Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters. This is a first writing for Degrassi and in the male point of view. I will switch points of view but I want to try to stay in Drew's point of view. This is not going to be cannon. kinda AU.

Thoughts

flashback

*dream*

Drew's POV time skip to hospital

I just can't believe this. Why? Is all I could think as we waited for the Doctors to come out with news. I kept seeing Adam laying there. I felt like I couldn't breathe. Clare was amazing. Calling the ambulance. Getting Dallas to drive us. Taking complete control.I was so lucky to have for her.

Finally the doctors came out and I could hear them tell my parents that Adam was ok. He had to have a small surgery but he did well and was resting.

I got up and hugged my mom. Pressing the keys into my hands she told me to head home. As I was about to protest she mentioned that I should take Clare home. She was going to stay. So she didn't need her car.

Dallas seeing this, he told me he was going to head out. I just gave a nod.

Before we left, my mom, shocked me by hugging Clare. "Thank you for everything." She said just loudly enough for me to hear.

"No Problem" Clare replied. as she took my hand in hers. I gave her a small smile.

The ride to her house was quiet. Each of us in our own thoughts. When I pulled up to her house. I finally looked at her. "Clare, umm thanks.." I began but couldn't continue as the lump in my throat got to me.

She pulled me into a tight hug. I clung to her. "Drew? Umm Do you want to stay here tonight?" She asked "I mean so you don't have to be home by yourself?" She glanced up at me, nervously.

"Your mom won't mind?" I questioned, looking into her eyes.

With a blush, "I already called her and asked," She admitted, "I didn't want you to have to be alone."

"Thanks. That would be great." I said as we walked into her house.

She showed me to the guest bedroom, which already had some clothes for me. "I thought you might want something comfortable to wear to bed." She says with another blush. She so thoughtful and beautiful. "Thanks" I say again..

"No big. I am just across the hall if you need anything." She said as she backed out the door.

"Clare!" I called to her just as she was about to close the door. She stopped and turns to look at me. I went to her and bend down to give her a soft kiss. "No thank you. I couldn't have gotten through this without you." I said, looking into her eyes.

"I wanted to be there. For you." She admitted then smiled. " I always be here." then she went to her room.

I changed into the clothes she had her mom leave for me. As I laid on the bed all I could see was the look in her eyes as she said she wanted to be there for me. Maybe she does feel something for me. Was my last thought as I drifted off to sleep.

Something woke me up a while later. Then I realized I wasn't alone in bed. I could feel that my arm was over another person. With a deep breath, I knew at once it was Clare. Why, how, when did she come in here? I laid perfectly still hoping not to wake her. It felt so right holding her like this. We just fit. As she snuggled back into me I bit back a groan as she ground herself into my body. It was then I felt her hands wandering over her own body. OH SHIT! She's dreaming. I should go; it's not right that I take advantage here. As I was slowly and painfully extracting myself. I heard a soft sigh then my name in a deep moan. She's dreaming of me! I realize and stop trying to get up.

She then turns over and runs her hand down my chest. "Drew?" She said sounding perfectly awake. "I know you're awake and I know you heard me. Is this too much? Do you want me to go?" She asked timidly

"No I don't want you to go, but tonight I think we should just sleep." I stated even though my body is screaming at me. Reaching for her. I gave her a deep kiss pushing all my emotions into it. "We need to talk but tonight, just let me hold you, please."

" OK,.." She answered breathlessly as she snuggles into my side, still running her hand up and down my chest.

Catching her hands " Please sweetheart.I'm barely hanging on here. You keep that up and I will not be able to resist." I said as I try to calm down.

With a small giggle "Sorry"

As we both drift back to sleep all I could think was how lucky I was.

An: Sorry for the cliffie thank you to all who have reviewed and followed and Favorited.. Now thank you to . beta