amy pov
its lunch time
and i have a freaking cast
since i fell down my stairs the day after the promposal
i fell down because i thought of bumper as i took a step down i missed it and slip
so thats the back story of my cast
anyways now im sitting in the table with beca , jesse and bumper
and since beca wanted to sit beside jesse
i had to sit beside bumper
i tried to keep my head downcast
struggling to eat my salad
"why do you have a cast?" - beca
" its a long story" - amy
" just tell us" - jesse
"ummmm" - amy
" jesse... shes not comfortable talking about it ... lets just back off" - beca
"thank you" - amy
" why are you eating salad anyways" - beca
" yeah where's your burger , or your pizza" - jesse
" I'm depressed ok just let me eat" - amy
"you already know why beca" - amy
and i have hard time eating
" hey amy do you need help?" -bumper
" No i dont ! " - amy
" whats with the attitude ? " - bumper
" Im depressed okay, so just stop" - amy
then he steals my fork away from me
" HEY!" - amy
" let me feed you" - bumper
"no! i can feed my self " - amy
and i try to steal the fork back but he keeps backing off
"you cant even get the fork away from me , just let me feed you" - bumper
" fine " - amy
then he stabs some of the salad to the fork and brings it up to my mouth
" say ahh" - bumper
" bumper im not a child"
" your cute ... now say ahh"
then i open my mouth and he feeds me
" see, at least i dont see you struggling anymore"
" thats so sweet, jesse how come you dont do that to me " - beca
" its because you were never injured" - jesse
"i know , maybe im just jealous how both of you two looking so cute" - beca
" you two should date, amy i see it in your eyes YOU WANT HIM" -Jesse
and i put my head down
" ooh. amy's red " - beca
" no im not , Geez just let me eat" - amy
and i open my mouth for bumper to feed me
he feeds me
then he puts the fork back on my tapperware
he brushes my hair of my face
" you do have pretty eyes" - bumper
" KISS KISS KISS " - beca and jesse
then aubrey shows up
" umm babe what are you doing ? " - aubrey
" helping amy "
" it looks like your about to kiss her"
" why would i do that? i wouldnt cheat on you"
" and im pretty sure she can eat by her self its not like shes about to die injured "
" okay"
then aubrey comes up to me
" your pathetic"
and i try not to tear up and smile
struggling again to finish my last few pieces of greens
" im so sorry amy" - bumper
" no its ok, its my fault anyways i got in this mess"
" do you still need help with anything ?"
" no thanks "
and there ...
my love for bumper
breaks me
by saying
" im ok "
but the fact is im not