Bumper pov
as i arrived home
i saw amy's mom
" so hows amy ? " she asks
" she , doesn't remember that she loves me"
"awww, im so sorry to hear that. well, i was looking through her car last night and she has a letter for you it was a bit wet from her tears at first but i found a way to dry it"
then she hands me the letter
" thank you"
then she leaves
i go in my house and head straight upstairs
and read the letter
how the hell can she write while driving ?
the date was written the day before she asked me out
and it said
Dear Bumper,
Hi baby, Im so glad that you finally said yes, I LOVE YOU OKAY , I PROMISE TO TAKE CARE OF YOU, trust me babe im here for you, Im finally happy, you are mine now and im now yours, Yesssssss,, I CAN FINALLY KISS THOSE BEAUTIFUL LIPS OF YOURS IM MELTING ( i havent had my first kiss yet:/ im so lame) amd We can do it any time you want (i saved my first it for you bby, fuck me now)I hope you will now love me whole heartedly and finally move on from aubrey, im not saying that you should stop seeing her im saying is that please dont break my heart again, IT LITERALLY KILLED ME SEEING BOTH OF YOU ALL LOVEY DOVEY ilysm baby
(dont break me again please)
love yours forever and ever your baby Amy
i started tearing up
and when i flipped to the back of the paper i saw a another letter
in a rushed handwriting
that said
dear asshole,
I should've never fell for you, im such a stupid bitch actually thinking that i would have a chance with you my bestfriend, BOY I WAS WRONG, you were just like those common boys, i fucking tried my best to lose weight for you! and you dont even notice a thing, you broke me once again, i just wish that by the time you read this im dead, your such a fuckboy, you should be happy that im trying my best to die since that's what your girlfriend wants me to do and you love her so obviously you support every single one of her ideas, EVEN WHEN I ALMOST COMMITED SUICIDE CAUSE OF HER, you broke up then you asked her to prom, got back together, got her pregnant, and you never even gave me a chance I literally died everyday trying my best to tie you down, i would never forget the times when you helped me eat my lunch and almost kissed me ( my almost first kiss , till it got ruined ) i literally melt when i see your beautiful brown eyes, and the time you gave me flowers... im just saying that you deserve better and i was thinking maybe i could be that girl that would be just right for you the perfect match, I actually thought you were the one , i was wrong, I hate you, im torn, The moment i will never forget is the time you turned me down when i tried asking you to prom and TONIGHT WAS THE WINNER you killed me tonight just bu saying the words "i still love her" U fucking killed me... I'll do my best to move on slowly, but I doubt that ill ever will, you were the best rhing ive ever ( almost ) had now your the worst ... if im still alive, LEAVE ME ALONE, and never speak to me again, or else i will literally kill my self right in front of you.
sincerely
fat Patricia
i hurt my bby
and now what could i do ?
she 100% doesnt know wtf is going on with me and her
i kept the letter on my table and her ring
went to bed and planned for tomorrow.
