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Chapter: 13

Title: Where Her Heart Is

Summary:Detectives Olivia and Elliot are known for their compatibility and performance as partners in the SVU. While a partnership like theirs would usually result in one bad mishap, the two seem to have their feelings undercontrol. While everyone can clearly see they have deep feelings of unconfessed love for each other, cliche they themselves have not noticed. How hard is it to suppress such emotions when they are together? Just how trying are their lives as partners? What happens when the two are put through severe trials in order to test their loyalty, trust, devotion, honor, and their love? Just how far will the other go in order to protect their secretly beloved? Read to see how the Gravity of their love is defined.

A/N: I am too damn anxious to stay still, so I need to be in some type of motion! My fingers need to be busy so I don't tear my hair out... The new SVU ep is coming on the TWO hours!! Time is a cruel cruel bastard. Wish I had TiVo, mwaha. But then again, I am probably too stupid to know how to work it ;) I am useless most of the time. Unless it involves writing, SVU, anime, SVU, writing, watching TV... Did I mention SVU?

So you see, I'm a very optimistic multi-talented type of gal ;) Another YouTube vid alert, you know you love it when I am nice and share my findings :) The vid is EO of course (what the hell else would it be?? Hm?) Its called Missing E/O. The song is Missing (Dur!) by Evanescence. Can't find the vid in the search, just go to youtube-

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Also, I am glad to know my A/N's make you guys laugh :) It makes me happy to know I can put smiles on all those beautiful faces! Happy people is good karma. And good karma means I'm escaping hell for a while ;) Mwaha. And it seems that my A/N's and random A/N's motivate people. Never knew I could inspire someone! Now, about that Kurt guy. Terribly sorry to his fans; but I think he should swallow a knife. (Why does that sound so damn familiar??) I seriously think that bag of douche needs to just go crawl in a hole and rot. Better yet, lets just throw him off a cliff and be done with it, aye? AYE!

Okay, on with the fic shall we? I found it hard to control my perverted mind, but I simply could not resist... So there is more smut in this chapter :) See what happens when I go that route? I let my mind wander and it finds itself in a gutter to play in. The wheels are turnin but I'm fucking doggy-paddling in this damn gutter! Toss me a life line so I know to return to shore will ya?... you guys would so let me drown just so you can get more smut, wouldn't yous ;) Lil' evils! But thats okay... I will forgive you if you review :) Deal?..or No deal?! Mwahaha... Better be deal otherwise I won't update for a really long time ;) Yanno, because I am just so evil like that... -cough- Not to mention lazy -cough-

Seriously though, things to come in the newest installments of Gravity of Love; El and Liv need a shower, Synthia's real identity is revealed, Kathy's unfortunate luck ( Like we care! Mwahahaha!! Hate her, Love Liv!) sends her to the hospital and she finally does something worth while (I still hate her.) Dani's dumb-fucking-ass thinks she can get Elliot to come back to her; dumb bish! And IAB goes round and round with our two detectives :) Not to worry, they aren't getting split up. I could never do that, I'd kick my own ass.

One last thing before I let you get to the fun part, (I realize my A/N's tend to be rather long. Sorry bout that. I just love to ramble... You know. Since you guys are such great listeners ;o)) Mariska Hargitay's E! True Hollywood Story is on this friday at 9/8 C. Thought you guys would like to know if you don't already. Well, on that note, lets see whats in store!

Read. Review. Enjoy!

After what could only be described as the most amazing night ever; Elliot and Olivia needed more than a pick me up to get their asses going. And what a better pick me up than a nice hot shower? Olivia seemed to think their wasn't, and Elliot wholly agreed with her. Not that he would ever turn down a chance to shower with Detective Olivia Benson. Who in their right mind would ever do such a thing? It should be a sin not to experience something this pure with a woman. Or at least, that was how Elliot felt. Having never had the privilege to be so close; so open with this woman, he felt as if anything that came crashing on their shoulders wouldn't rival them the slightest. Although, he had yet to go through the day.

Currently, the duo were stumbling up the stairs to her apartment. His lips were on hers, his body pressed against her own as she fumbled backwards towards her door. Her back hit the surface, and she moaned softly. She could feel his hardness pressing against her, and it only made her wetter than ever. God, the things this man could do with his amazing bod...

Not to mention his hands. Olivia shivered at the thought; realizing that this time, they weren't in such a hurry. He was going to take his time once they were behind closed doors. He was going to pleasurably torture her until she begged him to take her. The thought only fueled her desire as she finally managed to get her door open.

Right she had been; no sooner than she had stepped in, she found her back pressed against the now closed, and locked, door. Elliot's lips had begun to assault her neck with powerful wet kisses. Her body jerked at the feeling, her head tilting to the side almost naturally as her body molded into his like second nature.

'How in the hell did I ever manage to go this long without having this man?' Her mind questioned once before her coherency was completely washed away with his next move.

"Oh, Elliot..." She moaned passionately, almost breathlessly when he gripped the back of her thighs and hoisted her up so she was pinned between him and the door. His hands squeezed her thick backside as he padded over to her room, dropping her on the bed. At first, she thought he was going to repeat last night; but then he leaned in, capturing her lips in a passionate embrace. "Mmm.."

Elliot slipped his tongue past her lips, savoring the taste of her. She only complied; thrusting her own against his in a battle for dominance. She hated that he always won; he always slowed down their pace.

Which was slightly odd.

Usually the male wanted to push through to their animal desires; but Elliot was different. While he took his time, imprinting himself languidly upon her, she wanted to ravish him. She wanted to push him back and have her way with him. She wanted to let the animal inside out; to let him know how she felt. To let him know how much she wanted him, needed him. How much she loved him.

"Elliot." She whispered, her voice husky. The blue eyed man stared into her eyes, wanting to know what it was she wished to say. Truth was, she still needed to tell him that she had heard him that day in the hospital. She still needed to tell him just how much she cared. She still needed to confess her own undying love.

"Yeah, Liv?" That damn smile again. 'Why does he do that?' He knew how that smile affected her. The one that completely made her melt and burn.

"Never mind." She husked, pulling his shirt over his head. Piece by piece, their clothes were scattered all over her bedroom; the new lovers were oblivious to the fact. Elliot's hands began their fortunate roaming.

Unlike last night; he hadn't gotten the chance to exlpore her as thoroughly as he wanted. Such a crime did not go unnoticed by the detective. He planned on investigating such a scene tonight.

Olivia writhed in pleasure beneath him; reeling at the feel of his hands sliding down her stomach and over her thighs. His lips began their journey, starting at her neck before wandering to her collar bone, and then to the swell of her breasts. He paid particular attention to the teasing spot, earning a groan followed by a deep throated moan as his thumbs drifted over the sides of her breasts. She was silently cursing him for taking his time. Her legs rose off the bed, thighs brushing against his sides. It was his turn to moan.

Hearing the small sound of pleasure roll from his working lips, she grinned. Olivia knew all to well she had just found Elliot Stablers pressure point. And so, she lifted her hips while keeping her thighs looming against his ribs. The head of his stiff cock brushed against her center. He nearly came right then; but held back as he took a nipple into his mouth; flicking his tongue over the hardened flesh.

Olivia's body spiraled in pleasure, both at the feeling of his tongue and his throbbing erection threatening to penetrate her swollen pussy. Every coherent thought she could have mustered was now lost in translation, for her body seemed to burn with desire. Her hips bucked; sending a jolt throughout his body. His rigid cock sank into her slowly, causing her body to arch in sheer pleasure. Her mouth opened as her eyes closed, her head tilted back while her nails dug into his back. Her vocal chords seemed strained as an inaudible moan ripped through her. Tears stung the corners of her eyes from such pleasure. He was driving her over the edge and he wasn't even fully inside of her! When her body seemed to relax, feeling her walls contract around him, he started to move.

He impaled himself into her minutely, slowly driving himself into her repeatedly. His deep grunts and moans were almost as loud as hers. He slid his hands along her sides, eyes washing over her body. Her head was tilted back slightly, her eyes were closed, lips parted as she moaned. He smiled; feeling like the luckiest man ever to be in bed with Olivia Benson. And she was enjoying it immensely.Her long, tan and toned legs wrapped themselves around his waist, pulling him farther into her. Elliot only moaned as her inner walls fluttered and contracted around his shaft, making it almost impossible to breathe.

Olivia's chest was rising and falling rapidly as she opened her eyes, seeing his blue orbs staring right back at her. She smiled wide, pulling him to her more so there was no space at all between their sweating bodies.

Not long after their first session, Elliot had Olivia up against the shower wall. Her legs were on either side of him, his hands palming her thighs as he held her up. The friction pumping between them wasn't enough for them and they began grinding into each other as hard as they could. His mouth devoured hers passionately. Her head tilted to the side slightly to deepen the kiss as she slid her tongue along the roof of his mouth, feeling his own appendage rake beneath her tongue. Her hips thrusted forward, bucking while he thrusted; keeping in the motion. Elliot broke off from her lips, traveling his down her neck. The brunette detective moaned as she arched her back and tilted her head to the side, her hand coming up to his hair as she slid the other along his back.

Feeling the pressure build in the pit of their stomachs, they pulled back to look into each others eyes before Elliot gave a particularly hard thrust, eliciting a loud scream from Olivia as she arched and held to him.

"Elliot!" Her body was coming off its high, and the only thing she could do was breathe laboredly and lay her head against his shoulder as his rested on hers. The hot shower water beat down on their skin, washing away the perspiration and juices the two had left on each other. "Oh my God... El.." She whispered, feeling his throbbing cock still sheathed deep within her pulsating cunt.

"Fuck, Olivia..." He moaned, tilting his head back to let out his breath. The woman trapped between him and the shower wall only smirked as she tightened her arms around his neck.

"I never knew you were so great in bed." She grinned, earning a kiss from him. She prayed that this wasn't only a one time thing. Being with him felt so good.

"I never knew you were so aroused in the shower." He quipped, letting her body slid down off of his as he reached to the side for the shower gel. He lathered his hands together, staring down at her with dark eyes. "Dirty girl." He mocked, kissing her head as he brought his hands down her arms and back. Olivia leaned forward, setting her head against his chest as she sighed with the largest smile on her face. She felt like she was soaring above the clouds. Her body seemed so relaxed around him. And his hands were definitely amazing.

Elliot focused himself on his current goal; making sure his Liv was clean as a whistle. He gently massaged her back as he lathered his hands more. The feeling of him made her nipples harden more, and he only grinned. He slid his hands down farther, cupping her ass and earning a moan from her. God, he loved her ass. It was perfect. Hands down the best one he'd ever seen. After finishing his ministrations on her back side, he swiftly turned her around and began washing down her front. His hands traveled down over her breasts, his thumbs lingering on her hardened flesh before drifting lower to her abdomen. She bit her lip and leaned back against him; his hands dipping between her thighs. She could feel his rock hard length against her behind, and she only smirked.

He found himself wondering what it would be like to take her from behind. Before he could ponder and take action, their phones rang. The two groaned in annoyance as they rinsed off and stepped out, wrapping a towel around themselves before stepping into her bedroom to retrieve the ringing nuisances.

"Benson." Olivia answered, her voice refreshed and coated with life. Elliot grabbed his phone, making his way to the bathroom with his clothes in hand. "I'll be right there." She stated, hanging up and dressing quickly. After the intense session she had just finished with Elliot, she didn't want to be sucked back into the vortex of the SVU. But it was inevitable. Elliot emerged with a nod and a subtle smirk. Today could turn out to be the worst day of their lives, yet he doubted it would ruin the feeling he got when around his partner. Her smiling face gripped him; claimed him. And he was now hers. Completely.

"Seems like you made an impression on that little girl. She keeps asking for you." Elliot smiled, wrapping his arms around her waist. The feeling was new to her, and the gesture was the sweetest thing a man could do.

"I know. We'd better get down there." She smiled, closing her eyes when he kissed her lips gently. She could definitely get used to that.

Stepping into the precinct proved to be their undoing as the two were quickly separated. Elliot was pulled off for court, and Olivia was placed in the childs interrogation room with Synthia.

"Livia!" The small girl shouted with a bright smile on her pudgy face. Olivia only smiled brightly as she kneeled down and hugged the girl. "I missed you!"

"I missed you too sweety." Olivia smiled, tickling the small girl. Synthia giggled and ran over to the small table. She'd colored another picture, and the detective was laughing gently at the giddy child.

'Don't get attached.' She told herself as she sat down, gazing at the colorful art of a six year old.

"Whatcha got here?" Liv asked, picking up the picture with a woman, a man, and a little girl holding hands in a park. The two in the pic had badges, much like her and Elliot.

"I drew this picture for you Livia."

"I see. Is that you?" Olivia smiled, pointing to the small girl standing in front of the couple. Synthia nodded, giggling as she leaned into Olivias side. "And who are those two? Your mommy and daddy?" Glancing over to the girl, Synthia smiled and set her finger on the woman with brown hair.

"Mommy Livia, and daddy Elwiot." Her finger moved to the mans picture, and Olivia's heart instantly sank to the pit of her stomach. This little girl was definitely making an impression on her. There was a knock at the two way mirror and Olivia set the picture down as she stood.

"I'm going to get something to drink. You want any food honey?"

"I good!" The girl smiled, taking out a crayon. "Livia go ahead, I will draw more pictures for mommy Livia and daddy Elwiot!"

Smiling, Olivia nodded as she patted the childs back gently before stepping out of the room. Casey stood with her arms wrapped around her protectively.

"Casey?" Olivia asked with a narrowed brow. "Whats wrong?"

"Alice Jesse died this morning." Casey sighed, staring at the happy child in the room. Olivia felt her heart drop as she inhaled. "Ms. Jesse had just adopted Synthia the day of the crash. She was a good friend of Synthia's mother."

"So she's all alone now."

The sorrow in Olivia's eyes nearly drained Casey, but the ADA just nodded her head.

"We're putting her back into the system. DYFS and ACS are battling over who should get the girl."

"DYFS is in New Jersey, why would they want her?"

"Because she was born and raised there until last year. Synthia was supposed to be placed into their custody and then they all fled the state."

"Why would they keep their real names? DYFS could have easily found them."

"They did." And the truth was out. Olivia narrowed her eyes as she stared at the child. "Her mothers real name was Jennifer Benson. Her fathers was Harold Benson, and her brothers was Simon Benson."

Olivia's eyes widened, her head turning to Casey. She knew she had a brother Simon, but could she have had other siblings? Casey grabbed her hand, holding it and squeezing gently.

"What does that mean?" She asked, eyes watering. "Casey, what does that mean? What are you telling me?"

"That little girl is your niece." Olivia turned at the voice, spotting Alex and Haung standing in the doorway. Silent tears made their way down Olivia's face.

"How?" She whispered so softly, only Casey could hear.

"Simon never told you that you had another brother, Harold. He was beat by your father, and he left at an early age. He disappeared until last year when DYFS found out about him abusing Jennifer and the kids."

Olivia swallowed hard, feeling Haung's hand come into contact with her arm.

"If you like, we could talk about this in my office." His soft voice was calming. "Olivia, its hard dealing with new revelations."

But the only thing that could calm her right now was Elliot.

"Whats her real name?" Olivia asked, wiping her eyes.

"Carly Benson." Alex smiled gently, setting the files she had down on the table. "Olivia, you have a niece. She should know who you really are."

"I can't go in there and tell her that." Olivia stated, breath hitching slightly. "She lost everything."

"She hasn't lost you." Haung smiled, turning his attention to the smiling girl. "She trusts you Olivia. She recognizes your last name as her own. Why do you think she's already begun calling you mommy Livia?"

"She just wants to fill in that void..." Olivia tried reasoning, but it seemed she knew she were wrong as she glanced down. "She called Elliot daddy Elliot, George. Elliot has no relation to this."

"Because you are so close with him. She knows the bond." Casey quipped before grabbing her brief case. "Alex and I have a few things to take care of. You'll find the adoption papers inside Jennifers file." And with that, Olivia was left with Haung.

The forensic psychiatrist stood silent as he observed Olivia. She seemed deep in thought as she stared at the small child. She'd always wanted a baby; everyone knew that. It was no secret anymore. Whenever a case involved a child, Olivia was first to respond. She'd gone undercover so many times. She even went undercover for a sixteen year old whose mother was being raped and beaten in jail. Olivia was almost raped herself then as well, if it hadn't been for Fin. She remembered how long it took her to open up to Elliot after that. (A/N: Last nights ep was awesome!) And now she would do anything for her only family left.

"OLIVIA!" Elliot shouted, running after her as she chased down a perp. The man had just busted out of Simons apartment, leaving her brother dead and shot. Tears burned her eyes as she ran faster, not caring that Elliot was chasing her. She wanted revenge. Simon had been her only family. She had nothing now.

"Freeze!" Olivia shouted, coming to a stop as the man reached a dead end. He held up his hands, turning to her with a smirking face. Blood was all over him, and he was laughing at her.

"Detective Benson I presume. The pictures don't do you justice. Your one sexy woman." She hadn't been the least bit appalled by the man, and she only took a few steps forward. Her hands were shaking as she held the gun. God, how she had wanted to pull the trigger.

"Drop your weapon." She demanded. Her glock pointed straight for his head. The man didn't do as commanded. "I said drop it now!"

"Your partner is coming up behind you. I wonder what would happen if I had an accomplice." Olivia's eyes narrowed, confusion setting in.

"What?"

"You heard me. Yeah, I shot your brother. But I didn't carve the name Benson into his chest." Her heart had instantly sank as she heard the yell. She turned, spotting her partner bleeding on the ground.

"Elliot..." She whispered, starting his way. The man behind her was laughing as the other man stood above Elliot with a smirk. Rage blinded her, and she fired her weapon. The man holding the knife fell to the ground. Olivia turned and fired at the second man who decided begging was an option. Like a heartless killer, she pulled the trigger and then dropped her gun as sobs tore through her. She ran to him; picking him up and holding him against her body as she called for a bus. Her partner only stared at her, and she whispered to him, her hand pressing on the wound in his side.

The night haunted her like a plague. She had almost lost it all on that night. IAB had been on them ever since. Haung noted her distant look, and gently patted her back before stepping out. Olivia drew in a breath before walking back into the room.

Elliot was glad to have finally been out of court. He hated days when he had to attend. They were long and boring, and he yearned to see Olivia. When he finally returned to his desk, he spotted his Liv looking rather distant as she sat at her desk.

"Liv?" He asked, his hand touching her shoulder. Munch eyed them, knowing the two never touched at work. Olivia felt relief flood through her as she awoke from her revere and looked up at him.

"Elliot, theres something I have to tell you." She began, watching as he sat on the corner of her desk.

"Shoot." He smiled, thinking it weren't something so serious. The look on his face told him otherwise and he sat down in the chair beside her desk. "Olivia, whats wrong?"

The beautiful detective opened her mouth to reply when Elliot's oldest daughter came barreling into the room with tears pouring down her face. The two detectives instantly put whatever was going to be said aside as they stood.

"Kat? Whats wrong? What is it?"

"Mom's dying."

Both Elliot and Olivia traded gazes, their hearts sinking. What was once a perfect day had just took a turn for the worst.

A/N:It sure as hell didn't take a turn for the worst with us! Hah! OMG!! Last nights episode was so fucking good!! I nearly pissed my pants when that fucking CO bitch went after Liv!! I was shouting at the tv and I couldn't stay still! Oh, how dare that ugly ass bitch of a man try to rape our Liv!! Grr.. Okay. I will talk about that episode more in the next A/N. My A/N's are like stories, haha. Can't wait for next weeks ep!! Hate Kurt though, Love Elliot. And I saw the part when Olivia put an arm around Els neck during the previews for the new ep...anyone else catch that? Oh, I am itching to see the next eppy!! Oh well. REVIEW PLEASE!! :)

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