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Chapter 6
-Regina's POV-
Monday couldn't come fast enough I hurried into the office and told Kat the dirty gossip of my very eventful weekend she was the one person I knew wouldn't judge me cause let's face it she was a little on the slutty side but i knew she wouldn't judge for the fact that I was hopelessly and utterly confused being with Robin was somewhat okay I wasn't completely miserable but I wasn't happy either but with Emma god she made me tingle everywhere and I do mean everywhere I couldnt control myself with her it was super scary but extremely exhilarating as well I knew that the longer I waited to make a decision the worse it would become I hated to disappoint my parents but Emma...I just couldn't let her go...not yet... not ever
"i'm telling you Kat i couldn't get out of there fast enough" I say as we walk into the break lounge and sat down as Kat made herself some coffee
"that bad huh?" She said as she decided if cream in her coffee was worth the extra calories
"not bad just guilty i feel sooooo guilty i have to tell her"
"tell who Emma?" She looked up quickly forgetting about the coffee
"yes about Robin!" I yelled as I got up and began to pace back and forth
"what why!? listen don't get stupid Regina! you two aren't even exclusive let alone serious keep your options open!" She stops my pacing and slightly shook me as if she was trying to shake some sense into me as if it would help who was I kidding I was completely in over my head
"i don't know i cant even think about this right now" I dramatically throw myself on the chair laying my face on the table as my secretary walks in
"Hi im so sorry to bother you but Robin's on line two shall i put him through or tell him you're... Occupied"
Great...this day just got a whole lot better "uhh yeah i guess" I walk back to my office with Kat following closely on my tail I sit at my desk and breathed a deep and calming breath and answered the phone "hello?"
"you know when i told you to think things out i didn't mean to stop all contact with me"
"I'm so sorry Robin I've just been so busy with work i completely forgot" Lie..a complete lie in fact work had been the least of my worries
"wow thats comforting….look i was calling to see if i can take you to lunch this afternoon so we can talk things out please?"
His voice it was different it felt like he was somewhat pleading with me i felt awful "um yeah sure okay that sounds nice"
"okay sounds good meet me at the cafe down the street from your office around 1:00?"
I closed my eyes and pinched the bridge of my nose "sounds good see you then" I hang up the phone with a slam "SHITTTTTTT!" I scream
"what what just happened?"
"My life just got ten times more complicated thats what just happened! he wants to go to lunch!"
"okay..okay hey your gonna be fine technically your not cheating on either of them your on a break from Robin right now and you and Emma are just fooling around so nobody's hurt"
"yet! nobody's hurt yet! Fuck this is making my ovaries hurt!" I said as I leaned down and tucked my head between my legs
"Hey just think of it this way you added some excitement your finally living your life! okay so you waited till your 30's to be slutty so what your juggling feelings for more than one person what matters is your starting to broaden your horizons I mean sure your doing things ass backwards but hey thats life!" I honestly think she really thought she was making me feel better I slowly lifted my head and stared at her
"wow….you really suck at pep talks."
"Yeah…sort of but I kind of have a point so screw around with them both for a little bit get your feet wet test the waters see which side of the river feels nicer" still not helping not even a little bit
"Okay stop it now i have to pee! but yes i do see what your saying technically i am single so why not"
"exactly! " she shoots up from her chair yelling with excitement
I stare at her silently trying to convince myself "nope! no! i cant do this i cant be a slut! i'm not you!"
Kat holds her hand over her heart pretending to be wounded from what i just said to her "okay hurtful! but yes you can we all have that inner sluttiness we just need the right person or in your case people to bring it out of us! feel it become the inner slut within"
"okay i get it! "
"do you? Regina do you get it?" She raised her eyebrow at me and leaned over my desk
"okay i have to get back to work" trying to get rid of the nuisance I call my best friend
"alright well think about it! "Kathryn says and she spins on her heels walking out of the door leaving me with alot to think about
I was sweating and it wasn't like it was hot in there the cafe that I was in was well ventilated it was the nervous sweats praying I wasn't visibly perspiring I waited for Robin when I felt my phone vibrate I see its Emma I almost dropped my phone in my soup it rattled me so I breathed trying to regain the composure in my voice so she wouldn't notice anything off and pressed the green button
"hello?" I said and cleared my throat
"hey! whats up!?"
"oh nothing umm…just at lunch…."smooth Regina smooth
"oh are you with a friend?"
"um no no i'm by myself"
"oh no one should eat by their self i can come meet you?"
"NO! NO!" screw me this day could not get any worse! "um….i'm fine you know just working its fine"
"okay um well i call you later maybe we can have dinner later this week"
"okay thats sounds great i'll call you to schedule the time"
"alright bye" I could tell in the tone of her voice she knew something was up
"bye" I say and hurry off the phone as soon as I hang up I feel someone touch my shoulder I look up and see its Robin
"hey sorry i'm late but as we both know justice never rests so" he sits and takes a sip of his water I see he's trembling slightly why is he nervous? "how are you? you look lovelier than ever"
"i'm great how have you been?"
"I've been good wondering where you've disappeared to and who's caught your eye?"
My eyes widened I suddenly started to sweat all over again "is it hot in here?" I fanned myself and took a sip of my water looking anywhere but at Robin "and….why would you think that?" I finally spoke up
"Because for a couple of weeks now you've been distant I mean you haven't really been vocal about your emotions before but I don't know this time it feels different"
"Robin I-"
"scratch that i don't want to know…Regina it might have took me a little while to realize this but i want to be with you and I want us to work please just don't make any decisions until I can at least prove myself " is that why he was nervous? I couldn't believe what I was hearing Robin had never been this open with his emotions but now I'm having trouble deciding if its to late for us
"I dont-"
"Have dinner with me this week please?"
"I…..um…okay "
" great i'll pick you up at 8 don't worry about were we're going just dress to impress well that wont be hard because you always do now" he picks up the menu "whats good here?"
"Kat! we have a problem a big goddamn problem!" I screamed over the phone as I sat in my car
"what is it!?"
"I just saw Robin at lunch he told me he knew i was seeing someone but he also told me that he doesn't want to give me up with out proving himself and I so confused I don't know what to do I like Emma so much! but I've been with Robin for almost a year I feel like I at least owe him that "
"damn…..this changes nothing! "
"your right your right just test it out and see who i like better "
"exactly you got this! just keep your boob's out and your hair high and there will be very little that you cant accomplish!"
Genuinely confused i looked at my phone wishing she could see my expression "wha-what? okay i gotta go bye" I hang up and leaned up against the steering wheel "you got this Regina…..just don't get to attached and you'll be just fine"
-Emma's POV-
After I got off the phone with Regina I couldn't help but feel strange she seemed nervous and distant I don't know if I was moving to fast or scared her off but I couldn't let her go not yet she seemed so different then the others and that was such a breath of fresh air you know?
"Hey Emma whatcha doing?" August comes up the bar while I'm stocking up the alcohol
"i'm ice skating with the queen of France what the hell do you think I'm doing?"
"actually France doesn't have a Queen" he said that might have made me laugh if I wasn't so in a mood
I stare back at him "did you want something or are you here just to bug the hell out of me"
He crosses his arms and frowns at me "wow your testy today you and Regina alright?"
"yeah we're good haven't seen her in a few day's but we are great"
"she hasn't came over?"
"thats kind of falls along the lines of 'havent seen!' "
"god you know what if your going to be a bitch all night please do us both a favor and go see her or do something because your attitude" he whispers in my ear "sucks ass "
" I would but i don't want to freak her out!"
"would you stop being such a pussy and go put your self out there! live a little"
"Well i cant i'm working tonight!"
"yeah well now your not i'm giving you the night off go do something because your killing my vibe" He says and heads to the back
Walking up to Reginas house I couldn't help but think what if she didn't want to see me what if she's bored with the idea of us now and thinks that distance is the only way she could think of to break it to me with out hurting me well if that's the case she's wrong it would kill me I was already addicted to her and I haven't even laid with her sexually speaking I don't know what I'd do if I couldn't touch her or breathe her in ever again well I guess I better find out
I knock on the door and it takes a few moments but i see her finally Regina answers the door in paint stained sweats and a messy high bun there's paint all over her arms and a few blots on her face she must have been sweating and wiped her face in all her messy glory i couldnt remember her looking more beautiful then she did right this moment "Emma?" She finally spoke up "what are you doing here?"
I cleared my throat "I'm sorry i know its late but i really wanted to see you" I said in a low tone and she did the thing I least expected she'd do she smiled at me
"you did? come on come in" she opens up the door more giving me room to walk in I walk in and see a great white sheet on the floor with a chair and canvas on top of it I guess that explains the paint
"hey did i freak you out did i come on to strong?" I said not being able to hold it in any longer
Her eyebrows crinkled she looked adorable "what!? no oh god no i'm sorry its just been really crazy my life and i havent really fit much of any thing in the past few days" relief washed over me as I took in the information she just told me
I laughed and began to rub the back of my neck "good i thought my family scared you off"
She smiles again at me "no not at all your family's great"
"are you okay you seem i dont know distant?"
"No no not at all you just caught me in a bad time I was painting ...I haven't painted in I don't know how long but all of a sudden I had some inspiration"
I walked over to the canvas and turned it around and was speechless long blonde hair bright green eyes staring back at me it looked so real I fought the urge to touch it I lightly grazed my fingers over the subject I swear I could feel it breath it was so life like so real "is it...is this me?"
"I um...I can't seem to get the nose right" she looked down trying to hide the fact that she was blushing but she couldn't hide from me
"You're amazing you know that you really are an extraordinary woman"
I turn to look at the work of art some more when i see her walking up to me and she softly grabs my face staring at me looking into me she slowly leans in and begins kissing me as time goes on the kissing starts growing more and more passionate I can't take it anymore so I back her up against the door and grab her legs and hoist her into the air I feel her I feel her heat against me she never felt so good
I tear my lips from hers out of breath I ask her a very important question "bedroom?"
She wasted absolutely no time "down the hall first right"
I carry her to the bedroom and laid her down on the bed and climbed and hovered on top of her and pulled my shirt over my head she eagerly helps I throw it across the room i turn back to Regina I see her staring at my stomach she begins to run her finger over my abs
"god your ripped" she said with a laugh
I laugh back at her "you're such a dork" she laughs again and this time my kiss muffles her laugh Regina begins to pulls her hoodie over her head and it gets stuck I hear her muffled laugh
"help my head its stuck!"
Trying to not laugh at how funny she looked i began trying to untangle her "hang on i almost got it" I got the hoodie over her head "got it!" I throw the hoodie across the room by my discarded shirt
"my hero" she leans up and kisses me again I lay her back down on to the bed and began trailing kisses down her neck over her breasts I knew this would be her first time with a woman I didn't want her doing anything she wasnt comfortable doing I look up at her she opens her eyes cause she's noticed I stopped "what why did you stop?"
"Is this okay?" I say and she looks at me with her smile that I've come to adore and cups my cheek
"Baby its okay...I want this I want to feel you" she then reaches behind her back and unhooks her bra and takes her arms out of the straps slowly slides her bra off of her body exposing her rosey plump breasts she takes my hands and puts them against her I could feel how excited she was her nipples were poking my palms as I slowly began to massage them I could hear her breath hitch and see goose bumps form on her skin "please" I heard her whisper I bent down and licked the skin that separates her breasts "mmm" I heard her moan I slowly kissed my way to her right breast taking my hand off her nipple I leaned forward and licked around her areola licking everywhere but where I knew she wanted me most "Emma baby I'm dying her-" and before she could finish what she was saying I closed my mouth around her sucking,licking twirling doing whatever I thought would give her pleasure she in tangled her hands in my hair softly scratching my scalp I let go her nipple with a pop and moved to the left one that lacked attention doing similar things I did to the other one I began to rub my hand along her legs stopping at her center and put a little more pressure on it her hips bucked out the bed at the contact I climbed up her body and whispered in her ear
"Mm darling you have on to many clothes for my liking" she looked at me with those beautiful brown eyes
"Well then I guess we better do something about that"
"Yes we must" I moved to her mid section and hooked my fingers on to her waist band slowly brought them down to her ankles she kicked them off of her the rest of the way I moved back up her body and scrapped my teeth along the hip bone that poked out slowly I moved down and was face to face with her sweet and soaked I might add mound "are you ready baby?" I said rubbing my fingers across her pantie covered slit they had to go pronto
"Mmm god yes"
"Good" I pulled the underwear down her thighs and ankles throwing them to the side I took in her naked beauty she looked at me urging me to hurry up " your impatient in bed baby I'm just taking in the view now spread your legs for me " she started to blush "what's the matter honey"
"It's just no ones ever seen me like this"
"Baby I'm not everyone" I slowly open her legs and her pussy looked so inviting her clit was begging to be licked and I was happy to oblige I finally swiped my tongue against her I could hear her moan and I was humming from satisfaction I licked her again only this time lingered down there a little more my lips attached to her hood and it drove her crazy she was so wet and slippery I hummed against her
"Oh fuck...I god you feel so good Emma" she said trying to stay in control but I knew she was on thin ice so I started sucking faster and then I added a finger I was determined to hear her scream I felt her tight walls close around my finger she felt so good I could stay down there forever "oh god! Oh my god" she started to scream " oh please oh fuck Emma I need more" and that's what she's gonna get I slipped my second finger inside of her she felt even more amazing and from the sound of it she greatly appreciated it "oh fuck me baby yes! god I'm coming I'm about to come"
"Wait a minute" I said still fucking her with my fingers " look at me baby...look at me Regina" she opened her eyes and she held my hand gaze "now come for me baby I wanna feel it all on my fingers" and that's what she did she cletched tighly around me as her mouth opened and she let out a scream so loud dogs only could hear I moved up her body my fingers never stopping and muffled her scream with a kiss when she finished I kissed her neck and could taste the saltiness of her skin from the sex sweat I laid on my back and stared at the ceiling I looked at my watch and saw that it was almost three am "shit I guess I better go its super late"
"It was late when you came over here don't go and besides what about you aren't you you know horny?" she said
"I'll take care of it later this was about you tonight" I smiled
"Well I'm not ready to let you go yet" she says as she grabbed my arm "stay please besides you can't just take my goodies then leave"
"Okay" I smiled and climbed back into bed with her and wrapped her into an embrace "Regina?"
"Yeah?" She said in a sleepy voice
"I think your gonna need new sheets"