Chapter 3(part 2)

At Chris's house Chris and Anna had came back from the mall and they were in

the living room.

Chris:how are the finances going at the mansion?

Anna:very good Mike had took care of all the finances and everything in these years and he did great but I wish you could stay there with me forever ...when are you coming back

Chris:at the end of this month but first mother we have to clear all this story of me and Jude

Anna:in my opinion you have to see her first and talk to her a little before

Chris:no

Anna:I'm sure if you see her you will be in love with her in a second she's more beautiful then Sadie

Chris:she can be the most beautiful women in the world but I don't love her mother it is this difficult to understand? And how you put me in this situation you have to fix it

Anna:have you imagined what this will be to Jude?

Chris:yes, I can imagine but it's not my fault and neither is hers but this is the situation. Try to understand I saw many friends marry without love and their marriage had fallen apart they hate their houses their wives and are always at bar searching for other distractions. I want a different life I want to have a simple life with a beautiful wife that I would like with me every second and a woman that will love me with all her heart like I love her and I want to be the one to choose not others choose for me. And that will be the mother of my children. 

(Chris's thoughts I wish I am making the right decision and that she loves me to. Love but what is love? Am I really in love with Sadie? of course I am what am I thinking she's beautiful, I like to talk to her, she dress sexy that can drive any man crazy and the looks she gives you in that moment you would like to do her then and there, but is this enough or a definition o love? Of course I love her and ...)

Chris was pulled out of his thoughts by his mother.

Anna:do you think Sadie loves you too?

Chris:I haven't told her yet but I wish she is

Back at the beach at the Harrisons house one of the servants was running to tell

Jude that Sadie was arrived.

Servant:Miss Sadie is here

Jude:you're sure

Servant:yes she outside

Jude:go tell my mother

Jude went outside to greet her sister.

Jude:Sadie how is you I missed you a lot when did you arrive?

Sadie:now I had to wait for a car but then I gave up and came by foot

Jude:the most important thing is that you are here with us I missed you so much I'm so happy you're here I have many thing to tell you. Chris Tudois is back and soon he will come to visit me I'm so excited

Sadie thoughts: (how I'm going to stay here all Jude can talk is about Chris. Of course I know he's back we were all the time together and he was always flirting with me and looking at me. Me not her)



They went back to the house and were talking.

Sadie:it's hot in here

Jude: here we're on the beach and your clothes they are pretty but not so much comfy

Sadie:this is from the last designs

Jude:yes of course but you can have something pretty but comfy too or maybe here we think different from the once in the city

Sadie thoughts: (of course you the different you dress clothes to cover all your skin I can't imagine Chris looking t her he always looked at me with a want to do me right there and then with Jude I think he's going to entertain himself in other ways. She is pretty not that much but she is but she is too thin and doesn't have breast or the way she dress make her look like if she's still a girl no t a lady. I'm sure that after Chris saw me he get be with my sister) (smiling)

Victoria:your bags were taken n your room Sadie

Sadie:ah, thanks mother...I met Dolores our cousin and she said maybe she will come one of these days

Jude:that would be nice I wish she comes for my wedding

Victoria:I wish Chris comes soon so we can pick a date for the wedding

Jude:aunty Anna went to Chris she wanted so much to see him

Victoria: and went also to buy you the wedding dress

Sadie:I saw Chris in the city

Jude:where?

Sadie:at a friend's party

Jude:what he told you?



Sadie:nothing important he said hi ad he was a really gentleman with me

Jude thought:(she was smiling) (should I be jealous that he was with Sadie and not with me? But I'm not maybe it's true that I don't love him or maybe I do love him and it's because I have faith in him that's why I'm not jealous . I don't know I was never in love before how should I know how this feels?) (Jude was brought out of her thought by her sisters asking her a question she had asked herself too many times)

Sadie:Jude do you love him?

Jude:of course I do he's my promised husband

Sadie:but you two had never seen each other in these years? Don't forget away from the eyes away from the heart

Jude:that's true but I think I like him and if he doesn't love he would her broke the engagement

Sadie:yes of course (Sadie's thoughts that true I haven't thought about that but maybe he wants to do it when he gets back I'm sure I made him change his mind)

Jude:I'm excited sometime I can't sleep thinking of the wedding (Jude's thoughts it's the true that I'm excited but I'm not sure f it's because I'm afraid of because I'm happy and it's true that I can't sleep thinking about the wedding I'm always thinking if this is a good idea, if I can give myself to him I don't know maybe it's the stress of the wedding that is making me think so much...)

Sadie:Jude earth to Jude

Jude:what?

Sadie:what were you thinking I didn't know you were so much in love with Chris that when we talk about him you space out thinking god knows what? (Smirking) Maybe you were day dreaming of him kissing and...



Jude:no, don't think that of me I was just thinking of the wedding and that perhaps he even wants children ( Jude's thoughts children did I said that I can't imagine me and Chris as a family but if I'm marring him I have to think about it. But for children I have to give myself t him and oh no I can't I always imagined my first time with a man who drives me crazy, who takes my breath away, who I drown in his eyes and melt in his arms but wait maybe when I see Chris it would be like this oh my god I think I'm going crazy)

Sadie:you know if I don't know you well I will think that you will be better as a saint but I know, I know you wish to feel his lips on yours, his breath on your skin, his touch when he's...

Jude:no, and I don't want to talk about these things...I'm going to leave I think you need to sleep

Sadie:Jude we are both women now and the difference between us is that you are more reserved than me and I express what I feel

Jude:good night

From now on thoughts are going to be marked with ( ' )

That night at Jude's bed room.

Jude was lying in her bed when he came in from the back door of her room. He

entered and went near Jude she was there sleeping and he began to kiss her kiss

her neck down to where her night dress began she was moaning with pleasure.

He kept kissing her and his hands were moving to the bottom of her dress she felt

his hands touching her legs and she moaned more she needed more but his touch



was fainting in the air she opened her eyes and there was no one in her room she

was only dreaming 'maybe Sadie was right she just kept hiding with a mask

because she wanted to feel those kisses those hands on her but who was the guy

she never saw his face she felt just the touch of his lips of his hands oh my god

what am I saying I have to stop it ' she then decided to write a song so she could

distract herself from thinking and after an hour she fell asleep.