So I have a treat for all of you. like with the 'Immortal' Instruments this chapter did not have a sex scene before but now it does. I figured it would be a nice treat for all of you :)

The chant For god to raise the angels' song, to hell, to hell a lover be gone. I did indeed make that chant up and at the time I was super excited over it because I normally can't make cool rhymes like that.

I hope you all enjoy and love hearing your opinions.

Alec Pov- ~ I was walking in complete darkness not sure where I was trying to go. There was nothing around me as far as I knew and I couldn't see this darkness ending. Where was I going; and why was I trying to get there? I looked ahead and finally saw a small white light in the distance showing me the way out of the darkness.

Desperate, I started running as fast as I could to the light needing to get out, needing to see the sun. When I made it to the light there was no sun waiting for me. I wasn't even outside; I was in a bright room surrounded by mirrors. "Hello... is anyone here" I asked walking to the middle of the room making my reflection appear on every mirror in the room.

Looking around, I noticed that not all of my reflections were the same. The reflection of the mirror in front of me was the same as it always was. I had my normal black hair, blue eyes, and dirty clothes. The mirror on the right was completely different though.

I had the same black hair and blue eyes but I was wearing some kind of fighting gear that was all black and I had weapons all over it including a bow and some arrows on my back. I also had these weird black markings all over my body. I tore my eyes away from that one and looked at the mirror on my right. I was shirtless in this reflection and black angel wings spread wide from my back.

"What is going on?" I asked myself and I put my hands on both the different mirrors. the reflections did the same making our hands aline and different visions appeared in my mind. I saw the 'me' covered in marks fighting creatures by the side of Jace and Isabelle, I saw secret meetings with a Magnus who was way more colorful then mine, and I also saw other things like vampires and wolves. I somehow knew all about it, about Shadowhunters and the way they had angel blood.

Visions also came to me from the other mirror. Getting found in an old church by Magnus, not having a clue who he was but falling for him instantly, dealing with Jonathan, Camille, and Valentine. Was this dream a sign? Was I supposed to be trying to connect the dots?

I opened my eyes just noticing that I closed them and I looked at both mirrors again. "there has to be a connection." I looked at the Shadowhunter me looking over the angelic runes all over his skin. "Angelic runes... angel wings..." Suddenly both mirrors shattered making me back up quickly hitting a body as I did. I turned and looked seeing Father Valentine standing there looked down at me. ~

My eyes shot open and I sat up in my bed breathing heavily. It has been almost a month since Jace and Clary died and so many things have been changing. The church is off limits except on Sundays which has been making it hard for me to investigate these dreams. There hasn't been a single witch burning since Clary was burned and people are starting to think that we got rid of them all.

I don't think that it's over though; Jonathan just wants to back up and make everyone feel safe since so many people are questioning the church. 'The truth lies in the church.' 'For god to rise the angels' song, to hell to hell, a lover be gone. My dreams are screaming at me to put all the pieces together, to stop something awful from happening before it's too late. But I can't see what they mean; I just don't understand.

When people die in this town their lovers get blamed and burned. To hell, to hell a lover be gone. I understand that part but I don't understand the angels' song. In my dream Jace was an angel and I was an angel in every dream since then.

Tonight's dream wasn't the first time I dreamed about being a Shadowhunter either. Is being an angel something I can't avoid? Is it my destiny? I shook off those dark thoughts getting out of bed and getting dressed. I have work to do and maybe seeing Magnus will make me feel better.

I made my way downstairs going to the kitchen and froze when I saw Jonathan sitting at the table talking to Max. He looked up noticing me and he smiled "Alexander you're up kind of late." I shrugged and sat down next to my brother "Why are you here Jonathan?" He smiled and looked at Max "I came here to see Maxwell; we have grown close the past few days."

I frowned and looked at Max who smiled and nodded looking at Jonathan the way he used to look at Jace. I see... Jonathan is Max's new Jace. "Max I need to talk to you for a sec" I said standing up and grabbing his hand pulling him into the living room. He whined as a pulled him but followed me none the less.

"What Alec?" I got to his level and put my hands on his shoulders "Max you shouldn't hang out with Jonathan... with all of those books you read he might suspect you of using magic." Max shook his head "I won't tell him about the books I'm not as stupid as you think I am." I frowned "I don't think you're stupid at all Max."

He pulled away from me "Yes you do. You are just like dad thinking I can't take care of myself or handle things. Jace treated me like an equal and now so does Jonathan he's my friend." I shook my head no and went to reach for him but he just pulled away from me and went outside.

Jonathan walked into the living room shaking his head "Oh Alexander that is no way to treat a bright child, like Max." I stood up and glared at him "Whatever you are planning it won't work." Jonathan just smiled "You misunderstand Alexander. Try looking at this from Maxwell's point of view; there are three Lightwood children, one being the well behaved successor of his father, the other being the strong beautiful daughter that everyone wants to get to know. That leaves Max the third child, the unimportant child that everyone looks down on.

Jace was the only person who treated him like he mattered and he died. He needs a new hero and I am all up for being that hero." I glared at him clenching my fists "You stay away from my brother Jonathan." He just smirked and walked passed me going after Max.

Magnus Pov- "What should I do? If he gets his claws into Max, he could be in great danger; but then again maybe Jonathan is really trying to do something nice for him" my boyfriend said pacing back in forth in the barn; which he has been doing for the past hour he has been here. As he did so I just sat on a pile of hay watching him; trying to help by putting in my two cents but always got cut off by his none stop talking. "Alexander I think..." "I never even noticed people were treating Max that way; I didn't even know I was treating him that way."

I sighed rubbing my temples before standing up and grabbing my boyfriend by the face, making him stop pacing, and I pulled his lips onto mine kissing him hard. He blinked and finally relaxed before kissing me back wrapping his arms around my waist. I moved my hands to his and pulled his arms from around my waist to around my neck before I moved my arms around his waist pushing him up against the barn wall. He gasped against my lips making me laugh slightly "Are you done talking now?"

His blue eyes met mine and he nodded before kissing me again holding me tightly. I broke the kiss and pulled off my lovers' shirt before kissing down his neck making him blush "W-what are you doing?" I sent trails of kisses down his shoulder then his collar bone before looking up at him with my hunting cat eyes. He looked like an animal caught in my trap.

"Don't you remember? I told you that if you guessed what I was, you would be rewarded. You guessed that I was a warlock." His face got even redder "I told you I was waiting till marriage..."

I kissed his neck one more time before standing up straight "Tell me something Alexander; The reason people sleep with the one they marry is because they are madly in love with them. But the thing is Alexander you won't be in love with some women that will be forced upon you... you will be in love with me." He met my eyes again calming down and he looked away slightly "I... I could always marry you." I smiled sadly and touched his cheek "You and I both know that can't happen."

"Not unless I run away with you" He said softly. I frowned and nodded kissing the skin of his chest over his heart "I would love to marry you and be with you forever; but you made it clear that you don't want to leave this place and as long as you are here you will be under your fathers control. I'll have to watch you marry some girl and have children with her. Can't you just give me something to remember... something that proves that in one moment of your life you loved me?"

Alec's eyes searched mine for a long moment before he put his hands on my face "Magnus Bane It only took me a moment to fall in love with you; but I will be in love with you for an entire life time... maybe even more." I looked at him completely shocked "Does that mean..." "It means-" He said cutting me off "that you can do whatever you want with me." I smiled and picked up his shirt before grabbing his hand pulling him to a door connecting the barn to Luke's house.

"Um... won't Luke catch us?" I smiled shaking my head no "Luke went to talk to Valentine about Jocelyn so he may be gone for a while." I glanced back at him and smiled seeing him blushing again "Right... wow I can't believe we're going to do this." I smiled and pulled him upstairs squeezing his hand "it's going to be okay."

When we got upstairs I pulled him to my room closing the door after we entered. He sat on my bed playing with his hands nervously and I smiled watching him; dropping his shirt on the ground before taking off my own. Alexanders eyes scaled me up and down his face getting redder if possible. "Alexander Lightwood you may be the cutest person in the entire world" I said softly; walking up to him and pushing him to lay on the bed.

I got on top of him and he met my eyes "I don't believe that's true-" "Well your opinion doesn't matter Alexander" I said cutting him off like he did to me so many times today. He stayed quiet and I smiled liking that I finally got through to him. "Now no more talking... the only sounds I want to hear out of you are sounds of pleasure." Alecs' blush intensified "making such noises wouldn't be very gentlemanly."

I rolled my eyes smiling "you don't have to be a gentleman in bed. You don't have to put up fronts or worry about what people will think." I grabbed his hand kissing each knuckle tenderly. "All that matters, is you and I; the love we will share between us."

Alecs' intense blue eyes grew darker in that moment from lust and want. It seems I said all the right things to make him stop panicking. "Will you still love me when it's over" he whispered searching my eyes. I leaned down and kissed his now closed eyelids before looking down at him again "Alexander, nothing could ever make me fall out of love with you. I can only fall even more in love. I do so every time I hear you laugh or look into your gorgeous blue eyes.

Alexander looked into my eyes again and I smiled at him caressing his cheek "now no more talk little Raven." I leaned in closer so our mouths were inches apart. I could feel his hot breath on my face as I whispered "let me help you fly." Another shaky breath escaped Alexanders mouth before our lips crushed together in a frenzy of need.

He wrapped his arms tight around my neck pulling me on top of him and I made him arch his back a little so I could wrap my arms around his slender waist. I broke the kiss before taking his earlobe between my teeth teasing it slightly. He let out a groan of pleasure, his body leaning into mine. As he leaned into me I rolled my hips onto his making another surprised gasp escape his mouth and his eyes shot open.

"What was that feeling I had just now" he asked closing his eyes when I rolled my hips again. "That's called pleasure my dear. You're reacting to the contact of our bodies." Alexanders grip around my neck got even tighter in he breathed against my ear "I want to feel more."

I smirked at him "have you ever heard of a blowjob?" Alec opened his eyes looking into mine confused showing that he indeed never heard of it. "I'm not surprised you haven't. You're so innocent" I said lowering myself to his midsection.

"Well excuse me for being… what are you doing" Alexander asked and I started pulling down his trousers. I looked up at him "I'm going to show you what a blow job is. It's fun, you'll like it." Alexander looked skeptical but also intrigued "why are you down there though?"

I just smiled and fully pulled down his trousers before grabbing his hardening erection and putting the tip of it in my mouth. I ran my tongue over it going nice and slow at first to ease Alexander into it. He looked at me with a priceless shocked expression, the pleasure though was plain to see in his eyes. "What on earth are you doing?"

I didn't answer him. Instead I put his full erection in my mouth swallowing him and teasing him. The sensation of it made Alexander throw his head back and let out a loud moan that sounded like music to my ears. I deep throated him wanting to hear more of those delicious sounds.

I was not disappointed. The moans got louder with every lick or suck and he even blended my name in a couple times. "Magnus… my stomach feels tight." I glanced up at him thinking he must be getting close.

I went back to pleasuring him, wanting him to enjoy reaching possibly his first ever climax. Moments later his body arched forcing him slightly deeper into my mouth and he came screaming in delight. I swallowed every drop before taking my mouth off of him and looking him over. He was panting heavily and looking up at me through half lidded eyes.

"Why would you swallow that?" I smiled leaning down so my face was inches from his again "because I can. Was that your first ever climax?" Alec nodded still catching his breath "you're my first lover so why wouldn't it be?"

I raised an amused eyebrow at this. "You've never used your hand to pleasure yourself?" Alec's eyes got wide in an almost comical way. "What? That's sinful."

I couldn't help but laugh at my sweet innocent Alexander. I leaned in closer whispering "I love you" before kissing him softly. He closed his eyes kissing me back and when he opened his mouth to breath I slipped my tongue in exploring his mouth. I thought Alexander would object to tasting himself in his mouth but he just moaned pleasantly and kissed me back passionately.

I broke the kiss before holding out two of my fingers to him. "Get them wet for me" I said watching his face. He was hesitant at first before taking my fingers into his mouth. Watching him suck and lick them was hot and he seemed to like it also since he was getting hard again.

Once he was done I pulled my fingers out of his mouth and lowered them to his entrance. Alexanders breathing quickened as he watched me but he made no movement to stop me nor did he look like he wanted to. I watched him for a moment longer to make sure he was okay before I slid my fingers in slowly.

Alexander hissed at the sudden intrusion and the pain that came with it. He closed his eyes and laid his head back trying to choke back a cry of pain. I kept my fingers still; watching his face for signs that he was getting used to it and the pain was being substituted by pleasure. Alexanders' body finally relaxed and he started breathing normal again, telling me that it was alright to start moving.

That's what I did; I thrusted my fingers inside him slow and steady so not to hurt him. Soft cries of both pain and pleasure escaped his mouth as he forced his eyes open to look at me. There was so much lust in those blue eyes but just beyond that I could see something more. Undying Love.

I hoped my eyes were showing him the same. I want him to know just how much he was making my body crave for him. I have slept with many women but I've never felt this connecting pull that Alexander was making me feel. My whole body wants be to engulfed in him; to feel every inch of his love.

I prepared him a little longer before taking my fingers out causing Alexander to whine at the loss. I smiled down at him before reaching for the oils I left on my bedside table. I squeezed some of the oil into my palm before pumping my own erection. Making sure I was nice and slick to enter inside Alexander. He watched me his breathing quick and heavy again. He was starting to get nervous again so I leaned my body over his and kissed him gently on the lips before pressing my forehead to his. "Calm down love, everything will be alright."

He closed his eyes calming down as he pressed his forehead back against mine. I stayed like that as I aliened my body with his and slid inside him slowly. Alexander gasped loudly at the sudden intrusion and he gritted his teeth to keep in a painful moan. I pushed myself all the way in carefully and waited for him to be ready.

His body relaxed and he looked into my eyes that were still inches from his own, his eyes pleading for me to start moving. I did as he asked starting to thrust slowly inside him so he could get used the having me there. As I thrusted grunts and moans slipped from Alexanders lips and he moved his head to the side getting lost in the feeling. I took that as my cue to move faster.

I thanked the lord that Luke and Jocelyn weren't home because the more I picked up the pace the louder Alexanders voiced pleasure became. He took my advice and let himself go completely. Crying out, saying my name, becoming a mumbling mess so adorable I wanted to watch it forever. Alexander wasn't the only one being vocal; I could hear my grunts and please mixed in with his and it was like a beautiful song.

Alec closed his eyes tight as his stomach muscles tightened showing that he was getting close to the end. I picked up the pace more, wanting us to climax together, to feel that heat and love together. Alec let out a scream as he climaxed all over my chest. I came at the same time making Alexander cry even more from having my hot seed inside him.

We both road that high for a few minutes before I pulled out and laid down next to him. Alec was doused in sweat and other fluids but he still looked handsome and sexy. He laid his arm over his forehead catching his breath before opening his eyes looking at me. "If that was sinful then I'll gladly go to hell."

I laughed, turning on my side and running my fingers through his sweaty hair "wanna go again?" I expected him to call me crazy and deny me but all he did was look at me and smirked. "I would love to."

Jonathan Pov- "Why are you wasting your time with the little Lightwood brat" Camille asked sitting on my bedroom floor writing in a journal. I was sitting in my bed watching "Because he is a vessel to become an angel... what is your progress with that couple you met in the town over? Maia and Jordan were their names correct?" She nodded dipping one of my quills into ink.

"Trying to convince them to move to Salem is proving to be difficult but Magnus being here is something they are interested in. I'm pretty sure their close to cracking." I nodded and stood up walking to my window watching people outside work. "We need a female sacrifice to be your vessel and it seems Maia is the only one strong enough to handle it."

I glanced back at her seeing she was still writing something. "What could you possibly be wasting my quill and ink for?" She placed the quill in the ink before handing me the journal "I have been gathering information on Magnus's mother to gain his trust back." I took the book skimming over it. "His mother was an author" I asked seeing that written down.

She nodded standing up "She wrote books about Magic and spells. There was only one copy of these books so who knows where they are at." I shrugged still reading and I stopped on something called 'The Book of White.' "What's this about" I asked showing her.

She looked it over and shrugged "It's supposed to be a powerful spell book; it is full of very powerful spells." I thought about the book before closing the journal "Camille I have a plan... you might not like it but it needs to happen." She frowned but stayed quiet ready to listen. I sat back on my bed "Camille you need to die."

She got wide eyed before glaring at me "I will not sir!" I put up my hand to silence her "You won't really die; I will accuse you of being a witch and then we will use Maureen Brown to burn in your place. People confuse the two of you all the time." She crossed her arms over her chest "she is 14, I am 18 there is a huge difference."

I rolled my eyes "Camille the point is that If we burn someone from the church it will knock Magnus and Alexander off of our trail. While people think you are dead you can secretly search for this Book of White. If we obtain this we will have the power to make as many angels as we want. You saw what happened when we tried to make an angel out of Simon Lewis; His entire body got burned by heavenly fire he doesn't possess the right soul. But if we obtain this spell book the soul won't matter, we will be able to make anyone into angels and have never ending power."

She looked like she was thinking it over before a smile spread across her face "Promise me something Jonathan." I raised an eyebrow in question but listened. "When we obtain this book make sure that the first person you use it on is Alexander Lightwood." It was my turn to smile as I stood up and shook her hand "Believe me Camille; with or without the book Alexander Lightwood is going to be an angel."

Alexander Pov- I looked up at the ceiling of Magnus's room catching my breath. I never knew sex could be so amazing especially with a man. Magnus looked at me catching his breath too smiling "Did I make it worth it?" I looked at him meeting his eyes and I nodded laying my head on his chest. He looked down at me and laughed "What are you doing?"

I shushed him and listened for a moment before closing my eyes smiling "It sounds amazing." He ran one hand through my hair and another down my spine "What does?" I opened my eyes again and looked up at him "Your heart." He smiled and leaned down kissing me briefly "It beats your name."

I laughed and shook my head "Wow that was really awful." "Awful huh" He asked before starting to tickle my sides. My body tensed and I tried to pull away laughing "God, please stop I can't take it." Magnus just smiled and tickled me more putting his weight on me so I couldn't get away.

"Magnus Bane let me go now" I said trying to sound angry but all I could do was laugh. Once he finally stopped I caught my breath again smiling "You are so weird." He smiled and pulled me into his arms holding me "You make it too easy love." I smiled and looked up at him "You said that one day I'm going to get married and have kids... but I can't see myself with anyone else but you. I won't accept anyone else but you Magnus."

He smiled sadly and moved my hair out of my face "I would love to have you forever Alexander... but I will never be able to afford to marry you; and even if I could it's not allowed." I frowned and reached up touching his cheek "Money has nothing to do with it Magnus. I will never choose anyone but you; if we have to marry in secret and if I have to deny wedding offerings for the rest of my life I will do it. I found the person I love and I just shared a bed with him. I will only ever want you."

Magnus steadied my face for a short while before leaning in kissing me. Once he stopped he moved his mouth to my ear and whispered "Aku cinta kamu" I blinked and looked at him "What does that mean?" He smiled "It's Indonesian, it means I love you." I smiled and kissed him happily "I love you too, so, so much Magnus."