Nellie lay down in her bed. The bed felt empty for her. It felt weird for her to sleep alone. She was so confused. First she lost her husband; she had a feeling for the Husband of her best friend. She tried to find some comfort in her bed. She just couldn't find the right way to lie down. She stood up to get a glass of water. She felt so alone it was so cold in her room. She missed Albert. Maybe she didn't miss him maybe she hated to be alone! She started to cry. She liked Benjamin barker. Lucy´s for god sake husband. She wouldn't find her own love. She only liked the ones of her friends! She felt worthless she felt like a nobody! She didn't Liked this but she felt this way. It were just feelings she told herself. She could ignore it! She needed to ignore it! She couldn't tell it to anyone!

The Glass of water fell out of her hand. She bows down so she could clean it all up. At that moment she heard footsteps on the stairs outside. She didn't give any attention to it. It was probably just Lucy who was concerned about Nellie. She heard the door open she didn't even bother to look up. Till she heard a low voice said something. She didn't knew what the voice say but she noticed it wasn't Lucy so she looked up

"Mrs. Lovett What happened? Lucy was all panicking about that you may be hurt yourself!"
"No I am Fine But thanks for asking Mr. Barker. And you can Say Nellie! If its fine with you!"
"Sure Nellie! But then you have to call me Benjamin!"
"Alright I will do that! Benjamin!"
"Or Ben if it's okay with you!"
"Alright Ben! Thanks For the hug this afternoon! It was something I needed! Just feeling that even people I don't know are supporting me!" Nellie said and smiled
"why shouldn't men support beautiful woman like you!"

Nellie remained in silent! What did he just say? Did he Call he beautiful? She didn't know how to feel! Was it wrong? He was the husband of her best friend! She was just a widow. Her husband died just a few days ago! He was burried this day! And now Benjamin called the beautiful? She couldn't believe it! She needed to be alone!

"Thanks Ben I am fine!"

She said while she picked up a piece of glass and it cut her! The only thing she thought was why? Why now at this moment! She saw Ben was bowing towards her. Her grabbed her hand and looked at it. She saw in his look it wasn't much it was just a little cut

"Just a band aid would be enough! Where are they?" Benjamin asked While Nellie pointed to the cupboard. When Ben walked towards the cupboard Nellie thought that it maybe was meant to be! When Ben Returned with a Band-Aid. He applied it and left. There Nellie was in the middle of the glass all alone and lonely! She knew Lucy had a Beautiful man next to her! Who would be loyal to her! What would Ben see in her! Nothing she was just a baker! She wasn't pretty or anything! She was normal! Next to her Lucy was so beautiful! She was like a queen! All man liked Lucy. While Nellie was this ugly Normal Baker!