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Michiyo : ...

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Michiyo : You'd better be :D Anyway, we don't own Shugo Chara in any way, cause if we did, then Tadagay would be thrown in the volcano :3

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Chapter 13 : Rain, quarrels, twisted thoughts

-normal POV, in a park-

''I just don't get it."

Her words were blown away by the chilly wind.

"What did I do wrong?" she whispered as she seated herself in a swing.

"Oh, I know… I was wrong to trust him. I was wrong because I thought of him day and night. And now… "

The charas looked at her with stunned eyes. They didn't know what happened to Amu since they waited for her outside the hospital.

Even with the bangs covering her face, in the distance, two familiar figures could notice it was her, and that she was crying.

"Amu-chan?" Her mom approached, Ami remaining in the sandbox, playing.

"What are you doing here?" Amu asked coldly, nearly shaking.

"I brought Ami in the park to play, let's go home, you'll catch a co-"

"Leave me alone!" She jumped away from the swing and wiped her tears.

"I will never forgive you for introducing Tsukiyomi Ikuto into my life! Do you hear me?!"

"Amu-chan... Is something wrong? What did he do to you?"

"Oh! It's nothing much really. He just… I don't know… Ruined my life?" Amu said sarcastically.

"Amu-chan, whatever he did to you, you need to ignore it and act like nothing's wrong. You need him! For my sake! Who knows when we'll ever find such a rich guy like him these days and…"

"I said leave me alone! How can you be like this?" She yelled, turning to run. As she ran away, the rain started.

"I love walking in the rain. No one knows I`m crying..." The charas followed her speechless, until she got under a thick tree. Silence then followed, until Ran spoke up.

"So… Who's hungry?"

Miki and Suu both turned to shoot her a glare, as Ran cowered.

"Amu-chan. This can't go on forever. It's either now or never. You have to find Ikuto and tell him how much you hate… or in this case… LOVE him." Miki stated.

"That's right. We can't just go on running off and suffering in pain alone, while he gets his fun." Suu added on.

"They're right! And as soon as we get this over, we can get some food!" Ran cheered.

"RAN!" Miki and Suu shouted in unison.

Amu sighed. She knew her Charas were right. But… Just how was she going to face him.

Miki read her expression and said, "You could just go up to him and ask for the truth, you know."

Amu looked up.

"What? You expect me to say 'Hey Ikuto. Why the fuck were you with another woman'? That's just makes me sound desperate to get him back." Amu shook her head.

"… Well… You could use that word in another form though… I mean, you've done it with him before, haven't you? Well you could test it out by his uhm… willingness and… touch… and lips… and nois-" Miki suggested carefully, before she was interrupted.

"Stop it!" Amu burried her face in her knees. Some raindrops were leaking from the leaves onto her shoulders. What Miki said made Amu remember the nights she spent with Ikuto. Now she wasn't so happy about being only his.

"...I was just a toy. One with which he could satisfy his phisycal needs. I can`t believe how stupid I was."

Her warm tears rolled down her cold face, her hair was rumpled and her lips here dry. "He did it because he loves you, Amu" Miki whispered. "Ikuto isn't that way. God knows what may have happened between the nurse and Ikuto. But there is one thing you need to believe in : Ikuto loves you. You're the most important for him."

"How can you be sure?" Amu asked as she looked the other way.

Miki blushed."Yoru told me..."

"Yoru?!" Ran grinned. "So that's how it is..."

"Shh!" Suu put her little hand over her mouth. "We have other things to discuss right now."

Miki continued "Go back. And step over that cursed b.. yeah. So what do you say?"

"No! It's his problem to look for me and make me forgive him"

"C'mon Amu-chan! This is the time you need to throw away that egotist character. For Ikuto at least."

Miki didn't receive an answer. Amu just stared longly in the rain and nodded.

Soon after, the charas could hear a silent 'Let's go home' and followed Amu in the cold rain.

-Amu-s house, normal POV-

Amu's wet clothes made her sneeze as she approached her garden. She wasn't in the mood to talk to her parents now. She was ready to jump, making a chara change with Ran, but noticed blue patches somewhere on her balcony, in the rain.

'Ikuto-kun and Yoru?' Miki poked Amu.

'I left the door locked...' She whispered back panicking, not knowing what to do next.

-End of the chapter-

Michiyo : Again cliffy? D:

Ada : No cliffies = no reviews :D Btw sorry for the short chapter x.x I rushed it and I kinda changed the ending... She was supposed to run away LOL.

Michiyo : Still no Amuto T_T And why would you make her run away? *glare*

Ada : That's why I DIDN'T made her run away :D And there will be Amuto :D if you review :) And I know the title sucks ;D I wanted to warn you how 'good' is Amu's day .w.