Austin was lying on Josh's bed holding Josh's vocabulary folder above his head. He was getting tired of helping Josh study, because it didn't seem he was getting any better. Austin was starting to believe that Josh was retarded in all of his subjects except math, because they went over the same vocabulary words at least thirty times and Josh only knew three of them. Austin was about to give up, because Josh was helpless, but whenever he looked into Josh's young beautiful eyes he knew that he was trying the best he could, but was Josh's best good enough? Austin sighed and began reading off the vocabulary again and Josh got five of them this time, and Austin knew there was hope, but his patience was getting thin on an empty stomach. He sat up and walked over to Josh's desk and began pigging out on the food. He loved guacamole, and he didn't know if Harmony knew he loved guacamole, but he most of it up and he began to eat the cookies when Josh gave him a look. Austin smiled and chuckled; because Josh was a freshman and didn't understand when you're a high school boy you're always hungry especially if you did sports. Austin was always hungry and even if he just ate a large meal half an hour later he would be hungry. He has one of the fastest metabolisms of people on the team and he knew how to use is. Josh came over and took the remaining guacamole and licked it off of his finger seductively. Obviously he was trying to lure Austin into something he didn't want to do. He didn't want to hurt Josh, and Josh was very hormonal and probably didn't know better. Austin shook his head and sat next to him as they went over vocabulary again.

Josh looked at Austin frowned and then crossed his arms with disbelief. He couldn't understand Austin at all, because he knew that Austin was in love with his sister, but he was also in love with him. Josh thought he was hotter than Lilly. Even though she was a blonde cheerleader, and typically cheerleaders are really hot. Josh thought it was rather cliché to date the head cheerleader, because that's what everyone expected. Everyone expected the person to date the head cheerleader and everyone assumed that dating the head cheerleader was the best think that could ever happen to a person. Josh thought that that was all bullshit, because the head cheerleader was nothing but a cheerleader who was the best skilled cheerleader of the whole team. That didn't make her the hottest, that didn't make her the queen, and that definitely didn't make her hotter than Josh. Josh was this beautiful young boy with long Justin Bieber hair and a smile that could stop traffic. He had the cutest brown eyes and the cutest dimples. He was athletic, funny, and moderately intelligent. He was a lot better than Lilly, and even though she may be blonde, smart, and have breasts. Austin would be much happier if he would just dump Lilly and date him.

Josh pulled the vocabulary folder out of Austin's hands and Austin figured that he had enough with vocab. Josh leaned in and kissed Austin as he slowly pulled him down to the bed as he kissed him again. Austin had always loved the way Josh's lips tasted. Austin got closer to Josh and began kissing him some more. Austin leaned over and got slightly on top of Josh taking the lead again. Josh allowed him to take the lead because he was more masculine than him. Josh wrapped his arms around Austin's neck lovingly as he began to kiss him more. They both heard the sound of feet rapidly coming up the stairs and they instantly broke apart as Lilly came rushing into the room. It looked like she was about to say something until she saw the condition both of them were in. Josh's hair was a mess as were his clothes and Austin's hair was a mess and as were his clothes. Lilly found this odd, but luckily she thought too highly of Austin to think he was cheating on her with her own brother.

"Um, what in god's name happened to you two?" Lilly asked as she looked both of them up and down and Austin chuckled nervously as Josh looked away quickly not wanting to answer.

"Josh didn't want to do his vocabulary and I told him if he didn't sit down and do it that I would make him, and of course he decided to be defiant. So we wrestled a bit and in the end I got him to do his vocabulary he was happy with the help I gave him," Austin said and Josh chuckled because of how ironic that statement was, but he stayed quiet as to not want to cause any unneeded drama.

"Josh, what did I say about being so defiant? How is anyone supposed to help you if you constantly say no? You make it so hard for me to help you, Josh. C'mon Austin let's go to my room. I'm sure Josh is sick of you and wants to get back to playing video games when he is supposed to be studying," Lilly said giggling at Josh's angry response, because he really was studying and not playing video games.

"Uh okay, let's go do some AP English!" Austin said enthusiastically and Lilly sighed as that was the complete opposite of what she had in mind. She wanted to do something easy like History, but he wanted to do something difficult like English. She never understood his fascination with English class, because to everyone else English class was just about writing, reading, vocabulary, and grammar. However to Austin English was about love, feeling, song, and dance, and this was one of the reasons Lilly truly loved Austin, because of how real he was and how he would never lie to her.

"So, did you have fun hanging out with my brother?" Lilly asked as they entered her room and she sat down on her bed, and he sat opposite of her.

"Sure, it was cool," Austin replied taking out the book they were reading for English class and Lilly sighed as she pulled out her copy as well. They were reading Hamlet, and Austin had always loved Shakespeare, while Lilly liked novels like The Odyssey better. Austin never really cared for The Odyssey because he thought it was a bit too fantasy for him, and Hamlet was more real.

"I'm glad to hear it. It's nice to know that my little brother is getting so well with my boyfriend. If anything ever happened to him, if any girl or boy broke his heart, and if it was anyone I know. I would make them wish they were never born. I would fuck them up so bad that every time they thought about what I did to them they would bleed. If it was a guy I would castrate him, and if it was a girl then that girl would become one ugly girl," Lilly said and Austin felt very uncomfortable, because he never knew that she was so violent and he hoped that he never broke Josh's heart.

"Wow, um, that was dark Lilly. I didn't know you had that kind of anger inside of you," Austin said nervously and Lilly giggled cutely.

"Oh, I normally don't Austin. I am real protective of my family. If anything happened to any of them I would go all Kill Bill on them," Lilly said and Austin chuckled nervously and Lilly smiled hugging him, "Oh don't worry Austin, if you ever somehow to hurt my family I would never hurt you."

"Oh Lilly, you don't know how happy that makes me feel," Austin said and Lilly pulled back quickly and stared at him.

"Did you do something?" Lilly asked him slowly and he shook his head and she hugged him again.

The next morning Austin woke up and felt pretty relaxed, and maybe it was because he got to spend more time with Josh. Whenever he's with Josh he feels so much better about himself, and the world around him. He feels that Josh makes the world disappear and it's like nothing even matters anymore. He wishes he could feel that all the time. He wished he could feel like he didn't have to worry about school, sports, or having friends. He wished he could live one day when people didn't expect so much out of him. He wishes he could live like Josh, because no one pushes him as hard as they push him. Austin knows that he could never be like that; he knows that people will never stop asking things of him, and people will never stop pushing him to become better. Austin didn't want to become better. Austin just wanted to be himself.

Lilly stood at her locker as she got her books out of her locker, and as she closed the door Melody was standing right there and it caused Lilly to jump, "JESUS CHRIST MELODY! What the hell were you doing?" She said trying to calm down.

"Sorry to scare you, but I think we should talk about your boyfriend. It's quite important I assure you," Melody said smiling and Lilly looked at her oddly.

(A/N: Next chapter will be DRAMATIC. Sorry for a shorty)