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(The Art of Surviving)
Were he a saner man
Then when their voices
Call out to him through the darkness
And fog
He'd go happily
.
Needless to say, he is not sane
And neither does he go to them
He cannot trust his own mind
So why should he trust
What he thinks he hears?
.
He makes his way through life-
Or death, really-
(They're practically one and the same now
So it doesn't really matter)
Trying to pass the time
Sometimes, when he's playing,
He can almost hear their accompaniment
(He may be forgetting
What his Nakama's voices sounded like
But he'll never forget the music they played
If only for the reminders
In the long pauses and beats of rest
During some songs
That just accent the silence)
He practices, day after day,
Becoming the masterful musician
He always wanted to be
(He's not vain,
So it doesn't bother him
That no one is there to congratulate him
Or be in awe of his skill,
He's just sad
He never has an audience)
.
Ships will occasionally drift by
The first time, he was thrilled
It was the human contact
He'd always wanted
Soon, he realized
The only thing worse than eternal solitude
Is eternal loneliness
Because there is a difference
Between no one else being around
And always being alone
He'd always fit in before
As a musician
A pirate
A man
He was never an outcast
Being thrown into the roll of one
So violently
Would shake anyone's foundations
(Devil fruits are one of a kind
Someone once explained
There's no one else
He translated)
.
When he's not playing
The silence of the fog
And blackened sea
Seems to crescendo
To an unbearable volume
Until he feels he would give anything
Just to break it
(Guns under the chin
Or to the temple
Don't work-
He doesn't have brains to blow!
Yohohoho!)
So he laughs
Or sings
Or plays
Life is merry,
The seas are vast
Adventure goes on forever!
(What is there not to laugh about?)
.
He cleans his violin
Constantly
As often as he thinks a day has passed
(Sometimes, it's every few hours,
While other times,
His 'day' lasts weeks)
He knows it will crumble
And turn to dust eventually
(Everything does
Minds and skin and bonds and hope
But he sincerely hopes
Bone crumbles before wood)
.
Were he a saner man
When he feels fingers brush his own
As he plays the piano
(Almost like the ghost
Of another song)
When he smells the clear, warm air
Of a summer sea
When he sees their figures in the fog
At the piano, or dancing happily
When he tastes the flavor
Of fresh food and ripe fruit
When he hears the sound
Of piano music
Or cello notes
Or the sharp twang
Of guitar
Then he would go to them
And run into the sea
.
But he is not a sane man
And he does not dive into the waters
For he is afraid
He would survive, even then,
And he is hopeful, that if he doesn't,
He will survive
Until the day someone comes along
And gives him a chance
So that he can live
This is the second update today due to the fact I didn't get one posted yesterday. Sorry about that, and thanks for your support! Now is probably a good time to, if you already requested someone you really want to read for, re-request them. I'm doing my best with old requests, but it's hard to know which characters people still want to read, and I don't want to chose your least favorite one a second time (or something to that affect). Re-requesting is completely fine, and if I'm honest, some of the older suggestions might appear sooner that way. Otherwise, it might take longer to get around to them (though they are still on my list).
Thanks for reading, and for your eternal patience with requests! I hope you've enjoyed these poems so far.
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