Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. Those wonderful plotlines and characters belong to Mrs. Meyer.

Summary: Post Eclipse. When Bella and Edward attend a party at Jessica's together with Jasper and Alice the emotions -and hormones- start taking on a life of their own.

Rating: M (For a healthy amount of smut.)

POV: Edward

Chapter five

When Bella woke up the next morning, she was adorably disoriented and I chuckled, drawing her into my arms while she regained her composure.

"Good morning, love," I murmured into her hair.

"G-good morning."

There was an edge to her voice which I couldn't quite figure out and I pulled back so I could look at her. She kept her eyes directed downward and she was blushing furiously.

"Bella? Love, what's wrong?"

She shook her head, not meeting my gaze. I put a finger under her chin and gently raised her head so she would look at me. Her eyes were starting to water and she looked so lost that I felt frozen in place.

"Please, what's wrong? Did I do something wrong?" I asked, panic leaking into my voice.

"No! No, of course not. I did something wrong."

"What?! What are you talking about?"

"I…I did exactly what…I seduced you. You wanted to wait for our wedding night and I seduced you. Not only that, I was acting horribly sleazy last night." She pulled away from my hold on her chin and looked down again.

I couldn't deny the relief I felt. I was afraid she might be angry with me for not stopping when we had the chance, but she was taking the blame on herself. That was a lot easier to remedy than her disappointment or anger.

I lazily traced a finger over her bare hip, to her ribcage and back down. She shivered, but still refused to look at me.

I brought my finger to the bottom of her breast, dragging it lightly along the curve of her breast towards the other. When she gasped I knew I was heading in the right direction, so I slowly let my finger slide up to meet her nipple, which stiffened instantly. I smiled triumphantly. I was going to seduce her this time around and there was nothing she could do to stop me.

I rolled her nipple between my fingers, soliciting a moan from Bella, but she had her eyes closed, so I couldn't tell if I was out of line. I had to know that she wanted me as much as I wanted her and that I wasn't taking advantage of her for trying to relive the memories from the night before.

"Love?"

"Hmmm?"

"I am going to prove to you exactly how much I loved what happened last night. I'll show you exactly why you should never, ever apologize for letting me make love to you last night. I wanted you just as much as you wanted me and I couldn't care less that we didn't manage to hold out until the wedding night."

Her eyes flew open to meet mine and I smiled widely at her, showing her all the love and desire I held for her. Tears brimmed over, but I cold see that the embarrassment, doubt and sadness had left her eyes. These were happy tears, I realized and quickly leaned down to kiss them away.

"I love you and the fact that you've given yourself to me last night…well that makes it the best night of my existence."

"I love you too," she whispered.

I moved my lips to hers and kissed her with all the desire I held for her, pressing my already hard length into her soft, warm flesh of her thigh.

She groaned and shifted a little, rubbing her side against my cock, making it very difficult for me to think straight.

"God! I really want to fuck you right now," I grunted and for a second I could've kicked myself for being so blunt.

Thankfully I smelled the wetness starting to pool between Bella's legs in that instant and I knew, if anything, those words turned her on. With a wicked grin on my face I reached down to slip a finger between her legs, finding her centre hot and dripping for me.

"Ugh! You're so wet. Do you want me?" I eagerly whispered into her ear.

"Yes."

"Do you want me to fuck you until you scream?"

When I asked her I pushed two fingers into her, causing her to arch up off the bed and moan loudly.

"Answer me," I purred, pumping my fingers faster.

"Yes! Oh god, Edward. Yes!"

"How do you want me? Fast and rough or soft and sweet?" I moved my fingers slower, now circling her clit with my thumb.

"I don't care."

"Come on Bella. Tell me."

She trashed her head from left to right and ground her hips into my hand frantically. I felt her walls tighten and I knew she was getting close. So I did something incredibly mean; I pulled my finger out of her.

She growled in frustration, glaring up at me. I smirked and proceeded to lick her juices off my fingers, groaning at the taste.

"Now, my kitten. Since you're unable to tell me what you want, I am going to tell you what I want."

I didn't think it was possible, but my words triggered a new wave of arousal from Bella and she squirmed in my arms.

"Uh, uh, uh. Stay still, love. I am in charge now."

Her eyes widened, but she stilled in my arms, watching me with heavy lidded eyes.

"Good girl."

She bit down on her lip so hard that I was worrying she might break the skin. I traced a finger over her lip and she released it with a small whimper.

I dipped my head and kissed her softly, but when she opened her mouth to deepen the kiss, I pulled back. Again she whimpered, but otherwise she stayed still. I got even harder thinking about what other kind of orders she might comply to and I figured I might as well see how far she would go.

"Bella?"

"Yes?"

"I want you to put your hand around my cock and stroke me."

She looked a bit shocked, but after a couple of seconds she turned to face me and wrapped her hot little hand around my rock hard erection. She tentatively stroked up and down, but when I groaned in approval she got a bit more confident. Her stroked became firmer and faster and I felt my stomach tighten at the sensations that washed over me. When I was really close I stopped her, by grabbing her hand.

"What's wrong? Am I not doing this right?" she asked, suddenly self-conscious.

"No. You're doing this exactly right. I figured since I didn't let you come, I wasn't going to rush my own release. Now please, lay down on your back and spread your legs for me."

She rolled away from me and did as I asked. I pulled away the sheets and looked her up and down with undisclosed lust.

"Touch yourself," I ordered.

Her hand slowly slid over her stomach, gliding down towards her slick, glistening folds. She slipped a finger between them and parted her nether lips for me. She looked magnificent. Like a goddess of temptation. She started rubbing her clit in little circles and I watched closely to learn what pleased her. Her other hand reached around her leg and she dipped the tips of two fingers into her entrance. The view was so enticing that I just had to stop her before I came right then and there.

"Bella. Stop."

"Why?"

"If you don't, I'm going to come. I'm going to come all over you without having fucked you and that's not something either of us wants."

It took her another minute, but she complied, grumpily.

"Good. Now I want you to turn over and push your little ass up in the air."

She did what I asked without even the slightest trace of resistance and I figured she wanted me to get her off so much that she threw all her embarrassment and restraint out the door.

I soaked up the sight of Bella, her cute butt in the air, her pussy wet and hot and waiting for me. She wiggled her ass and I growled. I positioned myself behind her and stroked her slit.

"Now, Bella. I'm going to ask you again. How do you want me to fuck you. Rough or gentle?"

She glanced over her shoulder, looking more seductive than ever before.

"Rough," she breathed.

"Just the way I like it," I murmured as I placed my tip against her entrance.

With one swift motion I plunged my entire length into her, making her scream my name. I waited for a moment for her to adjust to my size and the new position. When she started squirming, sliding me out of her slightly before pushing her butt back to take me in, I lost my control.

I pulled back and thrust into her as fast and as hard as I dared, earning another scream of pure joy from my beautiful Bella.

"More, Edward."

I growled, the rumble vibrating through my chest and I started moving in and out of her at a frantic pace. She grasped at the sheets and breathed heavily. Her pussy grew even hotter and wetter and started tightening around my cock. She was almost going to come, but I felt the need to hold out a little longer. To make the release just that much sweeter. So I slowed my movements.

"Edward, please! Faster! I want to come. I need to come! Right now!"

She glared at me and I reached for her waist, pulling her back to my chest. With my free hand I grabbed her hair and turned het head so I could kiss her. I moved her up and down at a slow pace, while I ravished her mouth. She moaned into my mouth and slid one hand between her legs to rub her clit.

"That's right baby. Rub your clit and come. Come while I'm inside you."

Bella's head fell back on my shoulder and I moved her up and down faster. Her walls clamped down on me hard and she screamed my name over and over as she rode out her orgasm.

With all the power I possessed I stopped my own release. I wanted her to come again. No. I needed her to come again.

I placed her back in her former position and started to slowly pump in and out of her, listening closely to her whimpers and moans. I increased my pace and I felt her tighten around me again.

"Will you come again, Bella?"

"Yes! I'm so close."

"Good, because I want to pump my cum into you."

"Oh, baby. Fuck me hard, make me come."

I smirked and grabbed onto her hips, thrusting fast and rough. She'd most likely bruise, but at that moment all I cared about is giving her the pleasure she deserved.

Her walls clamped down on me again, but harder this time and she cried out loudly as her fluids squirted out of her. I came in her while she was still bucked compulsively with the intense orgasm she just had.

I collapsed beside her on the bed and rolled her on top of me. The sheets were drenched with her delicious nectar and I smiled widely.

"Oh, Edward. I don't know what that was just now, but I want to do it again and again and again."

I chuckled and rubbed slow circles on her bare back.

"I'm glad. I hope you will never feel guilty about having sec with me again."

"Most definitely not."

"I am pleased that I could make you squirt like that."

She didn't respond, but buried her face in my chest.

"Do you think the others heard us?" she asked suddenly.

"Every human within a mile radius might have heard us. It's safe to say that the vampires living in this house have heard us."

"I'm never going out there again," she said with a gesture towards the door.

"I'm afraid you don't have a choice," I said.

I could hear the thoughts of the others and Emmett was certainly eager to talk to us about our little adventure. Carlisle and Esme were both trying to convince him to leave us alone, but deep down they were just as curious as Emmett was. Of course not for the same reasons, because Emmett only cared about the gory details, whilst Esme wondered how we both experienced out first time and if it had changed our love for each other into something stronger and Carlisle. Well, Carlisle was of course interested in them ore scientific side of things.

I grinned as I heard Alice and Jasper. They were both dying to see what we just did, but they doubted that that would ever happen. Last night things had been so tense, that neither Bella nor I cared who saw us, or even joined us. But now, in the light of day and in the aftermath of the most incredible release of all that tension I wasn't sure I wanted to share something so private with them. I would talk to Bella about it in due time. We had an eternity together, so no need to rush.

"What are they thinking?" Bella asked, looking at me with an amused glint in her eyes.

"They are all dying to know more. Well, except for Rosalie. She's busy working on her car."

"What do they want to know?"

"I'll tell you when they aren't listening in on us."

She blushed but reached up to place a soft kiss on my lips.

"I'm hungry. I guess now is a good a time as any to face this head on," she murmured against my lips.

"You are utterly amazing."

"I know," she said before rolling off me and getting up to go to the bathroom.

I stared after her in shock. She didn't stumble on her way over, not even when she blew me a kiss over her shoulder and she looked so confident and strong it took my breath away.

I shook my head and got up to join her in the shower. She was so not ready to go downstairs just yet. She was still walking straight and I was having none of that.

A/N: Yay! FF is back on! I hope you guys like the new chapter. Be a dear and leave me a review or two ;). I'm dying to know what you guys think.