I'm just a girl, what's my destiny?
What I've succumbed to is making me numb
I'm just a girl, my apologies
what I've become is so burdensome
I'm just a girl, lucky me
Twiddle-Dum there's no comparison

-No Doubt "Just a Girl"

This couldn't be happening. I haven't even heard of a Selene before, let alone a creator of vampires. I didn't know whether to hug her or praise her.

"Don't worry my child, all will be explained." Selene said calmly.

"Well, sorry to be a little rude but can you explain it now? Please." I asked sheepishly.

She chuckled, her eyes twinkling. I guess I now know how Harry felt when Dumbledore was ever around. She took my hand in hers and traced the heart lines on my palm.

"Your heart line ends between the mounts of Jupiter and Saturn, which means you have emotional depth and great loyalty."

She stopped to trace my life line.

"Your life line very high, which is good and it ends on the mound of the moon. You like traveling but love to go home."

She then engulfed my hand with both of hers. Then I saw things, memories that were not mine.

Blue fire was my special gift. It was special and no other vampire had any powere to compare. I also had the bracelet. Only the "special one" could wear it and that's why the Volturi sent Dylan to infultrate us to see who I could become. Who I was. I could take them all down if I tried hard enough. The bracelets charms went away when I used their specail power was.

I saw my families, the Volturi's and then Jacobs memories. I was filled with guilt, horror, sadness, jealousy and love. I understood my family now. How broken each one were without their loved one and how I was broken without mine. I was Jacob's imprint. Nothing could change that and I would let being dead stop me from being with him.

"Please Selene, let me live. I don't know if I can change anything for the better because it's as perfect as it is. I just want to go home."

Selene smiled and slowly disappeared. The world around me faded to black and I felt like I was in space. I couldn't breath, speak or move my limps. My heartbeat was blaring in my ears and I was floating. Then I hit something cold and hard.

A person kept saying my name over and over again. It rang in my ears as a soft whisper but got louder.

"pj...Pj......PJ.........PJJJJJJ!!!!"

My eyes snapped open to find my little Riley staring at me happily.