Callie's POV
It's not like I wouldn't know I'm hot. Well at least I know if I went to a bar I could get almost anyone. Anyone but Arizona freaking Robbins, though. And she's the only one I've ever wanted this bad. She's the only one who can take my breath away the way she does it. Her eyes are the most amazing thing I've ever seen and her dimples are the most adorable thing I've ever noticed on anyone. I don't get it how somebody can be so adorable but so freaking hot at the same time. I park my car next to the hospital. I'm supposed to meet Arizona, Teddy and Mark in the bar next to the hospital and I think about my plan.
Wondering if I even have a plan. My plan is to ignore Arizona. That's a hard plan. I'm going to ignore her because she's cold. She seems warm and lovely but she acts cold. I wish she wouldn't be so cold. I wish she could feel the same things that I feel. It's the only thing that I want at the moment. I want that seeing me takes her breath away and I want to hear it.
I'm aware of the fact that I'm late so I quickly leave my car at the parking lot and open the familiar door of the bar.
The first thing I notice is the huge amount of people in such a small bar. I can notice some interns from the hospital and even some attendings. Then I notice her. Well them actually. I can see she's pissed at Mark about something because she's giving him the same fake smile I got a few days ago.
Trying to keep my eyes out of her but it's hard. Why does she have to do everything so hard for me? Her hair looks amazing - it's on gentle waves and her lips look good when she's using the pink lipstick. It's the same one she uses at work too, I guess.
"Hi I'm sorry that I'm late I really didn't know what to dress and I needed to find somebody to take care of Sofia!" I explain them and sit on the chair that's between Mark and Arizona. I notice how Arizona snaps a little and I feel her eyes on me, but I try to ignore her like I was planning to.
The need to see her dimples is huge but I fight against it and end up smiling at Mark.
"Wait is Sofia a dog or?" Mark asks confused and I start laughing, but then I realize there's no way he could have known.
I try to hold myself from laughing again and I ask: "Wait, you were serious?"
Mark nods at me and I hear Arizona's giggle for the first time tonight and I can't help myself from turning my head to see her eyes. She immediately freezes, but quickly looks away from my eyes and explains to Mark: "Sofia is Callie's child".
Even the damn way she says my name gets me weak.
Mark gives me the 'Ooooh' sound smiling big and starts: "Are you sure you have given a birth to a child? I mean look at you!". I start laughing and just shake my head. I find Mark funny. He's charming, good looking and everything, but she's not Arizona. I look at Teddy for the first time tonight and notice how pissed she looks when taking a huge sip of her drink.
Realizing I should order some drinks too, I say: "I really should order something so wait a second!"
Searching for my wallet from my bag I realize I left it in the freaking car and I need to go back. I quickly get up and start explaining: "Damn it, I was so busy and I forgot my wallet in my car. Just wait and I'll go and get-"
But Arizona interrupts me by saying: "No no! I can pay your drinks!"
She shows me her amazing dimples for the second time today and I feel a light feeling in my stomach.
"You don't really have to. You have your own drinks to pay besides!" I try to convince her but she shakes her head and says: "I'm not actually drinking so it's not a problem".
She could practically dominate me with those dimples.
It takes me a few seconds to think about if I'm going to let her do it. I can feel Teddy's eyes on me and I feel rude to say no so I just end up nodding and getting my drinks. We spend the night by talking. Well mostly the talking is my job, because alcohol has that kind of affect on me. Also, I feel Arizona's eyes on me.
I keep my hands on the glass of my drink to avoid accidentally touching her because all the four of us are sitting very close to each other because of the fact that the table is small. Teddy tells us about his ex-husband and after I hear he was her patient at first, I look at Arizona but she ignores it and acts like she wasn't listening to Teddy at all.
I end up telling them about Sofia's first steps and about my last hospital. I really enjoy myself but I notice Arizona doesn't say much. Whenever I look at her she smiles and shows me the freaking dimples and I feel myself falling for them harder and harder time after time.
Suddenly the alcohol hits me and I realize I don't deserve to be treated like this. I don't deserve to be treated like Arizona treats me and I realize I should show her that I'm wanted.
I know I'm wanted. So yeah, I start: "People are dancing!" I point at the other people around us and continue: "I want to dance!"
Please Mark, do it.
"Well then you must dance!" Mark gets up and I feel saved. I give my best smile at him and we go dancing a few meters from the table. I've always liked to dance and when I was a teenager I used to take some lessons too. So I try to show her.
Show her what she's missing. I have the feeling that she's looking at us so I get even closer to Mark and keep on dancing. Suddenly he whispers in my ear: "I know what you're doing, but I'll help you with Robbins". Right after his words I find myself from staring at Arizona and I freeze. Well I keep on dancing but something inside me freezes.
How does he know? I try to get my eyes of her but there's something magical in them and I can't help myself from staring. But Arizona can and she looks at Teddy and laughs about something.
Freaking Arizona.
"What?" I turn around to face him and act like nothing happened and so does Mark.
"I know you and Robbins have something going on, but I'm a great friend after all so keep on dancing"
"We don't", I lie but Mark smiles even bigger.
"Yeah right, whatever you say."
We keep on dancing and I try to ignore the fact that Mark knows. I feel Arizona's eyes on me and I swing my hips against Marks body while enjoying the music. It's fun, but I wish Mark was Arizona. It takes 4 songs for us to get back on the table because my heals are killing me. I somehow end up taking small shots with Mark. Well, not kind of - I do it because I want to have fun and ignore Arizona like I was supposed to.
Mark is actually funny and I enjoy spending time with him. Time goes on but then Mark does a stupid move by asking: "So tell me, if you'd have to choose one of us, who would you choose?"
Immediately I hear Arizona laughing and I turn my face to see her. It's like a reaction. Whenever I hear her laugh I must see her eyes and dimples. Arizona stops laughing after I turn my head and I keep on staring at her.
"Oh wow, it's already over 11pm and we all have work tomorrow!" Teddy starts and I realize it's late. I thank Teddy in my mind for saving me.
"Shit! I'm sorry I really need to go and get Sofia but thanks it was fun!" I say and quickly get up. I almost forgot Sofia. Well I could never forget her but the time flew fast.
I quickly walk outside realizing I need to call a cab. Trying to open up my phone I realize the battery has died and I'm lost.
Shit.
"Hey is everything okay?" I hear Arizona's voice and suddenly she's standing next to me looking at my phone. Showing her my phone I explain: "My battery just died and I really need to go and get Sofia but I can't reach my mother."
Nodding Arizona asks: "Wait, you're not going to drive aren't you?"
Why would she even care?
I start laughing and shake my head: "No, I was supposed to get a cab and get my car tomorrow after work but I guess I don't have much options left."
Suddenly she gives me her phone and says: "You can call a cab on my phone". She's smiling at me again. Dialing the number I call to get a cab and hand Arizona her phone back.
The alcohol burns in my stomach and I feel frustrated about the fact how nice she is.
"Callie, are you ok-?"
I turn my head to the opposite direction so I can gather myself up before saying: "Oh yeah I'm great!".
At the same time I turn my head and face her. She looks worried and I feel my eyes drifting from her eyes to her lips. I can feel my throat drying and my pulse raising.
What if she does this on purpose?Like tomorrow she's going to be super cold again. Oh no, nobody does that to Callie Torres anymore.
"No okay this is full of shit and you know it, Arizona! I'm just gonna go now", I blurt without thinking. Widening her eyes she peeps on a soft voice: "What?"
So I continue. I continue without thinking about it but it doesn't matter.
"You're moody. Way too moody!"
"Moody", she repeats slowly after me and I continue: "Moody. Like, yeah lets date, uhm nope you're my patients mother not happening after all!"
"You know-", she tries to talk but I keep on going: "Oh I can buy your drinks, but on second thought look pissed when you talk to other people."
Shaking her head she defends herself: "I'm not moody!"
I raise my voice: "Oh but you are! But just so you know, I thought you were different when I first saw you, but you're so moody and it drives me crazy, and you don't really have to choose what to feel anymore because I'm not looking for anything like this!"
Silence.
Shrugging she mutters: "Okay", and I realize I was stupid. She isn't the kind of person who would argue with a drunk person. She's way too good for this kind of shit. I close my eyes and feel like an idiot. Taking a deep breath I try: "No you know what, I'm sor-", but she interrupts me by saying: "No just let it go! See you at work tomorrow."
And she turns around and starts walking. Walking away from me.
"Arizona are you serious?" I raise my voice but for nothing. I screwed up.
Closing the door behind us I take a deep breath.
"I don't really have time for this!" Arizona starts again and puts someone's chart on a table.
Just say you're sorry.
Saying sorry isn't really the easiest thing for me because I hate being wrong and I hate to accept the fact how rude I was last night.
"Look I'm sorry. I'm just sorry and I didn't mean it", I start and look on the floor because I feel too ashamed to look her into eyes.
She says nothing so I go on: "I think I was just having a bad night or something and I really shouldn't have said those things to you"
"I'm not the only moody one in this room!" She starts out of nowhere and I look her into eyes.
"What?" I ask confused.
Arizona licks her lips before repeating: "I'm not the only moody one in here!"
"What? I said I'm sorry, Arizona! I'm trying to apologize and you're making it sound like I want to fight!"
Arizona raises her voice: "Oh so now I'm the one who wants to fight, oh great! Is there something else I should know?"
Without even thinking about it twice I blurt out loud: "Well yeah! I just-, I don't understand! I know I'm hot. Like you heard Mark saying last night. And I'm funny, I swear. Also I'm great at making food and-, and the point is that almost anyone would take me but you won't and why won't you?"
I feel my pulse raising up fast and the feeling like I can't breath comes in seconds. Blue eyes are staring into mine and I feel like I should leave the room now. I don't know what she's supposed to say and I don't think even she knows it.
"You think I don't know that?" She raises her voice and I'm surprised by her answer.
"You think that I don't want you, Calliope?"
This is the part where I don't know what to say but suddenly she starts walking towards me and gently pushes me against the door so I'm between her and the door. She takes a crab of my wrists and holds them against the door and I can't help but stare her pink lips.
What is she doing? I feel like I can't control myself but before I get to do anything her lips get closer to my ear and she whispers: "Is this what you want me to do?" Her breath feels too good against my skin and all of my senses fill of her lovely scent.
She keeps her hold on my wrists and I'm staring at her lips again.
"Look me in the eyes, Calliope", she demands and the breathing gets harder for me. I find her blue eyes quickly and bite my lower lip to hold myself from kissing her.
"Say what you want", she says and I feel the feeling in my stomach again. I can't say a word and I feel the grip of her hands getting stronger.
Her lips find their way close to my ear again and she whispers: "Is this how close you want to be to me?
"The door isn't locked" I heavily breathe out and she looks amused.
"What do you think that is going to happen?" She continues and gets teasingly closer to me her body pressed against mine. She comes closer with her lips and I try to reach them but she pulls back a little.
"Don't you dare to move Calliope. If you move again, I'll stop and I don't think you want that." Her voice demands and I stop. Why is she doing this?
I feel like my whole body is on fire on the places she's touching me. Her small body pressed against mine shouldn't feel this good. Her hair is tickling my neck and her hands feel so soft against my wrists.
"So what do you think is going to happen?" She continues on a low voice and I say nothing because I'm not even sure is this happening. I'm fighting so hard to not to move but she's making it so hard.
"You think I'm gonna rip off your clothes and do it in here, in the hospital?", She goes on and I feel my throat drying. If she would do that I'd would be fine with it.
"You want to do it in here? The other question is, with who? I mean, with the date you had in the bar?" She teases me and I can't believe she's bringing the girl from the bar to this.
"Or with Mark Sloan?", she continues.
I shake my head and she smiles a little.
"You know, I might seem like a cold bitch to you but I'm not. Even though I say I can't do this it doesn't mean I don't want to", she whispers in my ear. Between the words her lips slightly touch my ear and it causes me to let out a small whimper.
The smile on her lips gets even bigger and she shakes her head. "Don't you get it how hard it is for me to not to touch you", she whispers and her lips touch my ear again and I'm sure she does it on purpose.
"I wish you could know how much your existence in the same room can affect me." She whispers and licks her lips. I moan a little as she continues: "If only you knew how much I want you, Calliope".
"Arizona please", I breathe out and she looks me into eyes. Her eyes have never looked so blue and her lips so kissable. I can't do this anymore.
So I quickly wrap a hold of her hips and turn us around so she's against the door now. I put my forehead against hers and try steady my breathing.
"Don't", she demands on a low tone but I can't help it when my lips find hers and I feel the need to be touched by her. She immediately responds to the kiss and it makes me lose control even more. I gently put my hands on her cheeks and slightly suck her bottom lip. Arizona moans a little and I deepen the kiss. I feel my whole body going crazy because of the taste of her lips but then out of nowhere she pushes me away and turns her head to the side.
"I said no", she breathes out and looks at the floor avoiding my eyes.
"Arizona do-"
She quickly opens the door behind her and leaves me standing in the on-call room.