Having America not remember me is very painful. I decided to check up on Kriss and the others. When I went into their rooms they weren't in their rooms. Had a rebel caught them or something like that? Maybe they are in America's room. I ran over there and by the time I was in her room I was panting. They were hugging and then broke the hug as soon as I came in.

"I couldn't find any of you so I thought some rebel got all of you." I calmed down and cleared his throat. "May I speak to America alone?"

They shuffled out of the room and I sat on her bed. I took a deep breath and explained everything that happened between us and I mean everything. I left the bed leaving her speechless I quickly turned and I kissed her. The rebel alarm blared in my ears so I walked towards the main safe room. I heard America's piercing scream and looked in her direction and she was throwing herself onto me. A bullet ricochets around the hallway so I took her hand and ran to the safe room and she pushed me in. She stood there outside but I couldn't see what she was doing. I started going toward her and her eyes widened at the person she was talking to. She glanced at me and whispered the words that only I would hear 'I love you.' Right when she remembered me, a rebel caught her. I put my face into my hands until a guard came a few minutes later saying they left.

"No, no, America please don't leave me!" I whispered to myself as I went around the palace looking for her.

I asked the closest guard to send a search party for America.

"Thank you Officer Leger. Lady America told me about how you two were friends with each other."

"It's my pleasure, your majesty" He flashed a smile and the walked away.

What if he….. Never mind he couldn't be the one that broke America's heart. I started walking towards my father's study. He wasn't in the safe room during the attack, I thought.

A girl with sunglasses with blonde hair with brown hair at the bottom and black streaks bumped into me.

"I'm sorry. Excuse me, please. Wait a second." Ipaused.

In her eyes pain, anger, and sadness all the same time.

"By any chance do I know you?" I asked.

"No." she replied leaving.

That was strange. I continued walking to his office and opened the door. He was looking outside on the window.

"Where is America?" I yelled.

"I don't know to be honest." He whispered to me.

"I know you had something to do with it!" I screamed.

"No I didn't" he insisted "she came to me during the attack and told he she was leaving and gave me letters to give."

"Give me the letters now." My teeth clenched.

He grabbed some papers from off his desk and shoved them to me and kicked me out of his study.

Why was everyone acting up lately? I read the tops of each envelope Dad, Mom, Kenna, Kota, May, Gerad, Marlee and lastly Maxon. I tore open the letter reading it intently.

"Dear Max,

Do you get that dear Max as in my dear? Anyway I wrote this just in case if something happens to me during a rebel attack or something. I will miss you forever and no matter what happens just remember that I … I love you. It feels so strange writing those words down and I hope that someday I will be able say those 3 words to your handsome face of yours. I love you until the day I die. Remember who was there for you when your father whipped you. Remember who you use to call 'my dear'. Remember the first time we met I kneed you in 'that' place. Sorry about that again. I will endlessly love you, Maxon no matter if you were an eight or one.

Goodbye, Maxon."

I dropped the letter putting my face in my hands. I cried a little bit but no one saw me. A while later I stopped and wiped my tears away. As I picked up the letter something slipped out of the envelope. I picked it up reading her hand writing.

"Read this privately"

I ran to the 3rd floor and barged into my room. Maids were cleaning my room so I pretended to be needing to use the bathroom. I sat on the floor opening the small, sized letter.

"Dear Maxon,

Your father made me do something terrible and in the process he threatened to kill you and my family. Don't send out any search parties because I am perfectly safe. I cannot tell you where I am although I want to I can't. Instead I will give you clues and hints. I am and will be right under your nose. My personality will be different but inside I am still me. Stay strong and brave against your father.

Come and find me."

America is still alive and I will find her no matter what happens. I will not die until I get to say those 3 words that I have wanted to say but never had a chance.

I love you, America. Stay put because I swear on my life I will find you.

I am telling you this from now that I will not be able to update tomorrow because there is thing called 'Irvine Junior Games' and it is a track event that I am participating in. It's from 10:00 am to 6:00 so I will not be able to finish chapter 11 since I need a long time to get my thought straight and write it down. I will be updating around Monday or Tuesday. Things will in explained the chapter! Review please an sent questions!

piepie1289: oh no maybe I should start putting safe rooms in my labs lol!

Guest (chapter 4): Don't worry I will.

b . loves . books : Okay then! Thank you for telling me! Trust me Maxon will find out about America but in a different way...

Guest (for chapter 9 again): Trust me I hated those 2 inch chapters. I only did that for the cliffhangers. Longer chapters will here from now on!

BuerKat: Trust me I am pretty evil when it comes to fanfictions and writing my books but in real life I am nice. :p