Thank you for the reviews for the last chapter!!! I'll try to update as fast as I can because I'm still figuring out the "life" of being an author =] If you have any suggestions or scenes that you think would be awesome in the story, tell me and I'll think about it and try to incorporate it into my story and that way my muse will come up with inspirations and words faster and hopefully speed up my writing
Also, I'm trying my best to make sure that my characters aren't' too OOC but it's a harder than I thought so I apologize in advance if there are any OOCness in the story
Disclaimer: I will steal Itachi one day, but until that day comes, Naruto belongs to Masashi Kishimoto
"I'm so sorry!!" Sakura cries, bowing her head low as Tsunade left to take care of her next patient. "This is all my fault!! If only I was paying attention to the road then this wouldn't have happen"
Her words are lost to Deidara's ears as the blonde tries to register the surgeon's words.
"I'm sorry…you lost your vision in the accident"
How? How could this have happen to him? Was this Kami-sama's punishment for his past sins? Was this karma from hating the Uchiha? From bullying Tobi too much? Fucking too many whores? How is he going to practice his art if he's fucking blind?
"I'm sorry…you lost your vision in the accident"
Deidara raise hand to his eyes, willing for this to be a joke, waiting for Tobi to burst into the room and scream "Gotcha sempai!!" and Hidan and Kisame would laugh at him and he would get pissed and threaten to blow them up. Even Sasori no Danna would crack a smile and the Uchiha would smirk that infamous smirk of his.
"I'm sorry…you lost your vision in the accident"
His hand feels the bandages wrapped around his eyes, trembling fingers struggle to pull them from his head. Then, small soft hands gently touch his, soft feminine voice telling him not to take off the bandages because the light might damage his eyes. He lost it then. He yells at her, blaming her for everything, cursing the world for letting it happen to him. He can hear her quiet tears—he knows that he had gone too far. He was no knight in shining armor but even he's not that ill-mannered, to go as far as making a girl cry. But at that moment, he doesn't give a shit. He just wants to be alone and he told her so.
"Just leave me alone, un."
"I'm sorry…you lost your vision in the accident"
Sakura gently closes the door to her savior's room and lean against it, his words still ringing in her ears, piercing her heart. She hears his pained voice, filled with despair and knew that if she can see his eyes, her heart would break.
She raises her hand and wipes away the remanent of tears. Never before had she felt such guilt, to take away one of the most important things of human life. She was a surgeon damn it! She was supposed to give not take! Sakura clenches her fist. She will help this man, she decides, until his sight comes back, she will stand by his side until she becomes useless to him and he dismisses her. She will do everything he asks her to do, if it is within her power (not everything, Inner Sakura whispers, a line has to be drawn somewhere). When Sakura looks up, her eyes burn with determination.
Yes…she'll do it, it's the least she can do for him.
Several hours later, Sakura returns to Deidara's room with some food. Gathering her courage, she knocks on the door and wait. Hearing his weak reply she enters the room. He looks different from when she left him. When he told her to get out, he looked so...broken but now he looks so…calm. Like he accepted the fact that he can no longer see. Sakura reasons that he went through the self-pity stage that almost every victim of accidents went through and had come to an acceptance. Cautiously, she approaches him with the tray of food.
"Um…I brought you some food if you're hungry" Sakura didn't hear it but Deidara's stomach growls a little.
"Some food would be nice…un" Deidara said. He recognizes her voice from when she was frantically apologizing to him. Sakura, was it? She sounded hesitant to be around him. Not that he was surprise; he did made her cry after all. The aroma of porridge fills his nose and his stomach growl again. Deidara mentally blush and hope that she didn't hear him.
Sakura set the tray in front of Deidara when she heard his stomach growl. Smiling a little, she bit her lips to contain her giggles when she notices his small blush. While he was sleeping, Sakura observed that he was very feminine. If she didn't saw his chest, she might've thought that he was a girl. His silky blonde hair (she couldn't resist sneaking a touch and dying with envy at his soft hair), his perfect pretty boy face structure, and Inner Sakura couldn't help but let out a fangirl scream at his well defined body. While Deidara is not a body builder macho man, he's definitely not a scrawny man. Sakura blushes at that thought. 'It's only natural for me to see his body,' she reasons, 'after all, I'm his doctor. It's not like I was molesting him in his sleep or something.' Inner Sakura let out another fangirl scream and let loose series of…situations that involves a naked Deidara and a pair of handcuff. Sakura promptly gags Inner Sakura and throws her into a closet and sweetly turns to her patient.
"Tsunade-shishou said that you have be here for a couple more days before she can discharge you. I really do apologize about this and if it's alright with you, I want to help you with whatever you need until you recovers your eyesight." Deidara lifts his head to a direction where he thinks her head is. "Really, un? My eyesight will come back one day?"
"Yes," Sakura confirms, "but we're not sure how long it would take for your vision to return—it could take from days to months."
"And you're willing to take care of me until then, un?"
"Yes"
"Clean my house, un?"
"Yes"
"Cook me meals, un?"
"Yes"
"Take me to places, un?"
"Yes"
"Feed me, un?"
"Yes…wait, what?"
Deidara grin. "Well then Sakura-chan, it's a pleasure to make your acquaintance, un. I'm Deidara"
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