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Chapter: 15
Title: Shadow
Summary:Detectives Olivia and Elliot are known for their compatibility and performance as partners in the SVU. While a partnership like theirs would usually result in one bad mishap, the two seem to have their feelings undercontrol. While everyone can clearly see they have deep feelings of unconfessed love for each other, cliche they themselves have not noticed. How hard is it to suppress such emotions when they are together? Just how trying are their lives as partners? What happens when the two are put through severe trials in order to test their loyalty, trust, devotion, honor, and their love? Just how far will the other go in order to protect their secretly beloved? Read to see how the Gravity of their love is defined.
A/N:Zipidee Doo Da... Updating again. I just have so much free time, you know? Turning down parties, movies, events, and everything else just so I can give you guys ans update (and make sure I don't lose any readers!) What I would do without my reviews... Hell, I do not know... Maybe I'd go find the hole we shoved Kurt in and kick his ass or taunt him a bit. Throw scorpions down there and watch him scream... Mwahaha. So you see, review so I don't have to subject myself to seeing that fago's ugly mug. Please?
Someone asked me in a PM is I did requests, story requests... I do. Just to clear that up, its the second time I've been asked that. So if some of you have an idea but are too lazy to sit and type, (no comment) lemme know. I never take credit for requested stories.
Okay, no that that is cleared up...
I love how all of us are dissing on Kurt and his character hasn't even been introduced yet. LMAO. Its like we're out to get that son of a B as soon as his face hits the screen. Hell, we're out to get him right now! LOL. How sad. His character is just so lame and he is just so ugly and old, we don't give a damn about verbally abusing him. We could type all day, just cuss words and nasty lil things bout his lil nasty ass, but he ain't worth the effort or the time. I only take the time to express my hate about him and its just fucking fun to call him names :) I feel like quick draw mcgraw when it comes to putting his ass down. But, I will rest on his case until next tuesday. Yes, Kurt, you get a break from my foul mouth for now you douche bag ass basturd (as DisneyGirl829 says) butt pirate son of a ugly mole penis... Ewwww.. I rest my fucking case, and I digress!
Now onto the more interesting topic of EO! Love them, hate anyone else paired with them. Hate Kathy, Hate Dani, Hated Rebecca when she seemed to have a lil somethin somethin goin with El, Hate KURT!! You douche silo fago fag!
EO! EO! EO! I seriously hope they get together this damn season. I'm a very impatient person and waiting this long is NOT good! LOL. I think the reason I was put in anger management was because of all the times I wanted them together... Hm, who knows? I had anger issues period and each time Kathy or Dani did something, I blew up Mwahaha. It was an issue however when my own anger management started pissing me off. Hahahaha. What the hell could I do then? Nothing!! Lalalala. So I was said to focus my attention on an object of hate... And I blew up two pictures of Kathy and Dani and threw darts at them! I still have those hole-y pics. I need to light them on fire... I will do that after I am done with this...
Just kidding! :P Not about the darts and pics though. I did that. Just cause it made me feel better ;)
OMG!! Did anyone hear about Diane Neal leaving the show?? It so sucks!! Now who are they gonna bring aboard? I hope Stephanie comes back as Alex. That'd be great. I cried when she left. Sucked so much.
Oh yes, I found a shitload of EO pics- /svu
I'm being nice again and sharing :) See, I aint a horrible person? Except for my vendetta to kill Kathy and Dani and Kurt...But other than that, I am a very peaceful gal... LOL. Like anyone believes I'm a saint. Hell, I'm nice and all, but I cuss 98 of the fucking time. Aint my fault. I blame it on my family being so damn evil and funny, and just..every fucking sentence either has the word 'damn', 'fuck', or 'hell' in it. I was six years old calling my uncles ass holes LOL Just because they taught me the word. And dickhead, my uncle got me saying that and I just wouldn't stop. Can you imagine my first day of school? :)
Well, there you go, a little insight about me. I'm still a nice person though. But of course you guys can tell by me updating for you guys every other day :) Cause' I love you all!
Alright!! I should just do a story, well... An A/N Log LOL. That way its nothin but an authors note. Could be tilted something like, MCC2040's Dumbass Ramblings, or something stupid. Speaking of my siggy MCC2040, I was thinkin of changin my Penname to something SVU style. Help Wanted there. I suck at coming up with PN's. I could just call myself Nicole but then that would just be so uninteresting. I was thinking maybe Benson-Babe2040 or something else. Hell, I don't know!! Thats why I'm turnin to you guys for help!! HELP ME!! PLEASE!! I'll give you a friggin cookie (its chocolate chip!) and an update? Hows that sound? Fair? My penname is left in your hands... Choose wisely!
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Apparently I now live in the gutter because my mind is wandering again mwahaha. My mind always wanders... especially when it vaca's in the gutter... I need to anchor it down, but you know what they say. Its a free country, and apparently I can't hold my own thoughts against their will. Its a shame. And you guys were evil enough to walk on by and wave to me while I'm floating in the abyss! LOL. Thanks for caring. -tear-
Enough of that. In this chapter- Elliot has a raging hard on (hm, wonder why?), Liv and El discuss whats going to happen between them, and IAB asses just need to know what their going to do as partners whom have a family. Like they already didn't suspect something because of Dani's dumbass... Whom will be getting a nice ass whupping in this chapter by Liv... which results to Elliot's hard on... He is such a perv! Well, I write him to be ;) Sorry El, but you just seem like the fantasizin type of guy and I need to pick your brain for those thoughts of Liv! Not to mention Liv still has to tell Elliot about her adopting her niece... The Benson-Stabler family is about to enlarge! And not just because Carly was introduced ;) Confession will be in either the next chapter, or the chapter after that... not sure... hmm...we'll see.
Thanks for the reviews guys!! Your motivating the hell out of me!! :)
Oh, and Peace ;o
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Upon arriving home from the hospital, the kids hadn't wanted to be alone. And even though Olivia was their new mother, she didn't really know if she were to stay with them, or leave.
"Liv, will you stay with us?" The answer to her unasked question brought a smile to her face as she nodded.
"Of course I will."
"Its not Liv anymore guys, its Mom." Kathleen smiled, plopping down at the end of the couch. It really amazed Olivia at how fast Kathleen seemed to accept her. Usually, she gave her some rolling of the eyes and a snort. It was never that Kat disliked Liv, or anything. It was the fact that her dad spent so much time with her. But eventually, Olivia began to grow on her, convincing her that she was just another love in her fathers life, and was now in hers. Maureen took her spot at the other end, leaving an enormous gap in the middle. Dickie had taken a seat on the floor in front of Maureen, while Lizzie pulled Olivia towards the middle. There was room for one more, and Elliot smiled. With Eli in his hands, he nodded to Olivia before taking the sleeping baby upstairs.
"Its going to be weird calling you Mom, Liv." Lizzie chuckled, snuggling into Olivia's side. The brunette detective only smiled as she wrapped an arm around the girl, kissing her head.
"I know. And I want you guys to know that I'm not trying to replace Kathy."
"No worries about that Mom." Dickie smiled, popping in a movie. "You've always held a special place in our hearts. And honestly," The boy smiled, glancing back at Olivia as the opening to Pirates of the Caribbean: At Worlds End came on. "we've always thought of you as a second Mom."
Olivia couldn't have been more happy, that is until Elliot took his place between her and Kathleen.
"Eli asleep?" Olivia asked, voice almost cracking as tears outlined her eyes. Elliot had heard everything, and he couldn't wait until he had Olivia alone.
"Sleeping like a baby." Elliot smirked, wrapping an arm around her shoulder. The two partners gazed into each others eyes, and Olivia could feel her body moving closer to his. It felt so natural. So unbelievably right. And it couldn't have felt any more perfect when Elliot brought his lips down onto her own.
It had been a full month since Kathy's death, and since Olivia took half of the custody over the Stabler kids. The divorce between Elliot and his wife had been final for over a month now, and neither knew she had even signed her part of the papers. The kids seemed to be coping rather well, with Olivia being around most of the time. She'd took it upon herself to take the first week off of work to help them. She and Elliot had explained to Cragen their situation, leaving out the part where they were involved. Cragen hadn't been happy about the entire thing, but Olivia seemed to be keeping things in order with Elliots family, and there wasn't much he could do. Rebecca had specifically told him that if he were to split up the Bensler pair, he'd lose his two best detectives. Elliot and Olivia only worked well together.
There wasn't really any alternative for them. It was either lose them, or keep them.
And Cragen of course chose the latter. Opting for them to hire some sort of housekeeper to take care of things while they worked their long hours. He'd even been so nice as to up their pay rate. As long as they didn't breathe a word of it to their colleagues.
"You are my two best detectives. I'd hate to split you up, but if this new change calls for it, I'll have no choice. You'll both keep your private lives to yourself. Don't breathe a word of this to anyone. We don't want IAB getting wind of such things. Their already biting your asses because of your performance together. They believe you are too close. And while that may be true, I am inclined to protect the two of you. Not only for the reason you work for me, but because I have known you both for over ten years now."
Cragen had been more than willing to help them out, and so they took the offer and hired themselves a full time nanny of sorts. Not that the kids minded, Alex was great with them. She and Casey had both offered to take turns, switching out for when the other had a case. And it had been working perfectly.
Until IAB found out about the arrangement.
"I can't believe this." Olivia sighed, sitting on the interrogation table as they awaited the dreaded men in black. She and Elliot hadn't had any close sexual contact since her apartment a month prior. But they had shared some passionate kisses. And she had been staying over his house, sleeping in his bed, with him. God, the things they had to keep to themselves. It was bloody annoying, and quite frankly, Olivia was fed up with the secrecy. She wished she could be open and free with this man, and not give a damn about what anyone thought.
"I don't know how they found out, Liv. Really." Elliot sighed, sitting in front of her. He rested his head in her lap, groaning at the feeling of her hands brushing over his neck. Olivia let out a frustrated sigh, leaning down to place a soft kiss on the bare skin provided at the base of his neck.
"I don't know either, El." She whispered gently, pulling back. "But when I find out, I don't intend to let them go without probable explanation."
"Neither do I." Elliot growled, feeling a touch of anger forming with in him. He only wish he knew who had been tailing them and leaving bread crumbs for the IA sons of bitches.
There was a knock at the glass, and the two suddenly separated, standing at opposite sides of the room. They didn't want to split a new hair by being caught in an act of intimacy. Fuck that and its consequences.
"Detectives Benson and Stabler." The first man greeted while the second stepped through the door. Olivia only scoffed at the two men who had previously interrogated her.
"How nice to see you boys again." Olivia smiled, her voice heavy with sarcasm. "What'd we do this time?"
Elliot had to admit, her cockyness was a turn-on. He'd always loved it when she had the smart and saucy comebacks. The two men took a seat, gesturing for them to do the same.
"It came to our attention that the two of you have not only broken on of the rules of partnership, but have crossed that boundary no other has ever dared to cross. At least, not anyone who hasn't been split up because of it."
"So me having a niece is a forsaken boundary?" Elliots heart rose, and his attention immediately turned to Olivia. She had a niece? "The adoption will be finalized tomorrow and I'm not pushing her away."
"Thats not the only apparent thing here, Detective. We have received word of your new relationship, and during our investigation, we came upon a small document that stated you and your partner share parental custody over Detective Stabler's children."
"So what of it?" Elliot glared, crossing his arms over his chest as he leaned back against the wall. Olivia noted the stand; it was the one he did when he was ready to tear someone apart.
"You know the rules. No such partnership can be romantic."
Olivia took her spot beside Elliot, leaning against him with a look on her face than told the men she didn't give a damn about what they thought.
"You took our psych evaluations; had Rebecca interview us both. I remember her verdict being that if we were to ever be split, this department would lose two fine detectives." Olivia beamed, allowing her partner his room for a comment. Thats the way it had aways been. They finished each others statements, even sentences.
"Now, I don't think the department would solve as many cases without us." With a shrug of his shoulders, Elliot glanced down to Olivia, catching the knowing grin on her face.
"We've handled our private lives well, why don't you boys stay out of our business, okay sweethearts?" Olivia gave a smile before nudging Elliot and then walking out. The two IAB agents glanced to each other and then nodded for Elliot to leave. Clearly their point had been made. Olivia hadn't so much as gotten to the door when she saw Dani Beck smirking from Elliots desk. That woman actually had the gaw to come here? And by the look on her face, she must've thought that her little snitching had done the trick. 'Poor, poor fool.'Olivia thought, shaking her head. She waited for Elliot to come up behind her, and his arm quickly found its self wrapping around her small subtle waist from behind. Score for Benson. Dani's face dropped when she saw his hand splay comfortably out on Olivia's stomach, as if he had been with her for years. Elliot caught sight of his little mishap, and instantly grinned. He tightened his hold on his partner, leaning down to kiss her neck. Thankfully, no one had been staring their way. The blond woman hustled out of the room, and Olivia only let out a chuckle as she shook her head.
"Oh hell no." She breathed, glancing back to Elliot with one of her grins, the one that meant she was going to kick some major ass. He eyed her, watching as she padded off toward the exit. He watched how her walk seemed to have so much power and elegance to it. There was a slight sway to her hips, seductive in his mind. And her ass, 'Damn...' He thought, there couldn't have been a finer one. Her hair shook gently, bumping against her back and shoulders, giving her a definite dominant sexy look. God, he could feel himself getting hard already. He just had to see the fight he knew was coming.
Olivia had made her way up to the roof, having known Dani was up here. She didn't know how she knew, but she just had a feeling that Dani had gone up there. As if on cue, Dani turned with a bit of a frightened look on her face at the approaching pissed off Liv.
"You just couldn't leave well enough alone could ya?" Olivia laughed, walking towards her. Dani only stood there, looking down. "No, don't look away. You look at me. Right now." She stated, coming to a stop. "If you've got something to say to me, I suggest you say it."
"You just had to have him to yourself didn't you?" Dani barked, curling her fist. Olivia raised a brow, glancing her up and down. Oh hell no, she did not just clench her fist.
"Excuse me?"
"You heard me. He didn't want you, but you just couldn't let him be! You had to be the one. You had to be the little slut you are!"
"Oh, your calling me the slut? How many partners did you go through? How many partnerships did you fuck up?" Olivia challenged, clenching her own fists at her sides. It was then Dani swung, and Olivia couldn't have been more happy. Before Dani even knew what was happening, Olivia had her face down in the dirt, her arm twisted behind her back. "You just assaulted a police officer, Ms. Beck." As if he woman couldn't admit defeat, she tried lunging back, only to find herself tossed to the ground once again. "Do me a favor and get the hell off of my roof, and out of my precinct."
Letting her go, Olivia pulled back, straightening her clothes. She'd barely done a thing and Dani had a busted lip. 'Looks like I forced her down a little too hard.' She mused, smirking as she spotted Elliot standing with his arms folded. He had a smirk of his own on his face, and an enormous boner. She proudly walked over to her new beau, reveling in the feel of his arm which had now wrapped around her shoulders. He leaned down to give her a gentle kiss, and to whisper how aroused he was in her ear. Olivia just had to have the last comment. She glanced over her shoulder, staring at the now shamed Dani Beck.
"Oh and sweetheart, you never had him."
Too bad Dani didn't put up that much of a fight, Olivia had been itching to get out her frustrations. Oh well, she could take them out with Elliot in bed. Which reminded her, she still had something oh so important to tell him. On their way down the stairwell, Olivia suddenly stopped, tugging Elliot to a halt beside her.
"What is it Liv?" He asked, glancing down to her. She had a million emotions swarming through her brown orbs, and he only wanted to know just why she was sending him so many signals at once. Her breath hitched slightly as she smiled, leaning up to kiss him tenderly on the lips.
"Theres something that I need to tell you, Elliot." She began. She never pictured telling him on the stairwell, but she knew it couldn't wait any longer. If she didn't tell this man how much she loved him, she was going to die from anticipation. "That night, when I was in the hospital, when you kissed me..." His heart quickened, and he immediately knew what she was going to say. 'Here it comes..' He thought, his heart tightening in anticipation of his own. God, that moment had almost slipped his mind! "I heard every word that you said. About how you have a feeling that you can't place. About how you were worried only for me, and didn't give a damn about Kathy..." God, she even remembered it word for word? "About how much I mean to you, about how you would eat your gun if anything ever happened to me..."
She trailed off for a moment, tears brimming her eyes as she reached up to cup his cheek in her hand. He kissed the palm of her hand, and leaned down, placing his forehead on hers.
"You told me you loved me..." Her voice broke gently as tears silently fell from her eyes. No one had ever told her those words, and meant it. No one. She'd never experienced true love before. What she felt for Elliot was something unimaginable to her. She couldn't believe how much she felt for this man, how much she loved and cared for him. It blew her away, the intensity of it. This feeling, as powerful as it was, gripped her; controlled her. She'd given him her entire heart, letting him do as he wanted with it. And unlike so many others, he chose to keep it, protect it. He chose to give her his own.
"I do love you, Olivia. I have for so long now." He admitted, arms encircling her. She wrapped her arms around his neck, looking into his eyes.
"A year ago, you asked me what happened in that basement at the Correction Facility." His body tensed, and he prayed that what she was going to tell him wasn't what he had thought it was. For so long, he had wondered what had happened down there. For so long, he had wished she would tell him. If the son of a bitch did rape her, he'd kill him. There was no doubt in Elliots mind that the reason Olivia had never told him, was because of the fact that she knew how he would react. "He didn't rape me... But it was the closest I've ever come. He beat me, tried to make me give him oral..." Before she could finish, his lips were on hers. He pushed his tongue into her mouth, thrusting it against her own. Olivia moaned softly, tightening her arms around his neck.
"But he didn't, did he?" Elliot breathed, sighing with relief that the bastard hadn't managed to succeed. Olivia shook her head, a small smile forming on her lips.
"No. No he didn't. But.." She whispered, nuzzling her head into the crook of his neck. "I really wanted you to be there for me. I wanted so badly to scream for you. And in my mind, it was your name I was calling." Elliot instantly felt his heart swell. Her tone of voice, the direction of the conversation... Was she going to... "Elliot, I-"
Before she could finish, a rain of gun fire unloaded itself, and commotion could be heard from downstairs. The two detectives took off down the stairs. What the hell was going on now?
A/N:OH!! Damn the cliffhangers! Mwaha. Oh well. I know you guys are dying to know what happened, right? Well, then what are you waiting for? If you want more, REVIEW!! :)