Hey guys, I am so so so so sorry for the late update. I'm telling you, writers block and college don't mix.

I'm also sorry this chapter is so short. I rewrote it over and over again because of how short it was and because I didn't like it and well this was the best rewrite. So I hope you guys like it.

Anyway on with the show and the new chapter of Baby Usui!

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN MAID SAMA OR THAT CHARACTERS!


Baby Usui

It's not your fault

A muffled cry, broke Misaki away from her sleep. She felt terrible, she hadn't eating properly since returning from the hospital and her head constantly ached from the dehydration her ever flowing tears caused. Misaki glanced around the lonely room, a dim light shone through her window signifying that it was nearing sunset. She pulled herself up into a more comfortable position before the door to her room slowly opened.

Takumi stood silently in the doorway, not wanting to enter fully in case Misaki turned him away. His heart sank as he took in Misaki's emotionally damaged form. He wanted to scoop her up into his arms and never let go, telling her over and over again that everything was going to be fine and that it wasn't her fault. However his body wouldn't let him; scared that his actions may only make her feel worse. He knew that last thing she wanted to feel was that she was being pitied, so his mind chose a small conversation over drastic actions.

"Dinners almost ready." Takumi said, his voice just above a whisper with barely any emotion. The tone of his voice made Misaki flinch. Ever since the doctor told them about the miscarriage Misaki has felt nothing but guilt. 'You're the reason you lost the baby!' 'It's all your fault!' 'You murdered your un-born baby!' Countless voices screaming endlessly in her mind, making her feel a false sense of guilt and regret.

'It is my fault' Misaki had herself convinced, and nothing could change her mind. Except maybe one person.

Takumi noticed the change in Misaki's facial expression. The split second where she went from sorrow to regret. Takumi couldn't stand to see her in the pain she was in: he had to help her but he didn't know how. So he chose the only thing he could do: comfort her.

"We need to talk about this." Takumi spoke, his voice was soft and serious. A tone in which Misaki hadn't heard in a long time. Misaki nodded slowly, shifting herself to leave room for him to sit on the bed. The moment Takumi sat down Misaki burst into tears, sobbing loudly as she finally let her emotions pour out in front of him. Takumi swallowed hard, trying not to let his own emotions get the better of him. He leaned into Misaki, wrapping his arms around her weeping form. Hoping to comfort not only Misaki but himself as well.

"Misaki, I know this is hard for you, but you've got to realise that this wasn't your fault." Takumi encouraged, begging his voice wouldn't betray him and crack weakly. Misaki's cries continued as she shook her head drastically against his chest.

"Yes it is. I didn't want to slow down even when everyone told me I should rest. I was selfish, only thinking about not looking weak and not about the three lives I was carrying!" Takumi tightened his grip around Misaki. He hated it when Misaki blamed herself for something she couldn't control. He hated it when she tried to be stronger then he knew she was, and he hated it when she felt weak.

"Misaki, you're not weak, you're the strongest woman I know. This wasn't your fault. The doctor told us that the miscarriage was inevitable, whether you where careful or not. The baby was small, smaller then the others. Y-ou couldn't have preve-nted this, nobody could." Takumi's voice trembled towards the end, but his words hit Misaki strong. She knew deep inside that he was right, she just couldn't believe that one of her babies was gone, without even a chance at life.

"I ju-st, I just can't believe we lost our baby." Misaki's cries had softened to a string of sobs and sniffles. Takumi knew that it would take a while for them to truly except what had happened, however he was glad that Misaki was starting to realise she wasn't the cause. He smiled sadly down at her, planting a small kiss on her forehead.

"I know, but we still have two healthy babies, and we are going to give them as much love as we do for their sibling, and we will not let anything harm them." Misaki smiled up into Takumi's eyes, knowing he was right, they still has two wonderful babies and she would love them as much as she did their father.

"Takumi, I love you." She whispered softly.

"I love you too Misaki." Takumi grinned before brushing his lips against hers. The kiss was gentle but contained all the love both teens had for each other. For they knew that as long as they had each other and their two remaining babies nothing could tear them down or make them happier.

Or so they thought.


And there we go. I hope you guys liked my little cliffy at the end.

I wonder what's gonna happen. Will it be bad or good? Well we will just have to wait and see.

Once again I'm sorry for the late update.

I'm afraid my next update won't be for a while as my final pastry synoptic is coming up with in the next month and I have to practice, but I will try to update as fast as I can.

Until then, Zo-chan over and out!