~Story Start~
"I noticed you seem to only sing sad songs."Fuuko noticed. "Yea, they seem to go with me for some reason." I said. They really did go with me, with most of my life. Work went slowly. Lots of pictures taken, lots of singing, and I changed my clothes like crazy. "Good work!" I said to the worker, it was my last job.
I sighed and got into the car. "Hey Fuuko have you ever had dreams that seem to connect to each other?" I asked her. "Well yea I have. They always seem to be about starfish." She said. I started laughing. "You must really like starfish." I said. She nodded. "It was an obsession when I was younger." She said, it looked like she almost started spacing out. We talked all the way home, it was fun. I always liked talking to people, defiantly weird people like Fuuko. I walked home, it was so cold. It eventually started snowing. "I didn't even know it snowed around here." I said to myself. I started to shiver. I got inside; I noticed Sasuke put the heater on. "I'm h-home." I said, I shuddered from the cold. "Welcome home." He said in a bored voice. "Hey Sasuke I have something to talk about with you." I said. He started shaking "ARE YOU DUMPING ME?? WHAT DID I DO WRONG??" He yelled. I was shocked that he even yelled that. "No, no it's nothing bad…I think" I said, my voice wandered off. "Have you been having dreams that seem to connect to each other?" I asked him. "Yea I have…And I've been having weird dreams too." He said. "What are they about??" I asked Sasuke. "Well…There was this girl, maybe around 13. And she looked like you but with short black hair. And there was this junk doll that would follow the girl around." He said. I stared at him, shocked. "I-I've been having the very exact dreams." I said
"Were these dreams coming from?" Sasuke asked himself. "I have a feeling…That this is something bad." I said. Sasuke nodded. "Well I guess I should go to bed now." I said. I walked to my room, I looked out my window and I saw that scene that I always saw in my dreams. All that snow, it fell and fell, it was never ending. I shook my head back and forth. I think I was going crazy now. This all had to be some type of dream. I couldn't stand that word anymore now. I got into bed and stared at the ceiling, waiting for those nightmares.
The girl was walking in the snow, she looked tired and weak. "If we take one more step we might be there." The girl said weakly. She stumbled and fell face forward into the snow. The junk doll walked up to the girl and tried to get her back up. "Thank you, daddy." She weakly said to the junk doll. I wondered if the junk doll had thoughts, it didn't matter though. These are just dreams, they aren't real, and they never will be. The girl got up again and tried walking again, she couldn't do it. The junk doll tried to push her up but it didn't work. "I'm sorry..." "I'm sorry…" The girl repeated over and over again. She apologized so many times. Can't the junk doll forgive her already? Can't things be forgiven?
I woke up and looked up at the ceiling. Things just never changed, same thing happened every day, this day though I have the day off because they're starting to sell the CD already. I sat up and looked around the room, the same room as always. I got up and walked down stairs. I didn't feel like changing, today was going to end up being one of my lazy days; I really don't want to do anything. I walked downstairs; Sasuke was asleep on the couch. "Maybe I'll actually let him sleep in the same room, on the ground." I said to myself. "That would be nice." I heard him moan. "I'll think about it." I said. He had a big smile on him face. "I'll never let you sleep in my room if you have that scary perverted smile on your face." I said. He ignored what I said. "You know your song has been playing all over the radio." Sasuke said. "Really? I didn't even know." I said in a surprised voice. Sasuke turned on the radio my song was playing on it. "Wow I didn't know it would be so popular." I said in an amazed voice. "Well I'm going to get changed and go outside for a bit." I said, I walked to my room. I paused for a second"I had one of those dreams again." I said. Then I resumed walking into my room. I got changed, and put a wig on, it was just there so I wouldn't get chased by screaming fans. The wig was dark blue and it only went to my shoulders. I walked out of my room. "You look different." Sasuke said. "I guess the wig does work then." I said. "Well I'll be back; maybe I'll even get you something at the store." I said while walking out the door. I started humming a funny song I heard from an anime not too long ago. I loved taking walks by myself around this small village. "She's so pretty! And she can really sing!" I heard some girls say. "And she has such a cool name!" Another girl said. They were holding my CD and talking about it. It made me happy that people would actually listen to my singing. "Oh crap I didn't put contacts in my eyes." I mumbled as I walked away. At least no one noticed yet. I walked into the store, people stared at times but I just ignored it. I found the pasta section and started to freak. My eyes also got really sparkly. I LOVED pasta, it was from this stupid anime I watched last night that made me obsessed. I grabbed about 5 boxes and went to the ice cream area and got those little ice cream cups that come with the cute little plastic spoons. I grabbed at least 10 of those. I went to the cashier and dumped all the stuff on that thing that moved. For some reason I've always wanted to sit on that, I'm so immature. "The total will be 2,000 yen." The cashier said. I gave her the money. "You almost look like Kyoko." She said. "Really? She's really pretty." I said. I grabbed my things and walked away. "I'm home Sasuke, and I got you something." I said. He walked into the room, he looked hungry too. "What did you get?" He asked me. "Ice cream and pasta!" I yelled out of happiness. He sighed. "I'm guessing were having pasta today." He said. I nodded and ran into the kitchen. I started to boil some water. I waited for awhile and then it was done.
I didn't eat much, I just wasn't that hungry. "I'm going to bed early." I said, and then I walked into my room. I got dressed and fell into my bed. Something was wrong with me. An hour later I still couldn't sleep and it was burning, I checked the thermostat and it was at the normal temperature. I slowly walked out of my room; and I opened the door and looked at Sasuke for a minute. "I-I couldn't s-sleep." I said weakly, and then I fell to the floor.
~Chapter End~
It's getting sad isn't it?
I also forgot to list an anime that I kinda used in the story. It's called Clannad. It's free on demand on the anime channel so please watch it or by the DVD~! But I warn you, it'll spoil what I'm going
to do with the junk doll and the girl.
