Jack couldn't stop thinking about what Blaze had said to him the day before and he was trying to understand what he meant. Blaze told him that he always gets what he wants, but did that mean that he wanted Jack? Jack couldn't stop thinking about how Blaze saw him as a piece of meat that he could just abuse and use whenever he wanted. This made him want to curl up and die, but seeing as they were still at the Asian restaurant he would have to save that feeling for later. However, he did just stare at his food not able to even think about eating in a situation like this, but then he thought that they'd all get angry if he didn't eat because he so desperately wanted to have it in the first place. Jack sighed and placed another piece of sushi in his mouth and slowly swallowed it. He wondered if any of his friends ever felt depressed like he did. He thought he changed a bit since he first left the foster home and he realized that he has opened up a little more than he should have.
Jack wondered if he should keep opening up or whether he should shut back down and act frigid around everyone again. He closed his eyes and remembered how it turned out last time he did that. The old manager beat him and told him he was trash. Even though Jack still believed he was less than human he had to pretend that he was getting better. He had to pretend that he didn't believe that for the sake of him leaving this institution just a little bit sooner. However, he did trust Bobby and he couldn't explain why he trusted Bobby, but he just could. Bobby, Jack could tell, put on a happy face, but he was hiding a lot of pain, and he could tell from the moment when he told Jack that he didn't care if he hurt himself. No sane person would ever think that. Yet, Jack thought that most of the people he used to know wanted him to hurt himself, but he also thought they were insane.
While he was contemplating this theory in his head he didn't even realize that Daisy had been calling his name, "Jack? Jack! Jack?" Daisy's voice broke through his thoughts and he shook his head reeling back to reality, "Where you remembering something?" Daisy asked him and he shook his head, and she continued, "Where you thinking?" Daisy asked and Jack nodded and she smiled giggling a little, "Well, stop thinking and eat up, we're going to go watch a movie remember?" Jack had forgotten they were going to go watch a movie and he tightened his grip on Bobby's arm and Bobby almost dropped his sushi.
"Easy Jack, it's just a movie. No one is going to hurt you while I'm around," Bobby said looking at Jack's scared and vulnerable eyes.
"I saw we see the new horror film about those kids going into that building where the radiation poisoning related deaths occurred," Zack said and Jack's eyes widened a bit not particularly liking the idea of seeing a horror movie.
"Oh yes, the best thing to get Jack to open up is to send him to a horror film to traumatize him even more," Cody said being the logical voice of reason.
"Oh please, horror movies are so cool, and maybe Jack needs to man up a bit," Zack said and he quickly received a slap from Daisy.
"No! Never use that phrase again. Who are you to decide what being manly is about?" Daisy said obviously upset about that phrase and Bobby placed down his chopsticks.
"Alright, everyone calm down a bit," Bobby said and Zack looked fired up and Bobby leaned back knowing this wouldn't end well.
"Well, what do YOU suppose we see?" Zack asked crossing his arms speaking down to Daisy who scowled at him.
"Well, how about Snow White and the Huntsman, it looks good?" Daisy said crossing her arms and Zack rolled his eyes.
"Daisy, as much as I personally would love to see that remake, it involves fierce battles and may be too terrifying for Jack," Cody said.
"I swear he-," Zack began before Cody raised his hand up covering his mouth before he could say anything stupid.
"I suggest we go see Men in Black, the new one," Cody said and Zack looked slightly surprised at this.
"Well, I'd like to see that. I saw the older ones and I had been dying to see the new one," Daisy said smiling.
"Me too!" Zack said smiling.
"Well, we better get going then," Bobby said turning to Jack who had most of his food still left and everyone else was finished. Jack made a motion with his hands to indicate a to-go box, and Bobby nodded flagging down Mizu who went and got them a to-go box to put the rest of Jack's food in and Mizu stopped them at the door.
"We will send this to your room, Jack. Our delivery man has key to every door. He very good man," Mizu spoke as they left.
Jack gripped his head as another one of his memories came flooding back and he remembered that this was the weekend that his father let his friend push him into the pool. He had been thinking too much about that memory and he feared that the memory would be too painful for him to want to remember. Trying to repress it brought tears to his eyes and he began crying slowly as the memory rushed back like a flowing river.
Nine-year-old Jack was being led by an older, overweight, and very hairy man that was friends with his father. Jack knew that the man's name was Nathan and he 'got' Jack for the weekend. If anyone were to ask Jack was supposed to tell them that he was Nathan's son home from boarding school. He wondered why Nathan wanted to have Jack for the weekend. He was just a little kid, and he was a grown man. He didn't understand it at all, because he couldn't do grown up things that he could, and he couldn't even get into a bar. On this night Nathan had brought Jack to the movies to see the new Shrek movie. (A/N: Don't do the math, okay?) Jack had seen the movies before, but only because he was forced to before he went away with Nathan this weekend.
As Nathan bought the tickets the young blonde woman at the counter commented on how cute Jack was and Nathan agreed with her. He went on and on for a while about how cute Jack was and the blonde woman only fueled his compliments. He didn't understand why Nathan was calling him cute, because he was only a child and he was an adult. He didn't think that adults found children attractive. The man then took Jack over to the concession stand and told him he could get whatever he wanted. Jack felt completely happy, because he never had the ability to choose what he wanted to eat before, because everything was always chosen for him. He pointed to a box of Twizzlers and a picture of a large Soda. Nathan then bought him that and he bought himself small popcorn and a small soda.
They entered the theater and Jack thought that the movie theater they were at was weird. He looked around and saw older men with children, and he didn't think they were family, because it was always older men with younger boys. There were no girls here and no women here. He wondered if this was a boy's only theater. Jack saw that some of the younger boys seemed as if they didn't want to be there, and some of them even looked like they had been crying. Jack ignored this and took a seat at the back of the theater as instructed to by Nathan. They were in a shadowed part of the theater so no one could see them, but Jack didn't know this at the time.
The advertisements began to show and this is when Jack knew that the theater wasn't normal. There was a broadcast saying that everyone under the age of sixteen wasn't allowed to wear anything but there underpants in the movie theater. Jack was confused but hesitantly took off his shirt and pants, and shoes. He was about to take off his socks, but Nathan stopped him telling him that those were optional. A young man who looked about eighteen or nineteen walked around with a large container where everyone had to put their clothes. Nathan pushed on Jack's chest to make him lean back and for some reason Jack felt very comfortable.
The movie began and Jack looked around as some of the young boys made weird sounds and some of them were sitting in the older men's lap. However, Nathan seemed restrained and sat back and watched the movie. About halfway through the movie Jack looked around and saw the young boy came back, and the movie was stopped for another announcement. The young boys now had to take off their underpants, and place it in the bin. Jack felt very uncomfortable, but Nathan nodded his head to reassure him that everything was alright. Jack took off his little pair of underpants and placed them in the bin, and now he sat completely naked except for his socks and Nathan looked a little more cheerful. Jack even noticed there was a bulge in his pants.
Nathan had told him that the movie wouldn't end and another movie would come on right afterward, and Jack didn't know what that meant but he stayed still as the movie that they had paid to see had ended and everyone was clapping and then another movie came on. It looked like the show Spongebob Squarepants, but a movie form. Nathan's hand then was placed on Jack's chest and Jack thought that Nathan was going to tickle him, but Nathan began rubbing up and down Jack's chest and he didn't understand why he was doing that.
"You're so beautiful, you know that?" Nathan said as he leaned in and kissed Jack, and Jack instinctively pushed him off, and Nathan began getting more aggressive as he pinned Jack's arms down, "Oh no, I saved my money, my hard earned money for this and I shall get what I want," Nathan said as Jack began to scream. Some other men came over, men without young boys and looked at Jack and smiled with lust.
"Damn Nathan! When you said you were bringing a hot one you didn't mention he'd be this hot," One man said touching Jack's face, "Oh god he's so soft."
"Yep and he's never sucked a cock, says his father," Nathan said as he unzipped his pants allowing his dick to burst out.
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Jack looked at the large dick and was confused and amazed by it, because he had only ever saw his and his was so much smaller than the one that this man possessed. The man forced his dick into Jack's mouth and Jack tried to fight the man's grapple but he was weak compared to the man and the man placed his hand on the back of Jack's head and moved it up and down his dick. He began moaning and Jack was terrified as tears formed in his eyes. He didn't like doing this, and he was confused to why the man was making him do this and why the other men were watching.
"I love a boy who fights it, it makes me even more aroused," Another man spoke as he unzipped his pants, "Nathan, can I fuck him?"
"No! I get the first fuck, but c'mon he has a mouth and two hands!" Nathan said pulling Jack's head off his cock and lifting him into the air. Jack's boy was presented to the crowd of men who gathered around to see him. Then Jack was placed down upon the male's dick and forced inside his ass. Jack let out a cry and as his mouth opened another dick was shoved in, "Oh my god Jack, your dad didn't tell me you were so tight," Nathan moaned as he fucked Jack harshly. Two men forced their dicks into Jack's hands as they fucked his hands.
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Jack used all of his might to force the memory back inside his head as he sat on the ground hugging his knees in pure fright. Tears were streaming down his face and he didn't wish to remember anything more. He stood up and grabbed Bobby's arm so tightly that it might've just popped off from the grip that Jack had on it. Jack buried his face into Bobby's chest and began to cry loudly. They all stood confused as to what had just happened, but they realized Jack had remembered a memory that was so painful that it affected him mentally so much that he could only cry. Zack tried to place a hand on Jack's shoulder and Jack was so scared from the memory that he kicked Zack in the balls. Zack doubled over and gripped his groins.
Bobby was surprised by what Jack had done, because he never thought he'd get violent, but the memory he had just endured was painful enough for him to retaliate so viciously. Zack recovered, but he was obviously angry and Cody held him back and tried to reason with him, and Jack just simply held onto Bobby with all his might, because Bobby was the only thing keeping him sane right now and Bobby's eyes filled with tears because he couldn't handle Jack being so depressed, and he felt he had to do something, but he didn't know what to do.
"I don't know if we should still go see the movie," Daisy spoke to break the awkward silence in the air.
"I agree, Jack looks completely shaken up," Cody said releasing a now calm Zack who looked and Jack and realized how terrified he actually was. Jack shook his head as to say that he still wanted to go see the movie.
"Are you sure Jack? I mean you kicked Zack and are holding onto Bobby pretty tight," Daisy said and Jack looked down and sighed.
"No…alone," He murmured so softly that they couldn't believe he talked, but when he realized he talked he buried his face into Bobby and they all realized that he wouldn't speak again. Bobby decided that they should still go see a movie, but maybe they should rent one instead.
"Ooh, if we're renting a movie, we're so watching Inception," Zack said and Daisy's eyes lit up and she almost hugged Zack.
"Oh my god, I love Inception!" Daisy said and Zack was sort of disappointed that he didn't actually get hugged.
"Jack, do you want to go to the main room and watch Inception? If you don't I'll sit by you and we can watch the rain," Bobby said and Jack shook his head, "You don't want to watch the movie?" Bobby asked and he shook his head, "You don't want to watch the rain? Are you sure?" Bobby asked and Jack nodded, and then quickly entered a room and wrote something down on a piece of paper and handed it to Bobby. Bobby read it and nodded smiling, "I see."
"What did he say?" Cody asked looking at the piece of paper that Bobby placed in his pocket and Zack looked curious and jealous.
"He said he likes the rain, but he always wanted to see Inception," Bobby explained and Daisy's eyes lit up.
"He's going to communicate with us through writing?" Daisy asked and Jack shook his head and took out the pad he had 'stolen' from and quickly wrote something down and showed the pad to Bobby and Bobby read it quickly.
"He said he would only talk to me," Bobby said and Zack let out a sound of disbelief and threw his hands up.
"Ah! Here I thought he made progress, but he only trusts Bobby! It makes me so angry!" Zack said angrily punching the wall.
"Someone's jealous," Daisy joked and Zack snapped at her looking at her with daggers in his eyes.
"Shut up!" Zack yelled looking the other way.
"Look, Jack IS making progress, but it's going to take time before he trusts us. For some reason he'll only touch Bobby, and for some other reason he'll only communicate with Bobby, but we have to be there for him, understand?" Cody said towards Zack.
"Yes, I understand, but I don't think it's fair, I mean what's so special about Bobby. He's so not special, and I'm hot," Zack said and Daisy burst out laughing.
Jack looked up and Bobby and felt something for him, something that he couldn't quite understand. He trusted Bobby and he connected with Bobby. Bobby wanted to protect him, and Bobby never judged him. Jack didn't understand this, because it went against everything that he believed in. Bobby was everything that Jack thought didn't exist, and Jack was ready to allow Bobby to be the person that cares about him. They walked down a hallway and began heading for the onboard video rental shop, and Jack couldn't believe this place was a facility, because it was more like a vacation. They arrived at the store and Daisy and Zack ran in and found the movie almost instantly before checking it out. Then they all decided to head to the main room.
They walked down the long hallway and Jack held Bobby's arm and slowly moved his arm down and held Bobby's hand. Bobby pretended that he didn't notice, but he was secretly happy that he had done that and when they got to the main room it was deserted and Daisy turned on the television and the DVD player and put the DVD in. Daisy sat in the single comfy chair and Zack cursed at missing the chance to sit next to her. Cody sat down on the couch next to Jack who sat next to Bobby leaning his head on Bobby's shoulder.
"Ooh, movie time?" Melody's distinctive voice spoke as she came walking in with Blaze and another boy behind her.
"Melody, what are you doing here?" Daisy said as she couldn't believe that she had the audacity to come here.
"Calm down you little slut, we're not here to cause problems. Even though you and the other cock whore need to handle the truth, and I love dishing out the truth. We don't feel the need to hurt you guys anymore, because Jack looks like he had a bad night, Bobby you need to go easier on him," Blaze said with a smirk on his face.
Zack got up from the chair he was in and looked at Blaze, "I should beat your ass," Zack yelled and Blaze's eyebrow rose.
"Like you want to do with Jack's?" Blaze said with a sneer on his face and Zack pounced and Blaze, but the boy held him back.
"Easy, easy!" The boy said calmly, "The name's Chase and ignore my rude friends we wanted to watch Inception, but you guys rented it, so do you mind if we watch it with you?" Chase said softly. Chase had long shaggy brown hair and crystal blue eyes.
"Zack calm down! You guys can stay, but stay the fuck away from us, alright?" Daisy said and Chase smiled as they sat down on the other couch and Daisy started the movie on the large flat screen.
The movie went on and Jack was completely enveloped by the plot and couldn't even understand the plot. He smiled a bit, and in that moment Jack smiled he looked up and Bobby who smiled back and then Jack instantly stopped smiling as he realized Cody had realized. He hated smiling. He always had, and for some reason Bobby's smile made him feel something, and Jack's eyes widened as he realized what exactly what he felt. He took out the pad and wrote something down with big letter and showed it to Bobby, and Bobby looked and it and read it shocked. He couldn't believe what he just read and he sat there looking into Jack's somehow emotion filled eyes and whispered something into his ear and Jack hugged Bobby tightly and Cody was confused as what just happened and he just looked down at the pad slightly as to not to give away what he saw. His eyes widened with utter confusion.
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