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No One POV

As soon as their kiss began to get heated, things moved quickly. Patrick pulled the scrub shirt of her head, their hands roamed over each other's body just like it was their first time, it felt right. They began moving backwards, their tongues moved in sync with each others, their lips never broke until Ellen fell back on the bed and soon after, Patrick was on top of her, only coming up for a second then his lips attacked hers again.

Ellen's hands moved under his shirt and she soon lifted it completely off his body. His masculine, slightly hairy chest was revealed. She ran through the hair and down his chest to waistband.

"Pants," she panted as she tried to pull them off. He stood up for a second, enough time to kick off his pants and he was back on top of her. He trailed kisses down her cheek and jaw line, to her collar-bone and hit every place he knew she loved. She let out little moans every time he hit one. He moved down her chest and pull off the bra she was wearing, revealing her perfect breast. He took a nipple into his mouth and massaged the other with his finger, then he switched.

She let out little moans and groans, sounds only he could make her say. He began moving down her stomach, reaching he waistband of her pants and he almost ripped them off her, revealing her black lace panties. He pulled them off to then pulled his boxers off to reveal his hard erection. He positioned himself between her legs, leaning down and putting his mouth on to hers.

He slowly put the tip in then pushed his way in, she gasped but then softly bit down on his lower lip. He thrust in and out of her tight opening and she moans into his mouth. He moved his mouth away from hers and thrusts became faster. Her hips bucked up toward him and they began moving in sync.

She let out the small noises that drove him insane and he was throbbing while gliding in and out of her. After a few minutes, she began to tighten around him and he knew what would happen next. He pressed his lips to hers, just as she released herself in a long moan that was quieted by Patrick. Right after she had came, he thrust into her one last time and released. He collapsed next to her on the small bed.

Neither of them said anything, it was a state of shock and they were still coming down from their high. His arms ended up around her, she slowly fell asleep in his arms, then he placed a kiss on her temple before falling asleep also.


Patrick POV

I woke up, arms around Ellen and her breathing was steady and calm. I could watch her sleep all night and day, she looked peaceful. Soon she would wake up then what would happen? Would she tell Chris it is off? All these thoughts came to a halt as she awoke. She seamed happy at first then she frantically stood up, grabbing a fresh set of clothes from her dresser and pulled them on, throwing my clothes at me.

"Ellen," I started to say and she quickly cut me off.

"Patrick, you have to go. That shouldn't have happened."

"What are you talking about? You can't possibly tell my that was just sex because even I know it was more than that."

"Patrick, it is just sex. It is all it ever was between us," she walked to the mirror and tried to fix her hair.

"Can you look at me and say that? Ellen I am in love with you and to me that was not just sex. It never was just sex."

"Patrick please," she sounded desperate and looked at me. Tears welled up in her eyes and guilt was written all over her face.

"Ellie," I felt terrible. She felt like this because I pushed her to keep going because I knew we loved each other.

"Patrick, it is over now. Don't feel bad because I wanted to do it too, just we took it to far and it was never just your fault."

It was like she was reading my mind. Could she really see that in the way I looked at her? I couldn't let her go. At least not without a fight.

"Ellen, We did take it to far but that doesn't matter now. I love you, I have been in love with you every since that first look at you during that audition. I never knew I was hurting you this bad but I can't just walk away. I want you Ellen, I want to be with you every day for the rest of my life."

"Patrick, please don't. I am going to Italy to visit some family during the hiatus and I can't go there knowing that you are here waiting for me to come back. We will always be best friends but if we got together, we would hurt so many people and I can't do that," she turned away from me and the pain in the way she just said that I knew she did love me.

"Ellie, I want you to think about this, about us while you are over there and if you still decide to marry Christ, I will support you through it all."

I stood up and put my clothes on and then walked over and kissed her temple. She just stood there with her eyes closed as I walked out the door.


AN; I know it's a pretty short chapter but the next chapter is going to be longer. Thank you for those of you who love and support me writing this and I there are some people who don't like it but honestly, if you don't like it you don't have to read it :)