Let
him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try
to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a
list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And
pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
-The Fray "How to save a life"
This is so not happening. It's all my fault. I caused my mom to cut her finger and that caused my dad to leave. It happened so fast. My father throwing my mother into the crystal glass was horrifying to see and hear. I closed my eyes to brace for the invisible impact.
I could hear the crunch of Uncle Jasper running into Dad and Uncle Emmet pulling him away. Why did this have to happen? I was numb in a world of chaos. This wasn't supposed to happen like this.
I heard Carlisle talking but I didn't listen. I knew I needed to repent. It's like I floated to where I was supposed to be. When I opened my eyes, I was standing in front of Uncle Jasper. I could hear the frantic cries of Alice. I looked over and smiled.
"You know I will be fine, I'll see you soon." I whispered.
I had the strength to pry Uncle Emmet's arms from around the bloodthirsty prisoner in his arms. I pressed my neck into Uncle Jasper's teeth. I let him take over from there
Dying isn't horrible like you think it would be. Part of me was terrified but another was in ecstasy. Darkness shields your vision and everything goes numb with pleasure. I couldn't hear the screams of my aunts as Jasper dug his hands into my back, drawing blood, to pull me closer. Then I felt to more but was incased in warmth. Then I was dead.