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Chapter: 11

Title: Bittersweet Benson

Summary:Detectives Olivia and Elliot are known for their compatibility and performance as partners in the SVU. While a partnership like theirs would usually result in one bad mishap, the two seem to have their feelings undercontrol. While everyone can clearly see they have deep feelings of unconfessed love for each other, cliche they themselves have not noticed. How hard is it to supress such emotions when they are together? Just how trying are their lives as partners? What happens when the two are put through severe trials in order to test their loyalty, trust, devotion, honor, and their love? Just how far will the other go in order to protect their secretly beloved? Read to see how the Gravity of their love is defined.

A/N: Wow, just watched the episode "Fault." I swear that ep brings me to tears everytime I see it, sigh. T'is what I get for being such an EO shipper and romantic! I seriously hope that Olivia's new beau debuting soon isn't for good. I think Elliot is the best thing for her. I mean, obviously their love is unconditional. He'll do anything for her and vice versa. She'd die for him, vice versa... So, whats the deal? Hm? Dick Wolf? Care to tell us why you have not given us what we desire!? You do know the ratings would go up if those two threw in the towel... There are so many things that could happen, so much romance could be interwoven with cases and interrogation rooms...

Ahem. Let me get my mind out of the gutter :)

Glad everyone seemed to be fine with the kiss. Happy to know no one is bored yet. And I am very surprised at how many reviews I have gotten so far. I know I say this every chapter, but seriously, THANK YOU FOR REVIEWING AND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CONTINUE TOO!! I am obsessed with reviews :) And you all know I love you, so of course, you can show me love as well..haha.

This chapter, Liv's thoughts more so than Elliots. I need to pick her brain abit, find out what I can do with the obvious attraction and feelings for El. Perhaps even throw in a few pervy lines... Better yet, why don't I just put my mind back into the gutter LOL I'm sure you all wouldn't mind, seeing as how everyone loves EO smut. You guys are just as perverted as me ;) Shame, shame on us eh? But who cares! Its EO!! Two sexy detectives. Yeah, I need to write a smut for them now! So, you will be getting a smut, but not for this story... yet. A Night to Remember will have its smut chapter up soon, so whether you read this new chappy first or that one... Just so you know there is an EO smut to satisfy you all.

For now.

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Her body seemed to move on its own accord as her hand gently pulled his head down to her more. Olivia surrendered her entire being to him that instant; the instant she'd awaken to find the man of her deepest desires kissing her. She wasn't complaining. Hell, she thought he would never give in to temptation. Lord knows how many times she'd been imagining their first kiss. She had been trying her damnedest to be a good little girl, keeping her hands and mouth to herself, only to have the man she'd been lusting after put his on her.

Olivia responded enthusiastically to his kiss, opening her mouth to allow him any access he wanted. And he took full advantage as his tongue slipped through the opening she had provided. He waited patiently for her to accept the exchange, and when he felt her own appendage come into a brief contact with his, he felt as if he had died and gone to heaven. It was amazing at how such a simple gesture could whirl his mind into a frenzy. As her lips moved softly against his, feeling her tongue rake across the roof of his mouth, his free hand made its way up to her face. He cupped the side of her cheek, brushing his thumb along her skin.

She didn't know why she had kissed him back. All she knew was that she was glad she had. The kiss was breathtaking and they barely caressed tongues!

Elliot had been the one to pull away, only after taking her bottom lip between his for a short peck. Her eyes were dark, the most brilliant shade of brown. He smiled, brushing her hair behind her ear as he stared deeply into her orbs. God, he could get lost in them. Her hand gently caressed the back of his neck, fingers kneading the spot so softly he felt like he were being touched by an angel.

"El, not that I'm complaining, but what was that kiss for?" The question nearly rolled off her tongue, a subtle smirk gracing the lips he'd just kissed. Elliot suddenly felt like a school boy with an enormous crush on the popular gal. He didn't know what to say, and her eyes were so inviting, yet so guarded. She stared at him impassively.

Only Olivia could do that. Make one look say a thousand words and nothing at all simultaneously.

He looked like a deer in headlights as he pulled back from her. Confusion set in. Why was he pulling away from her? Olivia narrowed her eyes, tilting her head as she squeezed his hand.

"You can't just kiss a girl and not tell her what it was for Elliot." She soothed, smiling. "I already told you I wasn't complaining. If anything, I think you should've waited until I was awake first." The innocently stated invitation didn't slip by him as he allowed himself the closeness he had before, his face near hers. He wasn't sure if she had heard his confession, but at the moment, he that didn't really matter. She'd been asleep for so long, all he wanted to do was listen to her voice... Or kiss her. Either way, something great came of it.

"Yeah, well I didn't want to risk getting my ass kicked." The small joke caused her to laugh; music to his ears. "That wouldn't go down too well at the precinct."

"Why not? Everyone already knows I could kick your ass anytime I wanted." She mocked, sending a playful glare up at him. The innuendo presented now wasn't new to them, however, they felt as if they were on a different level now. The kiss had both stole their breath, and amazed them. Elliot never thought a kiss could be so deep and sensual. He had never experienced a feeling like that when he kissed Kathy. Hell, even when he and Kathy had sex, the feeling wasn't there. It was just that.

Sex.

The word meant nothing but a sexual exchange. Though, whenever he fantasized about Olivia, it was so much more than a meaningless fuck. Constantly she inhabited his mind; making him crazy. He didn't know how many times they'd gone into an interrogation room and he wanted to push her up against the wall. He didn't know how many times he had wanted to clear their desks off and take her then and there. His eyes never left her; never wanted to drift from her dazzling figure.

Olivia, of course, fantasized about the same exact things. As she laid there in the hospital bed, a small fantasy was playing out in the back of her mind. Urging her to quench the hunger she had for him. For too long had she waited for this man. For too long had she held back things she knew she should've let out the first time they'd ever made eye contact. The first day they met.

Course, she didn't really know how it would sound, 'Elliot, I know we just met and all, but I'm madly in love with you, will you divorce your wife and marry me?'

Yeah... She could definitely see that taking a turn for the worst. But, it didn't stop her from continuing to fall for her dashing partner. She knew the feelings would be forbidden. She knew they couldn't be together because of the job. Yet, it didn't stop her still. The poor woman only fell harder for him, and thus lost a bit of herself in the process. Time was something she never really had, yet she spent it on waiting for the man in front of her. For the man she'd always wanted, but could never have. And even now, he was off limits. Kathy still hadn't signed the divorce papers like they'd hoped.

"How's Kathy?" At the sudden question, Elliot backed away. He was confused. She was just prompting him to kiss her again. And now she was completely retreating back into her shell. Clearing his throat, he shrugged his shoulders, seating himself.

"I don't know. I haven't seen her since earlier." He admitted, smiling at the fact her hand was still tightly gripped with his. Maybe there was a chance for them after all. She was obviously open to a change. She'd been open for years. Though, they seemed at a loss onto how to take their relationship to the next level. Neither wanted to ruin their friendship, and both were afraid of the possible pain that was involved.

Olivia never wanted to be a home wrecker. She didn't want to be the cause of breaking up Elliot's family. She couldn't do that to his kids.

"You should go see her Elliot." Her insistance on these matters were annoying at times, and now more than ever, he wanted to silence her. He knew the best possible way, but felt as if she weren't in the mood anymore.

"Don't Liv. I don't want to see her. I just wanna be here, with you." She looked at him appreciatively, knowing Elliot would be one to tell the truth about such things. Since she'd returned from Oregon, he'd opened up to her. They'd made another silent pact to let out what need be said. With a few minor exceptions of course. But that wasn't one of them. Anything involving Kathy was said out right, front and center.

A few knocks startled them both as they turned to see Alex and Casey standing in the door way with Cragen and the guys behind them. Olivia smiled, her eyes lighting up when she saw her 'family' step into the room.

"Hey baby girl, how are ya feelin?" Fin asked, making his way to her side for a hug. Dropping her partners hand, she smiled, hugging them one by one.

"Easy there boys. She's injured." Casey smiled, giving her a kiss on the cheek. "I brought you a change of clothes. Figured you want to change into something clean as soon as your discharged."

"Which is tomorrow. The doctor wants to keep you over night for observation." Cragen chimed, shoving his hands into his pockets. "You did a very brave thing Olivia, and I couldn't be more proud. I'm giving you a couple days off."

"Captain, I'm fine really, I-" Her protest was cut short, her superior pulling rank once more.

"That's an order detective." She couldn't argue with that. Cragen shot a glance to Elliot. "You too, Elliot. I want you at Liv's, watching over her."

Apparently they'd all been caught off guard as the room turned silent. Alex raised her brows, a smirk replacing her innocent expression.

Olivia chuckled dryly, casting a small glance at Elliot whom had been staring at her with a fascinated look. She hated that look. The one that he preserved for her; to make her cream in her panties. Of all times, she had to become aroused now! And she couldn't just slip he hand beneath the sheets and relieve herself, not at the moment.

"You sure thats a good idea Captain?" Munch chirped. "Olivia might end up pregnant." The man really was a perverted, hopeless romantic.

"Munch!" Olivia and Elliot both exclaimed simultaneously. The tension in the room had just increased, not to mention the pressure was building up inside of both partners.

"If Olivia ends up pregnant, I'll jump for joy." Alex smiled, walking over to her favorite detectives side and placing a gentle kiss on her forehead. "God knows we've all been waiting too long for you to settle down." Olivia offered a warm smile, remaining silent. She'd love nothing more than to bare Elliots child. "Well, Casey and I had better get back to the office. Jack wants our case reports in by tomorrow morning."

"Yeah, we've gotta wrap up this case." Fin sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. Olivia thanked them all for coming, watching as her friends left the room only to leave her with Elliot and Cragen.

"How is the case going? Did you find out anything on the bodies that were in the truck?" Detective mode seemed to kick in like second nature. She didn't know when exactly it had started to seem so natural, but then again, what was to expected after ten years of the profession?

"A serial killer partnered up with a rapist in Florida. The two have been raping and killing exotic dancers along the east coast. Each woman had a distinct preference. Brown hair and blue eyes."

"So it was personal?"

"Apparently. Huang came to the conclusion that a brunette blue-eyed beauty broke both their hearts."

"So the sick bastard took it out on every woman that fit the profile." Olivia could see Elliot's anger flash through his eyes. Those blue orbs were a gate way into his soul, and they allowed her the fortunate privilege to see every emotion he was feeling. Cragen had begun talking once more. He was giving details on the cargo case, but she didn't seem to pay any attention. Her current interest of topic was sitting right beside her, seemingly into whatever Cragen was saying.

She knew he wouldn't leave her side tonight; knew that when Cragen stepped out of the room, an uncomfortable silence would probably set it. She'd heard every single word he'd said earlier, and wanted nothing more than to tell him how she truly felt.

"See ya in a couple days Cap'n." She heard Elliot say, her heart started to pound when they were finally left alone. He was staring at her now, almost expectantly. What to do...

She didn't think now would be the right time to tell him that she'd heard him. To tell him that he was her first thought when she awoke in the mornings, and that he was her last thought before she called it a night. She didn't know how to tell him that she'd be in love with him for ten years, and had been scared to admit such things. How could she? She was still afraid!

She was afraid of being with him. Afraid of waking up next to him and going to sleep with him. She was afraid of what could happen to him if she let him get that close.

"You should get some rest Liv." Her eyes darted to his, seeing the small smile on his face. She was tempted to ask him to slip into the bed next to her. But decided against it.

"You can go home Elliot. I'll be fine." She suggested, but her tone told him all he needed to know.

"I think I'll enjoy sleeping here with you." He smirked, preparing to lay back in the chair.

'What the hell.'

"Thats got to be uncomfortable El." She smiled, scooting over. She patted the bed next to her. "As long as you don't kick and hog the blankets, I won't push your ass on the floor."

He chuckled. She was inviting him again, and he accepted whole heartedly.

She smiled when he climbed in next to her, careful not to hurt her. Her heart was racing when she felt her own body relax into his. Her head fell against his chest, his arm draping over her protectively.

'So this is what it feels like to sleep with Elliot Stabler...'

Her arm wrapped itself around is torso, her leg reaching over to wrap itself around him.

'I could get more than used to this.'

A/N:I sense a smut happening soon with this couple... Mwaha. Perhaps if I get enough reviews, the next chapter will be a very hot smut ;) So get to reviewing loves! This smut is going per request!