Chapter 4 (part 1)
At the Dutois mansion Anna and Jude are still talking.
Jude:I think for you it's a surprise to hear me say this
Anna:I always thought that you were in love with Chris
Jude:yes I do love him but not in love with him...if Chris didn't call off the marriage I would have married him because it was planned but now I'm happy he did
Anna:I'm happy you took it this way...I can't describe you how worried your mother and I were
Jude:I know but now you don't have to worry if I fake my happiness about the marriage is because I didn't want to hurt anyone and I thought that, that was my destiny it's the truth I always had the vocation to serve god but I always kept it aside
'there are some true things that I'm telling her I really am happy that Chris made that decision but I only going to be nun just because it's too much humiliated to face people and other men that thing you was rejected who will take a rejected woman?'
Anna:then I only have to say that I'm happy for you
'Even if I don't believe you I can't believe a beautiful woman like her can think to close herself in a convent and doesn't want a family maybe she feels sad or even humiliated for what happened but what can I tell her it's Chris decision'
Have you already told your mother?
Jude:no, I wanted you to be the first one to know
Anna:for Chris he will be happy that he didn't make you suffer...I'm really is sorry Jude
Back at the Harrison's house Victoria was searching for Jude.
Victoria:(talking to her servant) where did she go she didn't said anything?
Carmen:no, Mrs Harrison but I think she went to the convent of the nuns
Victoria:yes, maybe and Sadie
Carmen:she went on the beach
Victoria:if they come I will be in my room
On the beach Sadie was walking and flirting with Tommy.
Tommy:how did you get all this information about me?
Sadie:I asked my servant
Tommy:and what else did she told you?
Sadie:that not only you drive crazy all women in town but you also drive some of rich people too...if I said something that offended you I'm sorry
Tommy:you come here for this?
Sadie:'yes, of course I do but maybe I'm even falling for you' what you offend me like this (and she turned her back to him)
Tommy grabbed her from her hand and spun her around and he kissed her it
Wasn't a passionate kiss you can say it was more a lust kiss full of wanted sex in it.
Sadie had knew the feeling of the kiss so she broke off she was even a little
confused because she wanted to have sex with him but she the feeling she was
beginning to have was more than last she wanted him to desire her to even fall in
love with her. She ran back to her house and entered in her room from the
balcony.
Sadie's thoughts 'oh, my god I really liked that kiss and I wanted more I know but
the feeling this feeling I'm having like I'm falling for him I want him to be mine and
I want to be his oh, my god I think I'm falling in love with Tommy'
At the nun's convent with Jude waiting for the sister to come.
Sister:god bless you child, sister Jade told me you wanted to talk to me
Jude:yes, sister I wanted to ask your permission to come in convent to take my votes as a nun
Sister:but you're planning for your marriage no, how I heard Mr Chris Dutois is in the city and he will be back soon
Jude:yes, it's true but I decided I don't want to marry him anymore because I have this vocation in me to serve god
Sister:but even in marriage you can serve god
Jude:yes, I know but I want to come here in convent and take the votes it's the truth please let me come
Back at the Harrisons house in the living room with Anna and Victoria and Sadie
was coming down the stairs so she heard their conversation.
Victoria:Jude told you this?
Anna:yes, she came visiting me this morning
Victoria:no, it can't be she wants to close herself in a convent? She wants to take the votes?
Sadie:(laughing) what Jude wants to be a nun?
Victoria:you didn't said hi to your aunt
Sadie:oh, sorry aunty it's a pleasure to see you
Anna:it's a pleasure for me too you look good you know
Sadie:yes, here is beautiful...what were you saying about my sister...it's true she wants to be a nun?
Victoria:that's what its looks like
Sadie:no, it can't be possible have you told it to Chris?
Anna:yes, Chris already knows
Sadie:he's back?
Anna:no, I told him days ago when I went to see him
Sadie:I can't understand Jude till yesterday she only talked about her marriage
Anna:she changed her mind
Sadie:yes, and when?
Vitoria:Sadie please you can't talk to your aunty like that and it's none of your business
Sadie:yes, sorry but I didn't pretend to hear something like this
Anna:neither do we...ok then I leave you bye
Victoria:bye
Sadie's thoughts 'what's going on I know they are hiding something from me but
what? I can't believe it Jude can't decide to be a nun just in a night and even if she
acts like a good girl I know she wanted Chris and wanted the feeling every woman
wants to feel from her man'
Anna:bye Sadie
Sadie:ah, bye aunty...can I know what really happened?
Victoria:what you heard Jude had decided to break off her engagement to serve god
Sadie:but why?
Victoria:because she said she has this vocation in her
Sadie:but she told me...
Victoria:and now she changed her mind and please don't ask anything to Jude about this if she doesn't say anything please
Jude was now in the church waiting for the priest to come and talk to her.
Jude:father Dominic
Father:I'm sorry I left you waiting but I was talking to someone else
Jude:don't worry
Father:the sister had told me about your decision to take the votes
Jude:yes
Father:I'm surprised
Jude:why father?
Father:you want to confess or you prefer we talk?
Jude:I prefer if we talk
Father:I know you from a long time now Jude I know you respect god, that you're generous, a good person but never saw any interest in you to be a nun
Jude:why? It's because I felt the vocation a few days ago
Father:a few days ago? And when?
Jude: I...
Father: don't you think you hurrying about this decision? Calling off a marriage days away from the marriage to be in convent don't you think you can think a little bit longer? What's happening to you Jude?
Jude:please father it's necessary that I stay here I feel that I need to go away from the world o find peace
Father:Jude in convent you don't enter to escape the world but only for the joy to serve god
Jude:and that's what I want father
Father:ok than
Jude:you accept me in convent?
Father:I say...