Night time had fallen on the sky as the stars appeared and the moonlight had reflected it's beautiful light on the sea. Matthew was in Lovino's arms as they were at the sea as per Matthew's birthday present from the Italian. The day started out normal until after breakfast when he was whisked away to Lord knows where by his boyfriend saying they were going on a "special birthday date" for today.

The day had been a fun one to say the least. They spent all day on the boardwalk playing carnival games and going on rides and eating until they felt like they were gonna puke. Finally, after a whole day of excitement, Lovino took him to the beach and took a walk. After playing around in the water a little they got tired and decided to sit down in the sand and whisper sweet nothings to each other and sneak in the occasional kisses at that giant orb of light known as the sun set. Matthew was in smiles the whole day and everything about the day was just perfect. He snuggled into his boyfriend's embrace as he looked at the endless sea.

"How did you like today mio amore?" A familiar Italian voice asked. The blond smiled and kissed his cheek.

"It was perfect. Today was absolutely the best day of my life thanks to you." Lovino blushed and hugged him.

"Only the best for you." They kissed. Lovino licked the blond's bottom lip, asking for entrance. Matthew parted his lips as a skilled tongue went into his mouth and wandered the wet cavern. The teen on the receiving end couldn't help but let out a moan as he felt his boyfriend's tongue wander in his mouth. Lovino broke the kiss leaving the trail of spit that connected their mouths. That smile that only Matthew, and Matthew alone, could see came out.

"Did you like that?"

"Of course, didn't you?"

"Si. It was wonderful. You look so beautiful in the moonlight and all I can do is stare at you." Matthew blushed. Lovino had a beautiful way with words and it made him go weak at the knees listening to his sweet words. If he could stay out here forever, he would. Something crept in his mind as he remembered he had something important to tell Lovino.

"Lovi?"

"Yes?"

"Promise me something."

"Okay...?"

"Promise me that no matter what happens, you will always love me."

"I promise."

Matthew smiled and stood up as he walked over to the ocean, breathing in the salty air. He looked down at the water and dipped his arms in it. After a few seconds he pulled them out and looked at the scars on his arms. He never told Lovino but he had to be honest. Matthew walked back to him and sat down and showed him the scars again, but this time, there were more, even in places it was dangerous to cut.

Lovino's eyes widened as he looked at the scars that were on his boyfriend's arms. The skin which he thought had no more scars indeed had some new scars that looked like they were on dangerous places. Tears welled up in his eyes at the thought of knowing he could of lost him to blood loss due to cutting through a major vein. He shakily reached out and took his hands and kissed the scars on his arms. Matthew was surprised. He thought for sure Lovino would have shot up and yelled at him because he could have damn near killed himself had something gone wrong. It was silent between them for a short while until Lovino asked, in a quiet voice,

"Are there any more new ones?"

The blond was able to hear him and took his hands away from the brunette and stood up as he lifted his dress to reveal the scars on his thighs. Lovino couldn't hold the tears in when he saw more. His heart couldn't take it anymore. Tears flowed out of his eyes as he crawled to his beloved on his knees and hugged him around the middle, with his head on his waist. Matthew started to cry and placed a hand on the back of Lovino's head. The sound of their crying together was the only sound, along with the waves of the sea, that was heard until,

"Why didn't you tell me before?" Matthew sniffed up some of his tears before answering.

"I didn't know how to. I wanted to keep it a secret but you would have found out later. I'm so sorry I didn't tell you before."

"How long?"

"Some time after 'it' happened. Are you mad?" Lovino stood up and looked Matthew in the face. His eyes were puffy with tears and in the moonlight, Matthew could see the tear tracks.

"Mad? No. I'm not mad but I am just upset that my boyfriend never told me about this! You could have killed yourself! How can you be so selfish?!" Lovino could say that all he wanted to but Matthew knew how he really felt. The promise he made with him was now broken. He said he'd stop but judging how there were more cuts on his arms and thighs it didn't stick.

"I'm sorry. I know I was supposed to quit but I just got the urge and I did it! The bullying and the harsh words at school got so bad I couldn't help but fall back on my old habit! I wanted to kill myself! I know I was selfish but you can't ask that of me and then expect me to just stop. I even went for help but the help could only work for so long. Please don't leave me." He cried as his knees gave way under him and he fell to his knees crying in the sand. Lovino kneeled down in front of him and cupped his face in his hands, making the blond look up at him. In those green eyes, Matthew could see the sadness, the hurt, the unshed tears.

"Don't you ever call me Lovi again." Matthew's eyes widened. Were they? Oh no. Please no. This can't be happening. Not today. Not now. Not ever. More tears sprang up in his eyes as he shook his head.

"Please don't do this. I love you." His plea fell upon deaf ears as Lovino stood up and started walking away. Matthew had to say something. Anything.

"I'll do anything!" Lovino paused and growled at him like he would everyone else.

"What the fuck do you mean pancake bastard?" The words stung him like a bee but Matthew chose to ignore it for now as he looked at Lovino.

"I will do anything for you to stay with me. I know I broke the promise and cut but the last time I cut was back in April and I haven't cut since then. Please just forgive me! I'm quitting for you, I swear." Lovino sighed and turned around to face him with a harsh glare. They stared at each other for a while before Lovino's face softened and he walked back to him. He kneeled in front of him and wiped away the tears falling from his eyes.

"I'm sorry. I just got mad, I mean. You swore on our love you would officially quit and I guess I felt hurt." Matthew was still crying. Lovino kissed his tears away and then smiled at him again.

"I'm sorry I almost broke up with you. Please stop crying, I hate seeing you cry." The blond tried to stop himself from crying any further as he looked up at his boyfriend. His face was now sincere and caring. They stayed silent for a while until Matthew said,

"I love you."

"I love you too. I should probably get you home now, come on."

The brunette picked up his boyfriend bridal style as Matthew blushed and held onto him so that he wouldn't fall. The two kissed again. They were in so much love, Matthew still couldn't believe he was dating his crush! His heart skipped a beat when he was around Lovino but that had to be that his heart was trying to be in sync with the other's. When they broke the kiss, they looked at each other and started to make out. Their tongues battled for dominance and Lovino won as he gently laid Matthew down in the sand as they continued. When they broke apart for air they looked at each other, panting. There was some sexual tension between them and they both knew it.

"D-do y-you want to?" Matthew asked.

"Only if you want to." Matthew blushed. There was no doubt he had been thinking about it in his mind but he wasn't sure if he was ready to take this relationship to that level. They've only been dating for such a short time and he didn't know if doing this would be the right move.

"I… I don't know Lovi. I mean, we've only been together for almost five months and if we do then, we would have moved kind of fast…" He said nervously. He wasn't sure if he said the right thing and he closed his eyes tightly in fear that Lovino wanted sex from him tonight and he was mad he practically said no. The Italian kissed his cheek and picked him up again.

"It's alright. You don't have to be scared, I have to get you home anyways." Matthew opened his eyes and smiled sheepishly. He felt like he embarrassed himself in front of his boyfriend. He'd made a fool of himself before but this took the cake. A yawn signaled that he was sleepy and so he fell asleep in his boyfriend's arms.

Alfred was in his room with Feliciano and the two were cuddling on the bed. They pretty much stayed at the house and had the place to themselves since the adults of the household had something to do in town which prompted Francis to say; 'If you two happen to feel frisky, feel free to test out Alfred's birthday present!' And that new birthday present happened to be a box of condoms in Alfred's size. Needless to say, Alfred and Feliciano blushed a really bright red as Francis left the house.

Feliciano looked at the box of condoms and couldn't help but laugh out loud. Alfred was about to ask him what was with the laugh until he realized where he put the birthday condoms at. He groaned as he facepalmed.

"Ugh, I don't know why the hell Papa got me a box of condoms! I'm sorry if he weirded you out a little. I swear he's got his mind on sex all the time."

"*chuckle* It's fine, really, your papa is hilarious." Alfred looked at him in fake horror.

"Is thou a sex fiend like my father?" They both broke out laughing and a cage started rattling. Alfred looked at his table and saw his new pet bunny, Biscotti, paw around his cage. Feliciano had gotten him a bunny for his birthday and it was the cutest bunny ever! He had light cinnamon brown fur and a really cute button nose. It was a cute gift from his cute boyfriend and he loved it! Alfred took the bunny out of the cage and put him on the bed.

"He's a cute little bunny, thanks for the birthday present." The Italian smiled.

"I'm glad you liked him, I was passing by the pet shop and they had bunnies on sale. I remembered you telling me how you always wanted a pet rabbit but couldn't get one." Alfred smiled and kissed those sweet lips he loved so much.

"Biscotti is a wonderful birthday present. I love you."

"I love you too." They kissed. Alfred got Feliciano on his lap and the kiss deepened. The brunette moaned and the blond reached his arms around his waist. Feliciano broke the kiss and chuckled.

"So, are we going to do it?" Alfred smirked and his boyfriend chuckled.

"Depends, what does this mean?" Feliciano grinded his hips into Alfred who proceeded to moan. He looked up at the menace and pulled him down for a kiss that they both quite easily sunk into. As if on instinct of his new master's activities, Biscotti hopped off the bed and went back into his cage.

Alfred laid down on the bed so Feliciano was on top and straddling the blond. They kissed again and Feliciano grinded into his hips. The blonde moaned and grinded back in to him. This went on for while until the tents were formed in both their pants and their shirts (and Alfred's glasses) came off. Alfred kissed his neck and nipped at a certain spot. Feliciano moaned and tilted his neck as the latter bit his neck. The blonde moved away from the flesh and was satisfied when he made a mark. Alfred licked the mark and Feliciano moaned at the feeling of his tongue.

"Alfie… I want more~ I want you~"

"You're gonna get me my little Feli." Alfred palmed his erection through his shorts causing the latter to moan out loud. He bucked his hips into Alfred's hand and started to dry hump him. Alfred chuckled and took his hand away then started to unzip his shorts when the bedroom door opened and in came Lovino with a sleeping Matthew in his arms.

The older Vargas brother blushed madly and just stood there while Feliciano and Alfred froze in horror. Oh shit. Oh holy fucking shit! This was bad. This was really really bad. Lovino was going to blow a fuse! Time seemed to tick by slowly as Lovino just looked at them with Matthew in his arms. After what seemed like fucking forever, Lovino moved to Matthew's bed and put him there. Feliciano got off of Alfred and put his shirt back on while Alfred stood up and put his glasses back on. The looked at each other and to a silently pissed off Lovino. Alfred was the first to speak up.

"We're sorry." Lovino scoffed and faked a laugh.

"'Sorry?' Sorry doesn't even begin to cover the fact that I saw my younger brother, straddling your hips, shirtless and unzipping his shorts! I will never be able to get that image out of my head! You're both too young!" Alfred looked at him with disbelief. How the fucking hell can he say that? How the hell?

"Excuse me, Lovino, but how DARE you tell us we're too young to have sex when you're just as young as we are?"

"I'm four months older than you and 30 minutes older than Feliciano and very damn protective of him and when I see him in that kind of position with you, I will protect him from getting an STD or getting his heart broken by a bastard like you." Alfred rolled his eyes and laughed.

"You think that's all I want from Feliciano? Sex? All I want from your brother is his love and that's something I am happy with. What you caught us in was something mutual on both sides, not only mine. Why are you acting like such an uptight asshole about this all of a sudden? Did you almost get it in with Mattie?"

Lovino's eyes widened and he was angrier than ever. How dare that bastard even-? How dare he?! The older brother didn't think and, on impulse, walked over to Alfred and punched him in the face. Feliciano tried to go to him but Lovino held him back and they started to exit the room together when Alfred got up, pulled Lovino back by the shirt, and punched him back. Tension filled the room and Lovino looked back at Alfred and the two started to fight. Matthew woke up to seeing his brother and boyfriend fighting.

Their faces were bloody and had bruises from punch marks and Alfred's glasses were broken and he was shirtless and Lovino looked just as bad as Alfred did. This triggered the terrible memory from the past. Alfred and Arthur fighting. The furious looks on their faces as they fought. The tears that fell down his eyes as he ran away from them and out into the bitter cold. Memories from that cold October night flooding his mind as he got in between the bickering teens and held his brother back from trying to fight Lovino.

Alfred and Lovino stopped trying to fight each other when they finally noticed their brothers trying to stop them from going at each other further. They looked up at each other before turning glaring daggers at each other. Tension filled the room once again. Matthew and Feliciano were at the ready to stop them again if they tried to fight each other again. After what seemed like an eternity passing by, Lovino grabbed his brother's hand while still glaring at Alfred.

"Come, Feliciano, we're going home." Feliciano wanted to stay where he was but he knew how scary his brother could be when he didn't get his way so he went with him. He looked over his shoulder at his boyfriend and a single tear fell out.

The Vargas brothers were walking home in silence. The events of earlier were on their minds but neither of them were speaking a word about it. Feliciano felt like he was being eaten on the inside. He couldn't help but feel like it was his fault that the fight happened. It wasn't supposed to happen like that. They were supposed to have their special night but this happened. Lovino had to catch them and freak out. How dare he say those things? How could he? The questions rang in his head yet he could not ask the questions. His mouth wouldn't open and release the words on his command.

They got home and, luckily, Romulus was asleep and aware they'd probably be home late tonight so they had an easy and uninterrupted route to the bathroom. When they got there, Feliciano started to tend to his brother's injuries. Silence enclosed them in its maddening claws as they avoided talking to each other. Neither of them was surprised. Lovino did get into a fight with Alfred and they knew how strong Alfred was but the elder Vargas brother can hold a good fight until he has to quit. The silence was killing Feliciano and without thinking the words came out of his mouth.

"You shouldn't have done that, brother." Lovino looked at him.

"Che cosa?" The younger brother stopped tending to the injuries and glared at his older brother. Lovino could see the burning anger in his brother's eyes. It was a rare sight to see Feliciano angry. He was always smiling and laughing so for him to be angry was a rare sight.

"You had no right to say any of that Lovi! I could see the look you had on your face. You were close to doing it with Mateo when he said no and it made you disappointed and you were alright with that answer until you saw me and Alfie in that position. It made you think of you and your boyfriend in that position and that's why you got mad and fought him!" The darker haired Italian looked away. Feliciano has been known to be a little slow sometimes but when he wants to, he could be very good at cracking people like a nut. What he had said was exactly what happened but he wouldn't say it. The silence was the only answer Feliciano needed and so he continued.

"You have to apologize Lovino. Not only to me but to Alfie!" Lovino's eye twitched.

"No. I'll apologize to you but not to that hamburger bastard. There's no way in hell." Feliciano slapped Lovino for saying that. The older brother was stunned for a moment and then he looked at Feliciano whose hand was falling down to his side.

"I wish you weren't so stubborn." Was all he said before leaving the bathroom and going to his room. Lovino growled to himself and finished cleaning himself up. Afterwards he went to bed and tried to go to sleep so he could he forget what happened.

Meanwhile, Matthew had cleaned up Alfred and got him into bed. The brothers were silent and didn't dare speak a word to each other about what happened. Matthew wanted to know but at the same time he didn't and Alfred wanted to talk about it but he felt like Matthew was mad at him for beating up his boyfriend so he didn't want to say a word. They were both lying awake in their beds and Matthew turned on his side to face Alfred.

"Alfred, what happened?" The other brother sighed.

"Lovino caught Feliciano and I in a certain position and he flipped. Words were said then we started going at each other. That's all." Matthew knew there was more than what he was being told but for tonight, he wasn't going to get into it tonight. He turned over and fell asleep and Alfred did the same.

Francis and Arthur were driving home from their day away from the house. For today they figured they would leave the boys home alone on their birthday, much to Arthur's dismay. He knew what the boys could have done while they weren't there like thrown a wild party or started drinking or had sex for the first time! God only knows what could have happened! While Arthur was freaking out in the passenger seat, Francis was driving the car.

"Mon cher, you have to calm down. I trust those two 100%, they would never do anything like what you fear." Arthur scoffed.

"How would you know? Alfred is at the age where he can lie to us about anything. For all we know he and Feliciano could be in our bed naked or the house is in utter chaos because Alfred decided to throw a wild party! Who knows what he could have done!"

"I gave our son condoms before we left and if he used them and he's naked in our bed with Feliciano then be happy that he used protection. Plus, we know that we can ground him if he's in our bed." Arthur's eyes widened and his face turned red with fury.

"YOU GAVE MY INNOCENT BABY A BOX OF CONDOMS FOR HIS BIRTHDAY!" He shouted. Francis chuckled at the outburst and he kept driving.

"Alfred is at that age where he's curious about sex and may go as far as to do it behind our backs so I wanted to make sure he was safe for the first time." The British man grit his teeth and rubbed his temples as he was seething with anger.

"Francis Bonnefoy," He said through gritted teeth, "If that box of condoms is open and one is missing so help me God you aren't getting any from me before I leave for England." Francis' eyes widened and he drove faster, now motivated by the possibility of no sex from Arthur.

When they got back to the house it looked okay from the outside. Windows were still in tact and so were the shutters and the lawn was still as they left it. Arthur got out of the car and went into the house. Everything was still as they left it. No mess in the kitchen, unless you count some discarded bags from McDonalds. Arthur sighed and threw the bogs away. Well, at least he ate something while they were gone. Meanwhile, Francis went upstairs to check their bedroom and no naked teens in there. He put his hand on his heart and sighed in relief. Arthur came up the stairs and went to the boys' room.

Alfred and Matthew were asleep in their beds. The British man smiled and kissed Matthew's forehead then he went to Alfred's side of the room. There was a cage with a bunny in it. He visibly shuddered at the creature and he can just see the messes of bunny piss and bunny poop all over the house. Get a grip Kirkland!, he screamed at himself, Don't think about the damn bunny, just find the box of condoms your husband gave him! Arthur continued the search for the condoms. He looked all over the room looking for them and finally found them in the drawer of Alfred's bedside table. The box was still closed and it looked undisturbed other than the times where it's been touched. He was relieved. His baby was still a virgin! Wasn't he? He looked at Alfred's face. He looked so peaceful in his sleep and so sweet and innocent. Arthur kissed his cheek and ruffled his hair. He put the box of condoms back and walked to the door. Before he left, he turned around and smiled at them.

"Don't grow up too fast you two." He whispered and walked out of the room. Francis met him halfway on his route to their room.

"So…"

"The box is closed and other than the times it's been touched, it is undisturbed." The Frenchman smiled and kissed Arthur's forehead. The latter blushed and grabbed his hand and they went to the bedroom. Once there, they both stripped down to their underwear and went to the bed and cuddled.

As they laid there, Arthur felt safe and secure in his husband's hold. He loved this feeling to death. Francis's arms around him and listening to his heartbeat was a feeling he loved. No amount of alcohol could match this wonderful feeling. They kissed and Arthur climbed on his as the kiss deepened. They ended up breaking the kiss and Arthur leaned his forehead against Francis' and smiled.

"You seriously don't mind what I used to be?" Francis shook his head.

"I told you that both times we got married, we married each other and our problems of the past. My problems are yours and yours are mine. I love you."

During their day away from the house, they decided to tell each other about what their lives used to be before they met each other and got together. After they told each other what happened, they both cried in each other's arms and held each other. Neither of them got angry and that's something Arthur didn't understand. He lied to Arthur about his parents and what his life was like. He thought for sure Francis would be a little angry. They smiled at each other and Francis pecked his lips.

"I can't believe you still love me."

"Of course I do. Everytime I look at you, I still see that young vibrant face I fell in love with. I love you to the unruly blond hair on your head and emerald green eyes and your beautiful face and smooth skin. I love you, every inch." They kissed again and smiled.

"Hey, do you remember the day the boys were born?" Francis chuckled.

"Oui. You cursed me out so much and even told me that we weren't going to have sex ever again." Arthur smiled and put his hand on his stomach.

"I still remember the feeling of them moving around inside me. Knowing they were really there and they were really alive. It was a great feeling." Francis smiled and took his hand into his and held it.

"You know, I'm still trying to comprehend how it was you got pregnant in the first place. I mean, biologically you are a man right?" Arthur lightly smacked his arm.

"I have the penis to prove it don't I? I mean, maybe fate had it in store for me to give birth to them. Or when I wished on that star the night we talked about it then maybe that star granted me that gift. Who knows?" Francis smiled again and kissed him again.

"Fate did bring us together so it's entirely plausible." Arthur yawned and laid down in bed and put his head on his husband's chest. Francis kissed his head and wrapped his arms around his husband as they calmly fell asleep next to each other knowing fate's plans for them was working once again.

Me: Sorry this took so long! Writer's block must be coming back and I'm sorry if this story is starting to suck but I promise I'm trying to make it good again! Um, anyways, if you liked then please leave a favorite, follow, or a review! This is Janae A.K.A. OrgyMemberXVII signing off! Bye :D