Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters. This is a first writing for Degrassi and in the male point of view. I will switch points of view but I want to try to stay in Drew's point of view. This is not going to be cannon. kinda AU Forgive any mistakes in spelling no beta yet.
Thoughts
flashback
Time skip to weekend. Drew's POV
Here it goes. As I ran the doorbell. Smiling as the door swings open to see Clare already to go. Was she waiting for me? Maybe she's eager as I am?
"Earth to Drew" She laughingly says " Hey you in there?"
Shit! get in the game ! snapped to myself. " Sorry, it's just you look so nice, it took my breath away." Say with a smile.
"Oh" she blushes " Umm well we probably should be going to meet Dallas, right? " She asks..
Here goes nothing. " He can't make it. He ah caught a cold. So I thought me and you could just go." I stated Please say yes..
"Wait so what about the other guys?" She asks.
"Well, none of them, wanted to come. Said carnivals were lame." I replied. geez can she tell I'm nervous, please just say yes..
"Well" She says looking at the ground. So I nudge her with my shoulder to get her to look up. When she doesn't I put my finger under her chin and lift her face so I can see her eyes.
"Please." I almost whisper to her
"Alright, sure why not. I mean we are friends, right? And friends can hang out together." She says with a smile. My heart breaks a little, at the friends bit, but I smile at her cuz she still hasn't pulled away from me and we are still close in contact. " Ok" I say softly while pulling her into a side hug. "Lets go." I say with a grin.. As I lead her back to my car. After we get in and buckled up. I give her a smile and pull away from the curve. She agreed, time for me to show her that she does indeed like me.
CLARE' S POV
What am I doing? I have a boyfriend, but Drew and I are friends. I mean, friend hang out, right? He looks so nice and when he was gazing at me I just couldn't say no.. NO stop it.. I like Sam. he nice and he likes me. Drew's so out of my league. He's only hanging out with me cuz he has nothing better to do. I gave him a smile then reached over to put some music on. So we wouldn't have to talk on the way over. Give myself a few minutes to think. A love some came on and I started to change the channel when his hand stopped me. " I like this song." He said. Then started to sing along to the song. Wow so much emotion, I wonder if he's thinking of Bianca? This is why I can't think about him. how could he ever like me when he's used to girls like her.. I though, but I can enjoy hanging out with him tonight. Then concentrate on Sam. Plus Sam did say he wanted me to hang out with my friends more.
SO deep in thought. I didn't realize that we made it to the grounds and he was parking. " OH are we here?" Asked rather shocked. "Yeah" He answers..." Come on. Let's goes have some fun." He answers as he zips out of the car.. WOW He didn't even wait for me to get my belt off. He must really like these things. As I turn to open the car. door. I jump as it swing open. "Drew?" I started to say..Just kinda looking at him as he smiled and held out his hand to help me out of the car. " Care to join me? " he asks laughingly. " sure." I state as I reach out to hold his I get out I go to pull my hand away but he tucks it in his elbow and begins to lead me to the ticket booth. " Drew?" I laughingly try to get his attention but he very distracted as we near the ticker booth. Well I know he's never going to like me, like I like him but I can enjoy tonight. He's in such a strange mood though. it's nice to see him being so relaxed though. " OH here let me get my money for my ticket." I state as I reach for my purse, but he pats my hand and says while looking deeply into my eyes again. " my treat." I just lose myself and nod at him. I feel like I can't speak cuz if I open my mouth he will hear my heart going too fast. Tonight such be interesting. I just have to get threw it with him ever finding out my feelings for him. I have to forget him, I mean I have Sam right? I like Sam, I think.
AN.. So we finally hear from Clare. She's so confused. Next the carnival.. If anyone has any ideas please feel free to share. I may or may not use them but welcome the ideas as I have no clue on where this is going yet.