughts then began to explain further. How those silly bed time stories we all heard as a child were true. The legends of the terrifying cold ones were real. The cold ones were the new doctor in Forks, Carlisle Cullen, and his stupid family. As Sam explained further my hate grew for those stupid vampires. It was the Cullen's fault and their little pet Bella.
Jacob let out a deep growl behind me, he loved her. I snorted, he loved the leech lover. Bella seemed to be as much at fault for this as the Cullen's were. I whirled around to face Jacob and in the blink of an eye he was lunging at me. I braced myself and bared my teeth but before Jacob could reach me Sam jumped Jacob. Jacob stopped then, he realized he let his anger get the most of him and was ashamed.
Leah, apologize. Sam ordered.
For what? I didn't do anything wrong!
We're family, we have to live with each other so we must get along. Or our pack will be destroyed. Sam's voice was calm and patient, my mind started to drift but I quickly pulled myself back. Not quickly enough, snickers and snorts filled my head.
I snarled, whispering a silent apology in my head to Jacob. Jacob's head dipped in response. But my mind started to panic, I don't think I can live like this. When will I change back?
When you calm down enough you will phase back to your human form. But you will always be a werewolf, unless you gain enough self-control that you stop phasing for a long period of time.
It's not like I'm going to choose to phase! But I then understood, I sure as hell wasn't going to choose. Every time I got angry I was going to turn into this hideous beast. I tried calming down, I tried to phase back. But I couldn't, I was too stressed over the whole thing. Then someone's thoughts hit me. I was going to be naked when I phased back.
WHAT! I was horrified.
Well our clothes don't just pop in and out. Paul replied sarcastically.
My thoughts were frantic, I thought of me phasing back naked, woops. I snarled at the boys around me and quickly tried to think of something else. Pleasure radiated out of every stinking soul there except for my little brother, who nearly gagged.
Jacob spoke up, Well then, this just got a whole lot more awkward.
It was my fault. I was the freak. The girlie wolf. A female cursed with this disease that was supposed to only happen to males. A whine vibrated from my chest. Right there in front of everyone, I curled my furry body into a ball and cried.
