Request by Kagamine Miharu
(The Art of Thinking)
He is the very definition
Of 'loving from a distance'
His job is to rock and tip the world
Into a new age
Where life is better
And shady old men
Don't run the world
(Sometimes, though, he wishes it wasn't)
.
They never really knew each other
(He wouldn't be surprised
If the boy didn't even know his father is alive)
And as much as he hates the government
He doesn't think of any option
Other than leaving his boy
In the care of the 'hero of the marines'
(The fact that the man's his father
Doesn't even come into play
Not when it's the safety of his own child
On the line)
.
Sometimes he finds himself thinking
Not of revolutions
Or supplies
Or governments and what he can do
To topple them
But of a little boy
(Who probably looks more like his mother)
In the calmest sea
Yelling and laughing and having fun in life
(Sometimes, he finds himself wishing
He was there to see it)
.
Someday, the world will find out
And it will shake it to the core
In a way he never intended
The fact that this could help the cause
Doesn't even occur to him
(Not when it's the life of his child on the line)
.
And he'll wait until the day comes
That he can sit the boy down
(His own flesh and blood)
And explain who he is
And why he was never around
He's thought about how it would turn out
Every possible outcome
He's foreseen tears
And yelling
And accusations
(The boy has every right
To be angry at the father who wasn't there)
.
He's thought over all the ways
They could reunite
But it isn't until he sees a picture
With a world sized grin
A little scar
A straw hat
And spiky black hair
That he thinks
Perhaps he and this boy
Won't meet in the midst of tears
Yelling
Or accusations
He feels like this boy
Would ask him for the story of his life
Not because he wants justification
But because he wants to hear the story
Of what lead them to that place
And that time
.
Neither of them are heroes
But this picture tells him the boy
Is free and happy
And even if he wishes he was a part
Of the life that lead his boy
To where he is now
Freedom
Is all he's ever wanted
For his son
(And he has his mother's smile)
