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I'm sorry I've taken a long time to upload this chapter.
I've just been busy with work and stuff. I had two days off, but I've been so tired lately and not bothered with anything. I hardly even see my friends anymore because I'm so tired lucky for mobile phones lol.
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I woke the next morning when the sun kissed the side of my face. I let out a small groan and pulled the cover up over my face. Last night came to me in a blur. The last thing I remember was having a conversation with Felix and then it all goes fuzzy. I stir in the bed I'm in and my eyes slowly flutter open to try and adjust to the lightening in the room. I slowly sat up noticing a body lying beside me and that's when I notice this isn't my room. I sigh to myself and slowly pull the covers back and climb out the bed.
I collect all my clothes from the floor and start to get dressed as I walk around the room. I didn't know whose room this is and I don't really care to know. I slip on my heels and head out the room closing the door behind me not wanting to wake the guy in the bed. I then realised that I was still in the house from last night. It was kind of a frat house I guess you could say. A bunch of guts lived here which means I wasn't getting out of here without being seen. I curse at myself and decide to just go with it, I'm sure I'm not the only girl that'll be doing the walk of shame out of this house this morning and I was right when I saw two blond girls walking down the corridor and down the spiral staircase.
I get to the bottom of the stairs when I heard a bunch of guys laughing from the living room... Great, just what I need. I shake the feeling of embarrassment off of me and head to the front door; I had to of course walk pass the living room to get to the door. I glance up at the clock on the wall and my eyes widened at the time.
Shit! I was totally late for school. Fuck! well I guess that's me skipping today since it was already pass 11:00.
Nice going Brooke... Staying over. You never stay over
I mentally roll my eyes at my inner voice and start my way over to the front door "Brooke..." Damn it... of course he was still here. I close my eyes and take a deep breath as I stopped by the living room door "You stayed over"
"Looks like it" I reply sarcastically gesturing to my outfit.
"And by staying over you don't mean sleeping do you?" Again his tone sounded a little hurt.
"I woke up in a guys bed naked Lucas, so I'm guessing I slept with him... that's just a guess though" My sarcasm evident in my voice "Shouldn't you be in class"
"Yeah I should be, but Sasha kept me up all last night" I didn't miss the smirk that formed on his lips and I wasn't sure if he actually had a girl last night or if he was just saying that to hurt me because it did... it hurt me bad even if I was coming from one of the guy's room. I was like this because of him.
"Brookie, your still here" I looked from Lucas to Nathan who came from the kitchen and gave me a quick hug.
"I was just leaving actually"
"She's doing the walk of shame after fucking one of your buddies Nate" My eyes snapped to Lucas and I gave him a scowl at his words. What the hell is wrong with this moron; he just sounds like a jealous boyfriend... news flash Lucas Scott you are no longer my boyfriend; your choice buddy not mine.
"Brooke Davis doing the walk of shame. I never thought I'd see that" Nathan joked with a small smile on his face "what happened to the girl I used to know?" worry flashed through his eyes, but I ignored it. I didn't want the worry and I didn't want the pity I could also see in his eyes.
Apparently I wasn't worth anything according to this moron standing in front of me. His hating on me big time and yet he won't disclose why which to me is stupid. No?
I look back at Lucas seeing his ocean blue eyes lock onto mine. Everything from the past 2 months comes flashing back "Your dear brother broke that Brooke into a million pieces destroying her and everything she had" I never broke the contact Lucas and I were holding. The pain I had suppressed threatened to rise to the surface, but I pushed it back down again hoping it would stay there "anyway good party last night Nate, I'll see you around" I give Nathan a hug and a kiss on the cheek before leaving the house feeling Lucas's eyes on me the whole way outside.
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"So wanna tell me what the hell happened?" Nathan asks as he and Lucas walk into the kitchen "I know I went to Europe for 2 years, but I only left because I thought you had Brooke"
"Dad died Nate that's what happened" Lucas states taking a bottle of water from the fridge.
"Yes I know that fact Luke, I was at the funeral, but that doesn't explain what happened with you and Brooke"
"It doesn't matter Nate" Lucas waves it off walking back out of the kitchen and down the hall to the living room area again "Brooke and I are over that's all there is to it"
"But you guys were so happy" Nathan says "she was there for when dad died. I left because I thought you had her"
"You left because basketball was more important to you Nathan so don't lie about that, I got over that and Brooke together with the help of others"
"Others meaning the town slut Peyton Sawyer or maybe her skanky friends too" Nathan raises his eye brow
"She might be the town slut, but at least she gets me to forget Brooke and what I had with her" Lucas shrugs gulping at his drink "Anyway it seemed you hit it off with Brooke's bestfriend last night" Lucas took this as his opportunity to change the subject and it kind of worked for now anyway.
"Nice try Luke, but we will talk about this again" Nathan made clear "And yes she is a very nice girl"
"You had your tongue down her throat Nate... I'm sure she's more than a nice girl"
"If your asking did she stay the night the answer will be yeah she did, but she left early this morning so no one saw her leave" Nathan tell his brother "Anyway I have to go, but I'll call you later. Don't stay too long here okay Mom wants you home today and no don't worry I didn't tell her you skipped school" with that Nathan and Lucas done their brotherly hand thing and Nathan left to the front door.
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"Why were you not at school today?" I look up from my bed to see Jake standing in the door way.
"I over slept" It wasn't a lie because I did over sleep, I was just a little hung over from last night too "by the time I woke up there wasn't really any point me coming in"
"So where did you go last night because you weren't home" I shut my laptop and push it out in front of me on my bed.
"Oh I'm sorry dad I forgot I had to tell you everything I do" I reply sarcastically with a roll of my eyes "I went to a party with Hales"
"Brooke is everything okay?" Jake sounded a little worried, but I don't know why. I was fine, everything was fine. I was just having fun living my senior year the way it should be lived.
I nod standing up from my bed "I'm okay Jakey" I give him a smile "I just woke up late" He nods and I could see in his eyes that he didn't believe me, but I also knew he wouldn't push it.
"Anyway Rachel asked me to give you this" Jake held out a dark blue envelope with my name printed on the front of it.
I took the envelope from him and opened it in one swift go. I pulled out a black piece of paper to see sliver writing. It was an invite to a party this weekend "Of course it'd be another party" Jake comments with a eye roll and a loud sigh "Do you girls ever not party?"
"I'd rather party than be in my room on the weekend Jake" And that was the truth. After Lucas did what he did I stayed in my room for weeks not speaking to anyone and then finally after I stopped moping I pushed all my feeling and thought of everything that happened and lock them away in a box inside my head and I became the person I am now. I became party Brooke instead of safe living Brooke "It says plus one... You can come with me if you want"
"I'll pass" Jake states. I huff giving him a stern look making sure to stare him down. Jake knew what I was doing so he stares back at me and like usual I win. Jake blinks and looks away and I smile at him "Okay fine I'll come with you"
"Awesome" I squeal pinning the invite to the brown board I have up above my makeup table.
"Brooke are you home!" Came a voice I recognised as Haley
"Yeah in my room" I call back hearing as she got closer to my room "Jakey you staying for dinner"
Jake shakes his head "I can't I promised Auntie Molly I would pick Laurie up from her friends" Laurie being his 4 year old cousin. She was so adorable and I adored her. Jake would always tell me that Laurie loved me and that I would be a great Mom. I shot that idea down quick. I didn't want kids. Not ever. That wasn't my path in life I wanted to go down.
Kids take up time and patience and money and even though I have one of the three of those things I didn't care for children not really. Yeah I adored Laurie, but that was because she wasn't my daughter or related to me. I had no siblings and my cousins were scattered around the world so I only saw them once a year and that was at Christmas.
"I have something to tell you" Haley says as soon as she entered my room "Hey Jakey" She gave him a kiss on the cheek and I noticed Jake blush a little. Aww he still had a crush on Haley. Ever since they met his liked her; it was totally cute "Are you joining us for dinner"
"Not today" Jake tells her "I have to pick Laurie up"
"Aww okay, well tell Laurie I said hey" Jake nodded. I gave him a small hug as did Haley and then he left us.
"Okay so now that Jake is gone I have to tell you something Brooke" There was urgency in her voice so I knew this was either code red or code blue. Code red meant general problem and Code blue meant boy situation.
I sat back down on my bed crossed legged and Haley did the same sitting in front of me "Code red or blue"
"Blue" A smile formed on my lips and I thought back to the party last night where I noticed Haley and Nathan spending a lot of the time together "so let me guess it's about Nathan right"
"How did you..."
"I saw you last night" I cut in seeing a blush creep up her cheeks "You like him?" Haley nods and for a moment I felt sad because I've always rooted for Jaley which is of course Jake and Haley, but that was suddenly gone when I saw the look on Haley's face. She liked Nathan, she really liked Nathan and I knew Nathan. I have for a really long time, so I know he is nothing like his worm of a brother. His one of the good guys "and what happened last night"
"I stayed with him" She sheepishly says her face turning a slight red colour. Haley get all embarrassed about this kind of thing; me on the other hand is used to it which I know sounds bad, but it's just how it is.
When you get told your worth nothing too many times you start to believe it and the way Lucas treats me just proves his point. I might have meant something to him at one point, but that changed and now I'm worth nothing and that is what I truly believe. Look at how Felix does me, I might as well do it back.
"And did you sleep with him" She slowly nods "He really is amazing Brooke"
"Yeah is he" I agree "Nathan is a good guy Hales, has he contacted you since last night?"
"He dropped me home this morning so I could change for school and his been texting me nonstop throughout the day" Aww that is super sweet.
I really wish I could find that with someone again. I used to have the feeling Haley is feeling now and it used to feel nice. I mean I have texts from Felix, but it's not the same. Felix doesn't care about me not really, but yet I don't really care about him either; his just there to keep my bed warm at night so I'm not alone.
"Aww that's so cute" I coo making Haley blush some more "So how about we order some food and then you can gush about last night" Haley nodded and we did just that.
Will Lucas ever reveal why he casted Brooke from his life?
Will Brooke ever be able to rebuild the way she sees life?
Will Brooke ever be able to rebuild herself and the way she sees and thinks of herself?
Lucas messed Brooke up pretty bad. If a guy can do that to a girl he must of had a huge affect on her and vice versa
You know what to do... That's right...
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