When Harry returned for his senior year of school it was nothing like he ever imagined it would be. He had once imagined he would be spending the train ride with his two best friends and would be picturing career choices and dating and all that. Instead Harry was a married man who went to school with Lucius and not on the train, and had been surprised when Draco was named head boy, he was named captain of the Slytherin quidditch team. He had a career already planned, to work with Blaise for his dad, and of course only one of his best friends was still a student at the school as Ron was in a detention center.
The biggest change for he and his husband was Harry had returned to their bed though they had not had sex and while Harry willingly slept not only in the bed but in his husband's arms as well, Lucius never groped or touched him down below the waist any more. He had kept to his word to Harry during their honeymoon that he would not have sex with Harry until his husband said the words back to him, that he loved him. He had gone without sex before, he could now, and he wanted love.
The senior year progressed with the Slytherins winning their first game of the year against Gryffindor, helping Harry and Draco towards their hopes of the cup for their senior year. That Christmas they had the same guests to the house but Harry's dads and sister were included as well. This time Harry was happy to see them.
Harry went into their arms; well Remus' for Sirius had Moira in his arms. "I am so happy you guys are coming for the whole week."
Remus kissed his son on the head. "We're just happy you're glad we're here cub. It broke out hearts last year."
It had been a few weeks after Harry's last stay at the hospital when he had brought the scrapbook his dads made for him to a counselling session with them. He had looked through the first pages last Christmas when Remus had given him the book but no further. He had looked through the book and had read the letters, and with time he had been able to slowly come to forgive his dads. He had actually been making a similar scrapbook album for Moira with the help of other family, and he planned on giving it to his dads on her first birthday. He knew muggles had a tradition of baby's first year book, he had seen Dudley's, and wanted one for Moira.
The gift opening was a much happier event that year and though he had an actual gift for his husband which he had give him that morning after dinner that night Harry drew his husband away from the others and pulled him under the mistle toe where they shared a long warm kiss.
Lucius smiled as he drew back. "Not that I mind the kiss but I do believe you lured me away with a promise of a special gift."
Harry smiled. "Now I know where your son got it from. But this is my gift." And after one last kiss. "I love you Luc, I am in love with my amazing husband."
It took a few more repeats for Lucius to believe it but he drew Harry in for another long drawn out hungry kiss. He had said that he knew Harry would come to return the feelings one day but he had not been as confidant as he had always claimed to be about it. He knew that he had forced Harry into the marriage and though they had made peace ad been getting along, jus because they were married did not mean they would automatically fall in love. He knew there was a chance if he held out for love they would never have sex but he had been hoping he could convince Harry he loved him to.
Though Harry had never thought the day would come he was happy that it had. He had always known that there was a chance he would not. After his husband nearly raped him he had thought there was no chance in hell. And if Lucius had not given him the time, if he had bedded Harry when they wed, he likely never would. But Lucius had been patient and tender, and had shown such a warm loving side, and Harry knew he wanted to be with this man.
Harry put his husband's hand on the front of his pants. "I want to make love to you tonight; I want to share a bed with my husband for real."
Lucius gently ran a hand down it but withdrew. "Tonight then, tonight we will make love and I will make sure your first time is a time you'll never regret."
Though they did not rush off to bed they were both anxious when they did, and from the looks they missed on the others, they were not as secret as they though. Lucius smiled when Harry stood before him in their bedroom in not but boxers as he was, and found for the first time absolutely no resistance or fear from his husband as he lowered Harry down onto the mattress he was going to make sure his husband enjoyed every last moment. Harry had been raped by a monster as a child and then Lucius had groped him and nearly raped him. Both he and Vernon had made sex to be painful and shameful to Harry, but he wanted to change that.
As he lowered his mouth to his husband's he took his time that night, though his body was anxious to take the fine young body. He reminded himself his husband was not some little hooker he bought for sex. Harry had cried every time they had been intimate before but there only came contented moans of pleasure, a hiss very snake like when he sunk his teeth into each of his husband's fine red nipples.
There was no pulling back when he removed his husband's boxers and his had went to the fine cock but as he caressed Harry tensed. "No."
Lucius kissed him tenderly and continued but just gently. "I love you, I will never force my green eyes, but I swear I'll be gentle."
Harry never gave a verbal response but shakily returned the kiss and Lucius continued caressing Harry as he explored the chest and by the time he took the cock into his mouth Harry's hips were lifting from the bed to meet him. He cleaned Harry off and reached for his wand and both lubricated and added a contraceptive spell. Harry tensed in pain as he gently eased fingers in him to stretch him but by the time he sunk into his husband for the first time Harry's tenseness dissolved away and by the end Harry had begun moving with him. He cleaned them both off as he finished for Harry had more then he could handle another round.
Harry settled into his arms that night. "I love you so much Luc. I love you."
Lucius kissed the back of his neck. "You are my life Harry, I am sorry I didn't do this first."
As they slept together that night neither of them had felt so at peace before and for the first time when Harry woke up he turned and snuggled into his husband's arms, not wanting to leave them. It had taken along time but he knew he was happy and safe here with his husband and perhaps this time next year they would be expecting or at least be trying for a baby of their own.