The Varia head quarter
All of them were silent. They wouldn't say a word. They were in the living room sitting as they had remembered the time they had spent time with Cyril.
Squalo flashback
"VOIIII! Stupid boss always complain about his stupid meat and wine" Squalo murmur as he walk alone the hall way. Until he heard a crash and so he run and looks around where the sound came from and he stop in front of the weaponry room and saw Cyril.
"VOIII what are you doing?!"
"Oh I was about to take this old sword and fix it"
"Sword?" Squalo ask as he looks at Cyril who was carrying his old sword. The first sword he had. But he wouldn't use it because it's old and that sword is important to him… but he wouldn't tell anyone about it.
"VOIII you can't fix it already old now and it would break easily"
"Hey! This old sword can be fix and beside I think this sword seem important"
"Then try to fix it the if you can"
"And I will" and Cyril left the room.
Squalo was looking at the spot Cyril was on a while ago "tch it's old anyway…"
Next day
Squalo was practicing his sword skill when suddenly a sword was thrown at him and he was able to dodge it.
"VOIII who threw this-" he was stop in his sword as he saw his old sword that turn to be a beautiful sword it was sharpen in straight but it look different it was now thin and long. As he look up he saw Cyril smirking.
"What do you think?"
"You fix it but look different"
"Of course I improvise it, why not try to use it again"
"No wa-"
"Use it… and let's have a match" Cyril said as he smile at him. Squalo was looking at him and then to his old sword and he took it and carry it and all the memory he had with the sword soon came once again. His first sword he had use…. And soon he was snap when Cyril said something he couldn't denied but agree.
"No sword should be throw away either it's old or new because sword are a identity of A real swordsman am I right Superbi Squalo " As Cyril took out a sword and point at him
"Let's have a match neh" And Squalo soon grin and use his old sword and start to match with Cyril.
Lussuria flashback
"oh men why would Squ-chan and the others hate my design" Lussuria complain as he look at the clothes he had bought for them. And suddenly he heard a voice.
"I think they are nice"
"Cyril!" Lussuria shout surprise
And Cyril just chuckle at him and said
"They just don't like the clothes because they are for girls that's why but it's beautiful you had pick"
"R-really?"
"Yes but next time, choose for the guys clothes"
"Eh… but I'm only good at picking girls clothes"
"I know we could shop together neh?"
"Really?! When?!"
"Tomorrow how about that?"
"Sure!"
"We'll see ya then" Cyril said as he left the room and Lussuria couldn't help but excited.
Next day at the shopping mall
"Oh there's a lot of clothes~!" Lussuria said joyfully as he start to look around and Cyril follow him.
As they look around they saw a lots of Boys new clothes on sale and Soon the two men start to pick and Lussuria had enjoy shopping with Cyril. Few hours later they had stop in a street coffee shop.
"You could sit down while I go order some coffee" Cyril offer and Lussuria nodded his head.
And few minutes' two men approach Lussuria.
"Hey there" one of the men said
"Oh hello~" Lussuria replied
"Are you alone?" the other guy asks.
"Not really I'm with my friend"
"Oh? Hehe you know you and your friend can come with us and have some fun"
"ahahaha no thanks" Lussuria decline.
And the two men start to laugh
"hahaha do you think we would invite the likes of you Gay?" the guy said
"Che. You should be rotten in this society "The other guy said. This made Lussuria look down in embarrassment. While the two men start to laugh and so the others who had heard the conversation until they heard a firm voice.
"I think these two men should be rotten on this society neh?"
And the two men look at look at Cyril.
"Are you with this GAY? Or are you a GAY yourself?" and the two men start to laugh. But soon stop when Cyril had punched them.
"He may be a GAY but he is not like you two uncivilized block"
"What did you said?!"
"I said you two are an UNCIVILIZED BLOCK"
"why you?!" the man start to attack but Cyril capture his fist and counter it with his own fist and punch the both of them. As they fall down and look up at Cyril who was darkly glaring at them and said
"You two had no right to judge a person, whether they are a gay or a lesbian. People had right to choose who they are or what they are. So mind your own business" As he said that he looks at Lussuria who was stunned at his words and said.
"Let's go I think talking with this fools is a waste of time neh? After the Cyril start to walk off while carrying the coffee he had order.
Few minutes of silence Lussuria asks Cyril
"Cyril why did you defend me it's kinda true anyway I'm different from the rest…"
"Lussuria don't say something about yourself, beside I'm just like you anyway" Cyril said as he drunk his coffee. And that made Lussuria split his coffee.
"WHAT?! Your also?!"
"yes Lussuria I'm a gay too" Cyril replied as he chuckle.
"eh? But y-you" Lussuria was really surprise that Cyril was also a gay like him.
"Well Lussuria I admit this to you I 'am a gay and you know what I'm not afraid to tell anyone about it I'm proud to myself and beside mind keep it a secret between us neh?" Cyril said as he smile softly that made Lussuria happy he couldn't expected that he would meet someone like him. He was happy that finally someone could understand him. Finally.
Belphegor's Flashback
"Stupid loud mouth captain…" Belphegor murmur
As he walk outside the garden. He sat down in one of the bench and look at the sky and suddenly something caught his attention. He saw one of the servants of Vongola, The person was a older man and he saw a little boy running towards the man and hug him and suddenly a strike of memory came his mind.
"Papa…" (Why won't you see it)
"Get out from my sight!" the older man shout.
"P-please papa…" (Why do you choose him over me?)
"Leave you monster, you kill your own Twin!" (I did it only for you for attention)
"GO!" (Then die with the rest…)
"Bel-"
"Belphegor!" Cyril shouts at him. And Belphegor stare at Cyril without realizing his tears are falling down.
"Why are you crying?" Cyril ask as sit next to Belphegor.
"I'm not crying the prince don't cry" Belphegor replied as he look around.
"I know there is something bothering you, but I won't interfere you're business but I think you should let go of that tears of yours y'know"
And so Belphegor couldn't help but to let his tears fall down and let the pain out. And Cyril suddenly hug him to comfort him he was about to push Cyril away but he couldn't his hug was comforting and warm. He doesn't know what kind of feeling he had right now.
"Bel, you can always tell me anything if you want to talk and hiding that burden of yours will only pain you even more than anything"
Belphegor didn't say anything for a minute but he had to take the pain away he couldn't hold it. Smiling all time doesn't work but this time he would try to let go and make it lessen. And so he told Cyril about his life. His life being a prince. But that life was serve as hell for him, his family had ignore him, they had choose the other twin of his. And soon his hatred, he kill them all. He kill his family just because he didn't have any attention. He was a child to have that feeling of pain...
"A-all I want is his and my family attention but they won't listen..."
"Bel... It's ok... I know it hurt to be ignore but killing your parent is not the right thing"
"I don't care! they already thought I was a monster anyway I was born to be a killer look at me! I had kill them because of Hatred! I'm a killer machine! I kill a lot of people and I enjo-" Belphegor was stop when Cyril slapped him in the face and said
"You might enjoy to kill but your inner heart hate it... I know you Bel no people wanted to kill his own kind we were born to live and to love one another... Tell me Bel does your heart enjoy it when you kill your parent or other people? I know you don't enjoy it, your hand was tainted at a young age, you should enjoy your life Bel... But faith had to do things... Bel your young and fragile... you been holding it, let it go... your an angel to me... your not a monster... You didn't in purpose bel... Your parent might hate you but I'm here and the Varia we are here for you... "
Belphegor was stunned what had Cyril told him, Cyril... And a new feeling came inside him... He never felt love before nor care from someone...But it feel warm...
Then suddenly Cyril pull him and let his head lay on his lap. Belphegor look at Cyril who smile at him and Belphegor close his eyes and let his tears fell down and Cyril start to stoke his hair and humm a song and he suddenly sung a lullaby.
Loo-li, loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay
Loo-li, loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay
Lay down your head and I'll sing you a lullaby
Back to the years of loo-li lai-lay
And I'll sing you to sleep and I'll sing you tomorrow
Bless you with love for the road that you go
May you sail fair to the far fields of fortune
With diamonds and pearls at your head and your feet
And may you need never to banish misfortune
May you find kindness in all that you meet
May there always be angels to watch over you
To guide you each step of the way
To guard you and keep you safe from all harm
Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay
May you bring love and may you bring happiness
Be loved in return to the end of your days
Now fall off to sleep, I'm not meaning to keep you
I'll just sit for a while and sing loo-li, lai-lay
May there always be angels to watch over you
To guide you each step of the way
To guard you and keep you safe from all harm
Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay
Loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay
(Loo-li, loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay)
(Loo-li, loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay)
(Loo-li, loo-li, loo-li, lai-lay)
Loo-li, lai-lay...
As the song end Belphegor had fallen asleep with a real smile on his face.
"young child your young and fragile like a glass...
once it has broken it could never be fix...
but once it glue in pieces again it will fix...
but it would not be the same way"
Leviathan Flashback
They were on a mission and he was partner with Cyril.
"I think we should report this..."
"What are you talking about Xanxus-sama told us to get the file inside! if you don't want I'm coming in and Xanxus-sama would recognize me how strong I'am"
"But it's too dangerous! can you see there's many of them you can't just attack them yourself!"
"Hmp. I don't care as long it's for Xanxus-sama"
"you Git! your coming with me and report this to him!"
"NO!"
"are you that stubborn? look at them! they had strong weapons and you will be out number!"
"I don't care" Leviathan said as he was about to walk out when he was stop what Cyril said
"Oh I already know why, why won't Xanxus recognize you because your too stubborn"
"What did you say?!"
"I said your too stubborn and that's the reason why Xanxus won't recognize you!" as Cyril said he was about to punch him but soon stop by Cyril's punch and he said
"Do you think that stubbornness of yours would let Xanxus recognize you? think again Leviathan open your eyes for crying out loud, If you go there right now and fight them do you think Xanxus will give a shit if you die in that battle huh? No! he would recognize you a fool a stubborn person... Leviathan I know you want to impress Xanxus but do you think he would impress if you die in the battle field, open your eyes.."
Leviathan couldn't help but thought about it. If he go there he would die and Xanxus wouldn't even care. He was stubborn to follow someone but Xanxus... And everything realize came in his sense... Cyril was right if he gone in the field he would die and Xanxus would think of him as a weak member in the varia and he know Xanxus would expect more than that.
"hey common now.." Cyril said as he stretch his hand. And so Leviathan accepted it.
"thank you..."
"nah it's ok..." Cyril smile at him.
Xanxus Flashback
Xanxus just got back and he was annoyed at the Ninth since he keep watching over him.
"Tch stupid old man" Xanxus murmur. As he walk at the hallway he heard a beautiful melody of a piano. And so he followed it until he reach the room. And he open the door meet Cyril playing the piano, happily.
And Cyril stop as he notice someone was staring at him and he look at Xanxus
"Oh? Xanxus since when you did get there?"
"I just get here"
"oh? wanna hear my music?"
"tch play if you want"
"ok" and so Xanxus sat on one of the couch and close his eyes to relax.
And Cyril start to play but this time he sing the same time.
Tears flowing down my cheek
Tearing me up as I think
Of what could have been
My Ben and Jerry's melting
Falling apart like me
Dripping down insinuating
What if things had been different
What if we'd kept it light
What if I could hold you
I wish you'd never lied (x2)
I remember clearly you saying
You and me forever
Though I'm still praying
I wanted it to last so desperately
I lost sight of all else
And it ended so abruptly
I got dealt a hand
Not in my favor
Not what I had planned
Not what I'd hoped for
As the song ends Xanxus couldn't help but to think it was beautiful.
"So do you like it?" Cyril ask as he look at him.
"tch. it's nice..." Xanxus replied as he close his eyes once again and listen Cyril's music.
And so Cyril grins and start to play once again. It seem his playing relaxing him. Like he doesn't need to think a problem.
They all share memories together with Cyril. They wouldn't forget those moment with him even it was a short time.
After all Cyril is a part of the Varia.
Lol I'm really had nothing to do with my life oh the song I really like it I found it actually on youtube. If you want to hear it well search this and I don't own the songs ok?
Search the Ff.:
Loo li , lai lay by sleepsongs-secret garden
River flows in you by Yurima
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