Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. Those wonderful plotlines and characters belong to Mrs. Meyer.

Summary: Post Eclipse. When Bella and Edward attend a party at Jessica's together with Jasper and Alice the emotions -and hormones- start taking on a life of their own.

Rating: M (For a healthy amount of smut.)

POV: Edward

Chapter four

Before the door even closed behind us, Bella was kissing me urgently.

"Edward," she moaned into my mouth.

I pulled back and chuckled at her unrestrained desire.

"Love, I think we need to slow down a little. I don't want to rush this. I want to enjoy every second that you are with me tonight."

She groaned and closed her eyes, inhaling deeply. She breathed slowly a couple of times and her heart rate lowered slightly. A smile started to tug on her lips and then she opened her eyes. I gasped at the love that radiated from her in that moment.

"I think you're right," she breathed. "we have all the time in the world for fast and rough." She winked playfully at me, almost making me forget my resolve to take this slow.

"Bella, Bella, Bella. What am I to do with you?"

"Well, why don't you start with giving me a kiss?"

If she hadn't blushed so furiously, I would've wondered if I was really holding my Bella in my arms. I slowly closed the distance between our mouths and kissed her gently. She tightened her legs around me, pressing her hot wetness to me.

I carried her over to my bed, pulled back from our kiss and gently laid her on the mattress. I slid next to her and propped myself up on one elbow to look at her. Her shirt was still bunched up under her breasts and I lightly traced shapes on her exposed skin, drinking in the sensation of her warm, soft skin under my cold fingers.

"Bella, you are so beautiful and so incredibly sexy," I murmured.

She snorted. "Don't be ridiculous. I'm not sexy."

"Are you kidding me? You did notice that both your best friends, who are both in a relationship with a man, kissed you tonight, right?"

She bit on her lower lip and looked away, her cheeks flushing a deep crimson.

"Bella, what's wrong?"

She shook her head, but didn't answer me or look at me. I placed my index finger under her chin and turned her towards me.

"What's wrong?" I asked again, attempting to dazzle her on purpose so she would tell me what she was thinking about.

Apparently it worked.

"I'm really ashamed of my behaviour tonight. I don't know what happened. I was fine one minute and then all of a sudden Angela and Alice start grinding into me and I feel this incredibly strong desire to kiss them."

She furrowed her brow and bit her lip again.

"I think Jasper might have had some influence on that," she whispered.

"Honey, don't feel ashamed. It was actually Alice who started all of this," I reminded her.

"It was not just her."

"Explain, my love."

"I was curious if Alice would feel just as hard and cold as you. When we were dancing and I turned over to her all I could think about in that moment that she was close enough to kiss and that kind of turned me on. And then I felt swept away by my lust, but I think that part was Jasper. That's why I kissed her. I wouldn't have done I if Jasper hadn't pushed me that extra inch. Please, Edward. Please, forgive me."

"Oh, Bella. I'm not mad at you. There is nothing to forgive. You dancing between Alice and Angela was so incredibly sexy to look at and then I heard what the other girls were thinking, how they wanted to kiss you. I was so turned on by the idea alone. God, Bella. You don't know how hard it was for me not to drag the three of you off to the privacy of my bedroom and watch you do that again and again."

She shook her head. "Did that really turn you on?"

"Love, I was already fighting my urge to jump you when I saw you coming down the stairs tonight and the party just made it sooo much worse."

She grinned and reached up to kiss me. I had one more question for her and it was easier to ask now that we didn't get the unwanted interference from Jasper, so I pulled back. Bella whimpered softly, but kept her eyes closed.

"Bella? Look at me, please."

She slowly opened her eyes.

"Yes, Edward?"

"Are you really ready for this? I know that you were quite uninhibited downstairs, but if you have changed your mind, just tell me."

"I am ready, Edward. I know I've been behaving absurd tonight, but I am ready."

"Good. I don't want you to have any regrets."

She shook her head and looked in my eyes, telling my silently that she wanted this just as much as I did.

I cupped her face in my hands and gently kissed her warm lips. She responded instantly, throwing her arms around my neck and fisting her hands in my hair. I moaned and opened my mouth, licking her bottom lip lightly.

She gasped and opened her mouth willingly. I slipped my tongue in her hot mouth and found hers, tangling with mine, making me shiver all over.

I slowly traced Bella's sides. When I reached the edge of her breasts she pulled away from me.

"Undress me, Edward," she whispered.

I smiled and stared deep into her eyes as I slowly slid her top over her breasts, only breaking eye contact to get it completely off of her. I tossed it lightly over my shoulder and I leaned back down to kiss my angel.

As our tongues pushed against each other I cupped her left breast in my hand and gently rubbed her nipple through the lace of her bra. She moaned into my mouth and I couldn't help but smile.

I pulled back and finally allowed myself to look at Bella's half naked body. I felt my cock twitch as I noticed that her bra was the exact colour blue that her blouse had been on our night in Port Angeles. It looked even better against the pale skin of her torso. I nuzzled her neck and flicked my tongue against her pulse point, causing the most delicious squeal to come form her lips. I inhaled her sweet scent and travelled, while kissing and licking her creamy skin, to her collarbone, her shoulder and eventually to the top of her right breast.

I pulled back to look at her face. Her eyes were closed and she was breathing heavily. I lowered my mouth to her perfect chest and kissed her peak lightly. Her nipple stiffened and strained against the blue lace. I kissed her again and she groaned, grabbing my hair and attempting to pull my down onto her. I grinned and darted my tongue over her warm, erect nipple.

"God, Edward! Get that bra off and lick them properly," she demanded, her voice husky with want.

"Patience, love. I told you that I want to enjoy you as long as I can."

She lifted her head and looked at me with lust clouded eyes.

"You'll be the death of me," she muttered and let her head fall back on the pillow.

I chuckled. I had told her that after we had just started dating and I loved the fact that she recalled it as well. I decided I had teased her enough and slid my hands behind her back to unclasp her bra and remove it from her body. When I looked down at her naked chest my breath hitched.

"Perfect," I murmured.

I took one of her nipples into my mouth and flicked my tongue over her hot skin. She arched her back to bring herself closer and moaned my name. I slowly started tracing circles over her flesh with my tongue as I palmed her other breast with my hand.

The sound of Bella's breathing and her quiet grunts did the most wonderful things to my body. I tingled all over and the heat of her naked flesh started to warm my mouth slightly.

"Edward, please. I want you inside me. I can't take this any longer."

I released her nipple and pulled myself up to ravish her mouth. My hand was now alternating between rolling her nipple, pinching it lightly and massaging her full breast. Bella squirmed and pulled on my hair.

As I pulled back I could see she was starting to get a little angry.

"Edward, take my clothes off and fuck me." she ordered.

My hips involuntarily jerked against her side as she uttered those words.

"Do you like that, Edward? Do you like it when I tell you to fuck me?"

My cock twitched and her smile became devious.

"Explain to me please, what is it that turns you on more: my command or the fact that I talk dirty."

"The combination of the two, love."

Her smile widened and for a brief moment I wondered if I would be able to keep my control if she were to decide that ordering me around was what she wanted to do.

"Well, then. Edward, I want to you to you clothes off right now. After you've done that, you are going to rid me of my skirt and panties and then you are going to.."

I quickly placed my fingers on her lips.

"Bella, don't say another word. I'm afraid if you tell me to fuck you again I will lose control and I don't want to do that."

Her face fell and I could see tears welling up.

"Don't cry. I didn't mean that I don't want to have sex with you. I do! Oh, god, Bella. There is nothing in the world that can keep me from having sex with you tonight. I promise I will make love to you, but I want to be careful. We don't have any experience with this and I want to be sure that I'm not going to bite you or harm you."

She blinked to rid herself of her tears. She sat up and pushed me on my back.

"Don't touch me. Whatever you do, do not touch me," she said, waving her finger at me in warning.

Can't wait to see what she's going to do to me now. I thought to myself.

Bella unbuttoned my shirt and pulled it away from my chest. "Take it off."

I did as she told me and laid back down, putting my hands behind my head to keep my promise not to touch her.

She sat down on my hips, straddling me. Her heat made me shudder. She smiled wickedly and leaned over my torso, placing her hot little hands on my chest, causing another shiver to rum down my spine. She placed feathery kisses along my cheek, my jaw and my neck, every now and then allowing her tongue to touch my skin briefly. She pulled back, only to move to my earlobe and suck on it, gently nipping at it. A growl rumbled in my chest as she bit down harder on my ear and I could feel her smile against my neck.

"Like that, honey?" she asked in a sultry voice.

I couldn't find my voice so I nodded.

She sat back up in one swift motion, flipping her hair over her shoulder and at the same time slamming her hot centre against the erection that was straining against my jeans. She wiggled her but around a little and I now growled louder. She smirked and did it again. I bucked my hips into her and almost knocked her off me with the sheer power of that movement. I was about to apologize when Bella slid off me and quickly removed her skirt and crawled back onto my groin.

"You are so hot down there," I murmured, looking up at her through my lashes.

In response she leaned down and licked my right nipple.

"God! Bella!"

She put her chin on my chest and looked up.

"What is it Edward?"

"Do that again."

She smirked and complied, this time biting down hard. I pushed my pelvis up to meet her hot, lace covered pussy and held her there until the electricity slowly faded from my body.

"I think you are ready to get rid of those pants," she murmured, sliding down on my legs so she could reach the buttons of my jeans.

She unbuttoned my jeans and immediately my cock sprang free. Her eyes flew open and she licked her lips when she took in the sight of me.

"You didn't put on any underwear?" she asked, her eyes still trained on my dick.

"Yeah. I hoped after what happened earlier tonight, we might end up doing something like this."

She stared at me for a moment and then violently tugged on my jeans. I raised my hips to let her pull it down and sighed in relief.

"Can I touch you now, love?" I asked, not really sure how long I could hold it together if she would wiggle that hot, dripping pussy of hers against my now bare member.

"No. I will tell you what you can and cannot do, Mr. Cullen. Now shut up and turn around."

My eyes grew wide, but I turned. I was extremely curious what she was planning on. I just hoped she would keep me waiting too long.

Thankfully she didn't I could hear her slipping off her thong and I felt her move up the bed beside me. She placed her small hands against my neck and slowly started rubbing circles in a downward motion towards my ass. Before she reached it she started to go back up. The heat of her hands felt wonderful. It relaxed me and aroused me at the same time.

She had been aroused all night, but I could smell fresh wetness pooling between her legs right before she bent over me to press her lips against my neck. She licked down my spine and stopped right above my backside. She then chastely planted a kiss on each butt cheek. I smiled at her actions and started to wonder about her motives.

"Edward?"

"Yes, love?"

"Are you relaxed enough?"

"Yes. Why?"

"Turn around, so I can fuck you."

I shot up at her words, pulling her into me for a fevered kiss. My tongue forcing it's way into her mouth, battling with hers for dominance. She grabbed my hair and pulled hard. I growled and pulled her tighter against me. She wrapped her legs around my waist and pushed her soaked slit against my cock. I pulled my head back at looked into her eyes.

"Fuck me, Edward. I want your cock inside me. I want you to fuck my until I come, screaming your name. I want your whole family to know that you are fucking me senseless."

Her cheeks flared as she said it, but I knew she meant every word, not matter how embarrassed she felt by saying them.

I pulled her up a little with one arm and with my free hand I guided the tip of my cock to her entrance.

"Are you ready for me, Bella."

"Yes."

With that I gently placed her over my shaft. She gasped when I breached her entrance, but luckily she didn't bleed.

I waited a little while for her to adjust to my size. When she relaxed I picked her up and placed her on her back, keeping my hardness buried in her wet folds while I moved.

I pulled out slowly and gently pushed back in. Bella arched her back and groaned. When I repeated the movement, in the same pave she grabbed my hair and pulled me into an intense kiss. She pushed me away from her and glared at me.

"What is it, kitten?"

"Edward, I need you to move faster, harder and deeper."

I smirked and pulled out. She whimpered when I just slid the tip of my cock into her wet slit. I teased her, by rubbing it up and down, from her clit to her entrance and back. Bella finally couldn't stand it any more and she put her hand between us and grabbed my cock. She stroked my shaft roughly as her other hand slowly made it's way to her sex. She started rubbing her finger in circles around her clit.

"O, no you don't," I grunted as I plunged back into her.

I thrust into her tight, hot, dripping sex, as fast and as rough as I dared. Bella writhed underneath me, panting, grasping helplessly at the sheets beneath her. I marvelled at the sight of my angel, my goddess taking me in. Letting me make her mine. I groaned as I felt her walls tightening.

"Will you come for me, Bella?"

"Yes! Oh, yes! Edward! I'm coming, I'm coming. God, Edward!" she screamed as her walls clenched around my cock. I growled and screamed her name as I pushed into her again and again, her pulsing core milking me dry.

I rolled over, pulling her on top of me. I kissed her forehead and gently stroked her hair away from her face.

"I love you," she whispered, pressing her lips to my chest.

"As I love you, my angel," I whispered back at her, pulling her higher so I could kiss her.

A little while later Bella drifted off to sleep and I pulled the covers up so she wouldn't get cold.

All night I lay there, holding her in my arms, completely blissful. I couldn't imagine how we ever managed to last as long as we did without giving into our desire. Nor that I could lose myself with Bella, without losing control of my strength or my blood lust.

Bella squirmed in my arms. "I love you Edward. You are my life," she mumbled into my chest.