Ellen POV

I wake up and look around the dark room. I look over only to find Chris still laying next to me.

"It was only a dream," I mumble to myself. My breath is slowly coming back. The dream seemed so real.

"Ellen, would you stop moving so much, I am trying to sleep," he mumbled loudly.

"Sorry," I say quietly then turn over facing the opposite direction and drift back to sleep.

Patrick POV

I wake up, look around my quiet trailer and realize it was only a dream. I let out a loud sigh and lay back down. This can't keep going on, I need to tell her how much I love her before it is too late.

By the time I wake up again, the light shines through the small window in the trailer and I sit up slowly. Great, a pounding headache. I walk over to the cabinet and search through everything. I grab the bottle of Tylenol and take two tablets.

I pick up my blackberry from the table and check the time. It is 7am and I don't have to be in hair and make up for another hour.

I look out the window and Isaiah and Sandra are both walking in to film or something. Isaiah and I aren't the best of friends especially after what he said about T.R. but I might kind of miss him. I am sure Sandra is going to miss him. I still can't believe we are filming the last episode this week, I guess I better go apartment hunting or something.

I throw on some spare jeans and a t-shirt and decide to go hang out on set while I wait for Ellen to come. I see Eric pull up in his car.

"Hey Eric," I offer a friendly wave and he smiles and waves back.

I walk on set and they are filming a scene with Cristina and Burke's mother.

After thirty minutes, Ellen comes in, looking absolutely gorgeous without even trying. She catches my eyes staring and gives me a stern look.

"Hey Ellie," I smile over at her. "We gotta talk."

"Hey Patrick, I gotta go to hair and make up, we can talk later."

She rushes off to hair and make-up. They shoot scenes all day long, it is 11pm by the time we get done filming and me and Ellen are the only ones left. Ellen heads for her trailer, I follow and walk in after her.

"Hey paddy, what did you need to talk about," she smiles, but as soon as she sees my face she knows what it is about.

"Ellie.."

"Patrick, don't make this hard please. I am going to marry Chris."

I feel like my heart just broke into a million pieces but I am not going without a fight.

"Ellen, what do you mean you choose him, I thought you loved me," I reach for her hand but she steps back.

"Patrick, you are married and have a daughter. I can't be the one to break apart a family," her voice says one thing but when I look into her eyes, it says that she really does love me.

"Ellen, I asked her for a divorce. She has cheated on me with our gardener, it was not your fault. I fell in love with you Ellen, you are the one I want to take home and spend every single night in bed together. I want you to be the one who I make breakfast for in the morning."

"Paddy, just please stop, go," she turns around, facing the opposite way.

"Not until you tell me the truth, tell me that you don't love me and you don't want to spend the rest of your life with me."

"I can't! Don't you understand that, because I do love you," she yells and turns to face me. It is the first time I have ever seen her hurt this much and have this much guilt.

"Then why Chris?"

She looks past my head, never looking me in the eyes, "Patrick, I don't love you, just please let me go because I don't want to be the home wrecker." she begs.

My heart just completely crumbled, how could she say that. I know she doesn't mean it because I know she loves me, I just have to show her. I walk forward and grab her head, pulling her into a kiss. She resist at first but after a few seconds, she wrapped her arm around my neck and pulled in closer, pulling our bodies together. Our lips fit together perfectly and our tongues danced together, making my pants grow tighter.

AN; Sorry for doing this to you guys, next chapter is going to be Rated M. Hope you are enjoying it, leave a review please :). xoxo