Request by Guest and Lil'OldNarcissisticMe
(The Art of Burning)
He burns
Anger and hatred
Sadness and longing
Life is not fair
The universe is not perfect
He feels like these lessons
Have etched their way into his skin
Right in the center of his chest
.
He burns with a fire that will destroy him
He drowns
In the world he knows
Before fathers, and brothers
And days sailing
With nothing but adventure
And blue skies
To look forward to
He's not the only one that started off bad
Not the first
Nor the last
Not even the worst
.
But all the same, he drowns
.
He survives
Against all odds
Just the same as his new father
And brothers
Life has thrown everything it has
Yet he perseveres
He may not be living quite yet
But he's sure it won't take long
.
He will survive
.
He thinks
While he eats
On the terrible fruit
It tastes like ash
He feels like he's dying
And being born
And seeing for the first time
And drowning
And flying
All at once
It's a beautiful, terrible, frightening feeling
.
He thinks (and eats) some more
.
He falls
Every time
He tries to stretch the wings
He can practically feel in his fingers
Out, out
So that feathers of burning blue
Can touch the air,
He just falls
.
Only to try again, and fall a little slower this time
.
He fights
He fights for himself
Like any pirate would
And he fights for his father
Like any son would
Ripping and tearing
Scorching and punching his enemies
Until there's nothing left but ash
And he is the only one to remember
Their sins against him
(Or worse, his father)
.
And so he fights
.
He soars
Wings come easy now
Blue against blue skies
Or the gray storm of battle
He watches from the skies
Content with the world he now knows
Seeing brothers walk about below
The entirety of his life
Is stretched out
On one ship
In one ocean
He could fly by
Without ever noticing
(But that's not the point)
He watches his family from the clouds
.
He's free when he soars
.
He burns
He heals, and live, and dies, and is born again
All together, all at once,
Burning with life
His gratitude for the man
Who showed him what life can be
It's etched into his skin
Right in the center of his chest
.
He may drown,
But his brothers will save him
He will survive,
And live a little too
He thinks
It couldn't be better
He falls
But not often, and not for long
He fights
Fiercer, with more reason than ever
He soars
Freedom is his, and his to share
.
And he burns with a fire so bright
He will always rise again
