Hey guys sorry it's been so long on the updates, I've been really busy the last little bit, but now I'm back to writing I can't promise updates will come as quickly as the first few but I promise there will be updates I still have a lot of places to go with this story, so this chapter I could come up with a name for it, so I figured I'd let you guys read it and name it, the person comes up with the best name gets a shout out in the next chapter and a virtual high five, so I'll just shut up and let you guys get started reading

Chapter 4 Home Sweet Home

Rachel's POV

As I sit at the coffee table inside of mine and Quinn's rather large house I can help but sigh in utter happiness, this feels so right so much like home.

It's been about 2 weeks since Quinn was released from the hospital and needless to say we have been inseparable although a large part of me feels guilty about lying about our relationship the other half of me is in total bliss. Now I'm sure a lot of you are extremely irritated and are thinking well this is no better than what Puck did to her in fact it's so much worse.

Now I won't dispute that but I'm not like Puck I'm not just trying to get in Quinn's pants especially in her weakened state I just want someone who I can talk to and spend some time with, and wants to spend time with me. And if you're going to ask no we haven't slept together I have decided that I want our first time to be special so I am willing to wait for Q to get her memory back and then I'll come clean and tell her about what happened.

And if the stars align and she forgives me instantly then great, but I know there's a strong chance she'll get mad and that just means I'll have to try twice as hard to prove my love for her which I am more than prepared to do.

Suddenly I hear a large thud coming from the back end of the house where Quinn's room is. Without thinking I quickly get up and rush towards mine and Quinn's bedroom fearful of what I might find. As I walk into the room I see Quinn lying on the ground beside the bed her wheel chair tipped over beside her tears slowly streaming down her cheeks.

"Honey are you ok?" I ask quickly rushing over and sitting down on the floor beside her pulling her small frame into my lap "I can't do this Rachel it's too hard." Quinn sobs her voice low and soft as she looks up at me with tear stained eyes "Q I know this is difficult with the wheelchair and not being able to remember anything, but it's going to get better." I say gently wiping away her tears with my thumb my heart breaking inside

It hurts me so much to see Q in this kind of pain I mean she's been such a good sport through all of this and I'm so proud of her but there are times like this when all I can do is lay her with her hold her and wipe away her tears and remind her that she's going to get better.

"But what if it doesn't Rach, I don't want to be stuck like this forever in a wheelchair with only a little piece of my memory, that's no way to live, I mean do you know what it's like not being able to remember your first car or your 16th birthday, the first time you rode a bike cause it really sucks!" Quinn says angrily thrashing around in my arms

"No I don't Quinn but that's why I'm here to help you remember those things to get your memory back, because I love you and I want you to be able to remember those things." I say gently kissing her forehead watching as she calms down and gently relaxes in my arms letting her head fall back against my chest

"You're so sweet to me Rachel…" Quinn says softly looking up at me with the same loving gaze that always makes my heart skip a beat. "Well that's because I love you more than anything..." I say softly gently running my hand through her soft blonde hair

"Can we go do something today I mean we've been stuck in the house the last few weeks, I want to go outside and do something fun together..." Quinn says grinning as she gazes out the window at the early fall day

"Q honey as much as I would love to get you out of the house your still in recovery honey we wouldn't want to put any extra stress on you..." I say mostly out of fear that all the noise and traffic will stress her out but also because I'm very worried that we'll run into someone in our past.

"Come on Rach, you told me the other day I used to like to go to the park and skip stones when we were in High School lets go do that.." She says looking up at me with those soft green eyes pleading with me "Ok we can go to the park but were only going to stay for a little bit..." I say softly helping her out of the floor and onto the bed before setting her chair up a nervous pit in my stomach…

"Thank you honey this is going to be so much fun just you and me together at the park just like when we were in High School…" Quinn says smiling over at me as I grab a pair of jeans and a light yellow sweater out of the closet for her to wear "Yeah can't wait just me and you all day at the park..." I say my voice starting to crack in nervousness as I make my way back over to Quinn

"Are you ok Rach you seem kind of nervous..." She says looking over me her face scrunched in concern as if she's studying my every move "Yeah I'm fine probably just an early fall cold..." I say softly helping Quinn out of her t-shirt and into the sweater… With Quinn's condition the way it is she has trouble using her arms and legs. So I find myself in the position of having to help her dress…

It can be very stressful at times as I have unrestricted access to her body as I help her dress and I look over her soft skin and still perfectly trim stomach and I can't fight the feeling that my face is a red as a firetruck as very intimate images of Q and I together start to fill my head.. But I have to push them back. Because I love Quinn too much to give into my desires at this point in her recovery…

I can tell Quinn is watching as I finish helping her getting dressed she is nervously fidgeting with her long blonde hair and I can't help but wonder if she's thinking the same thing.. "They're all finished..." I say slipping on a pair of grey sneakers and tying them for her

"Thanks I hope that wasn't to uncomfortable for you..." She says smiling softly a light tinge of pink in her cheeks "No its ok, it's not like you could do that yourself..." I say smiling softly as a place her in her chair before helping her into a tan pea coat and pushing her chair towards the door "Ok, well now that that's finished to the park!" Quinn says cheering happily as she throws her hands in the air as I push her out the door a huge grin on my face at how happy she looks