Hello, lovely readers!

Hope you are all well. I went on the Warner Brothers Harry Potter Studio Tour in London on Sunday so I've been on a high for days now. It was quite literally amazing, the best day ever. If you're a fan, you need to go if you ever get chance. You won't regret it!

Tantoune – Yes! It took 16 long chapters but we all finally got the kiss. It's been a long time coming.

Starsxhearts23 – At bloody last! Haha!

Lilygirl95 – It's about time they did! Ellie is definitely thinking Seth is the one now!

KairiAnneYukari21 – That's the thing with Randy, he's gotten so far into her head that even during moments like that, he's in the back of her mind.

LatinaWWEFan – I never felt the need to mention it too much. As her boyfriend the assumption is he calls her anyway. I only plan to mention any calls between them if it's pivotal or important to the story.

Dutchangel1979 – Glad you liked. Ellie's eyes have definitely been opened now. But we all know Randy will never make things so easy.

Kina – So happy you are enjoying it. She does need to kick Randy to the curb. But we all know how much he controls her, he won't be that easy.

Beautifultragedyxxx – Tell me about it! She has that freakin' amazing kiss and Randy still enters her mind. Randy will never let her go that easily. Seth is going to have to fight for his girl.

MsConCon – HAHA! I loved your review. That Seth Rollins knows how to please a woman! It was one hell of a kiss. But as your review suggests, we can never count out Randy. He's always the one in control.

Paisley2 – You'll have to beat me to him! Haha! Gotta love that yummy Seth Rollins.

Guest - We'll have to wait and see what happens with Randy. It'll be good. I promise

This chapter is named after 'Crazy Stupid Love' by Cheryl.

Elizabeth Chapman's Point Of View

My mind was totally reeling the next morning, like it was whizzing at a hundred miles an hour, going in every single direction that it could.

I lay in Seth's bed, staring blankly up at the ceiling, my hands comfortably behind my head. I didn't know what to think, I didn't know what to do, and I had to wonder if the events of last night had been real or a figment of my imagination.

Seth had kissed me.

He'd fucking kissed me.

His lips had attached to mine. They'd moved. They'd softly told me exactly how he felt and exactly what his intentions were. And his intentions were pretty forward.

It had clearly been no ordinary kiss.

Far from it. It had been something of meaning, of purpose, a physical act on his behalf to truly show me exactly what was going on his brain. This wasn't some lustful move because he was lonely or because he was trying to get his dick wet. This was a sign, an admission, his declaration that he felt more for me than simple friendship. He liked me, he wanted, maybe he even loved me.

He didn't care of the consequences. He didn't care about Randy, or how I'd react or that it had been wrong in so many ways. He'd wanted to tell me how he felt, and he'd done it in the only way he felt he could.

With a heart stopping, panty-wetting, spine tingling kiss.

The kiss… Oh, the kiss. It had been so wonderful, so amazing, so downright perfect. But it had also been hot, it had been lustful, it had been undeniably sexy. I wanted to repeat it again and again and again in so many different ways. Him kissing me, me kissing him, kissing in his room, kissing at work, kissing in his car, kissing in the kitchen, kissing in the woods whilst the rain fell down upon us, soaking us through. The daydreams went on…

But after what had happened, I knew a conversation between the two of us would be needed. Something big had happened between us just now and it would have consequences. It wasn't just a lustful kiss that we shared. It wasn't just the two of us caught in the moment, giving into temptation and kissing for the sake of it. There was emotion behind the kiss. There was a connection, a feeling, something more.

And the whole thing, the way it made me think and feel confirmed one thing to me for certain.

I loved him.

Of this I was ardently and totally sure. It was a feeling that had been building for weeks, something I was kidding myself over as I tried to push it away and deny it due to the fact I had a boyfriend. But the kiss had solidified it for me. I loved him. I wanted him in every way imaginable - his heart, his soul, his body, his mind. And I wanted to give him myself too. I was his. Always had been and always would be. All he had to do was say the word and I'd do anything he wanted, be anything he wanted, say anything he wanted. Seth owned me, body and soul, and nothing on this Earth would change that…

Nothing but Randy.

Whilst I'd had this epiphany, Randy was constantly niggling in the back of my mind, the one dip in my otherwise straight road. The course of true love never did run smooth, and it was Randy who was putting bumps in that smoothness. I'd kissed another man whilst I was in a relationship, and I knew that was a massive no no. I shouldn't have done it regardless of how I felt about Seth. Guilt filled my mind as I thought about what I'd done to Randy and the fact I'd essentially cheated on him. So many times I'd said I did not condone that behaviour, yet I'd done it anyway. I was not a free agent, I was not someone who could run to Seth, declare my love and live happily ever after.

And it was because, at the end of the day, I loved Randy too.

How could I not?

He was my boyfriend, a man who I'd been with for over a year and had invested a lot of time into. Yes, we'd had our ups and downs, and it had mostly been downs for the last few months, but I still loved him, and I didn't know if I was able to give him up and drop him that easily.

I didn't know if it was possible to love two men at the same time, but I did. And I knew eventually I'd have to choose.

Either my boyfriend of over a year who loved me and took care of me, or the man who had swept me off my feet and had shown me what true love was like.

I felt the light tears falling down my cheeks and onto my pillow. I was being stupid, I knew I was, but my heart was vulnerable at that moment. Seth had buried himself so deep in it that a single thought about choosing him or my boyfriend threatened to rip it apart.

I couldn't stand it, not anymore. I could not stand the sorrow and the pity I was feeling for myself. I was better and stronger than this. So I sat up in my bed and swiftly stood up and got dressed. I needed a distraction, something… anything to take my mind off of Seth, Randy, and my deteriorating relationship.

I entered the living area in seek of that distraction, seeing only Renee in there. She was sitting at the table, munching on a piece of toast, flicking through a magazine. I looked to the sofa where Seth would have slept, quickly seeing the pillows and duvet he'd used had already been packed away.

He wasn't here.

None of The Shield were.

"There she is," smiled Renee, looking up from her magazine as I further entered the living area. "How'd you sleep last night? Seth said it was quite late when you guys got back."

"Yeah, um, fine," I said quickly. "Where are the guys?"

"Gym," she said. "They wanted to get a work out in ready for their live show tonight."

"Oh, right," I said, taking a seat at the table.

"You okay?" Renee asked, her eyebrows furrowed in concern. "You seem a little out of sorts."

"I'm fine," I said, placing a piece of hair behind my ear. I needed to think up a distraction for my mind. "I just… I need to get in touch with the car hire company. I need to organise with them to pick up the car."

"Already done," she smiled. "Seth sorted it all out for you before he went to the gym."

"He did?" I asked incredulously.

What are you doing to me, Seth? You utterly gentlemanly wonderful perfect person!

"Yeah," she answered. "He said you seemed tired so it'd be one less thing for you to think about this morning."

"I'll have to thank him for that," I mumbled, knowing my distraction was out of the window. I clearly needed a new one. "Listen, are you busy today?"

"I'm free as a bird," she smiled. "Why do you ask?"

"How does a bit of retail therapy sound?" I asked. "I could do with getting out of the hotel and treating myself."

"Girl, I love hearing those words," she grinned. "Let's do it."

"Great," I smiled. "I'll just get myself ready and we can head out."

"Perfect," she said, both of us heading to our bedrooms to get ready. I was already changed, so all I had to do really was brush my teeth, do my hair and put on any makeup I needed. It didn't take me long to do the first two, my phone ringing as I began to apply my makeup.

It was Randy.

My heart pounded, but I answered the phone anyway.

"Hello?"

"Hey, baby," came his familiar voice. "How's my girl today?"

"Erm, good," I smiled. "How are you?"

"Feeling much better," he replied. "These painkillers are working wonders. My arm is feeling so much better. The doctor says the cast can be taken off in a couple days."

"That's great, Randy," I smiled, pleased that his recovery was progressing so well. "You'll be back in that ring in no time."

"I'm counting on it," he said. "I'm bored out of my mind back here at home."

"I bet," I laughed lightly. "It can't be fun for you being there alone."

"That's why I called actually," he said. "I want you to come back home for a few days whilst you don't have TV to film. I miss you and I wanna see you."

My breathing became nervous at the very sound of his words, wondering if it was best to do that. With my head all over the place and my mind not truly made up over which direction I want to go, I wasn't sure if it was best to see Randy right now.

"I have a lot of work to sort out, sweetheart," I tried.

"Please, baby," he said. "You don't have TV until Monday and I wanna see you."

I sighed, his heartfelt words tugging on my heart strings. There was no way I could deny him when he spoke so softly and pleadingly.

"Alright. I'll book a flight for tomorrow."

"Thanks, baby," he said. "I can't wait to see you."

"Me neither," I said, trying to sound as optimistic as I could.

"So what you up to today?" he asked me, changing the subject.

"Just shopping with Renee," I said, glad for the topic change. "We're going to make a day of it."

I soon regretted it when his tone changed.

"Just Renee?" he asked sternly. "I hope no one else is going. I know she dates one of those Shield bastards."

"No, Randy. Just Renee," I said sadly. "Just us girls."

"Good," he said. "Just because I'm away doesn't give you an excuse to go against my words."

"I know, Randy," I said. "I'm not."

"That's my girl," he said. "I'll leave you to it. Enjoy your shopping trip and get yourself something nice."

"I will," I replied. "I love you."

"Love you too," he said before hanging up, the line going dead. I ran a hand through my hair.

This was tough, completely and utterly tough. I didn't know what to do, I really didn't.

Seth or Randy?

Randy or Seth?

Whichever man I chose, it would not end well for the other. It would break Seth's heart if I chose Randy, and Randy would be pissed and angry beyond belief if I chose Seth… And we all knew what Randy was capable of when he was mad. Someone was going to get hurt either way and it killed me to know I'd be the source of that destruction.

But I wasn't thinking about that now. I was going out, I was going shopping, I was creating a distraction. So I quickly finished up my makeup and entered the main living room, gasping suddenly as I saw the boys were back. Roman was sorting through his gym bag whilst Dean prepared himself for a shower, but they were who I was looking for,

My eyes landed on him immediately, his smile warm upon seeing me standing there, his eyes bright, his mind no doubt thinking back to last night. He was in his gym gear, his hair tied back into a low bun, his brow a little sweaty.

He looked delicious. I wanted to pounce on him right there and then.

"There you are," smiled Renee. "I was beginning to wonder where you were. What took you so long?"

"Oh, I was just on the phone to Randy," I replied.

Seth's smile instantly dropped at my words.

Oh fuck…

"How is he?" Renee asked.

"He's good," I replied, avoiding looking at Seth. "He's asked to me to visit for a few days so I plan to fly out tomorrow."

I saw his body stiffen in the corner of my eye.

Nice one, Ellie…

"Oh, that'll be nice," said Renee, none the wiser to Seth's reactions. "I bet it'll do him some good to see you."

"Yeah," I said, standing there awkwardly. "I'm sure it will."

"Well let's see if we can get you something nice to wear for him," she said as she grabbed her bag from the sofa. "Ready?"

"Sure," I said as we walked to the door, my eyes daring to look up at Seth as I walked past him. I wished I hadn't. His face looked torn, the sparkle in his eyes no longer there, his smile now an upset frown. I knew mentioning Randy was bad, but mentioning I'd been in touch with him was worse, especially after what had transpired between Seth and I last night.

I looked away as soon as I could, Renee and I both leaving the hotel room, my mind knowing I'd needed to talk to him later.

A serious conversation was needed for sure.

Again, a huge thanks to Tantoune, starsxhearts23, Lilygirl95, KairiAnneYukari21, LatinaWWEFan, dutchangel1979, Kina, beautifultragedyxxx, MsConCon, Paisley2 and my guest reviewer for their reviews.