Dark Desires

Supernatural/ D/A/ My Bloody Valentine/ Devour

A/N: I hope I don't disappoint you reviews,

Disclaimer: I don't own the boys: or blue oyster cult

Takes place after Season 3, and into Season 4. AU.

Chapter Two: The Devil's Child.

The old hunter stilled, as Jacob, moved past him, and towards the open grave, peering into the shallow grave, the casket was off to the side, the lines drawn in the dirt, told him, that whatever was in that thing, was no light weight.

"who died?" Jake asked. But Bobby didn't answer, Jake still had the gun in his hand, and Bobby was contemplating, on how he would go about, disarming him.

"I'm just passing, through, can't stay, wish I could "Jake informed him.

"give my regards, to Sam and Dean.

Bobby froze, at the cheerfulness, that Jacob was showing, like he had no remorse of the act he, committed, a little over a year ago.

I remember everything bobby, Jacob admitted, quietly staring at nothing in particular, Jacob had undergone, extensive therapy, he was on meds, and under the care of his uncle, bobby's brother. But it had been two years since, he had last heard of his younger brother. And he speculated Jake had something to do with it, though he had no proof, and now, was not the time to go accusing him, now was the time, for Dean's burial.

"How long has it been boy?' said Bobby. Coming to stand next to his young nephew.

"to long uncle, to long"

The embraced each other, Jacob Gray also bode, some resemblance to the recently departed Dean Winchester. "I have some sad news to tell you, boy" Bobby said, with a heavy heart.

As he told, his nephew, about Dean's deal, with the crossroads demon, Dean's selfish desire, to bring back his little brother from the dead. Against his wishes, and the year, he got in return, to say goodbye, Sam had done everything he could think of to break, Dean's deal, but dean kept fighting him on it. Telling Sam, what the she demon told him. If he had tried to weasel out of his deal, Sam would drop dead. And that was the last thing Dean wanted. Bobby touched base, on the hellhounds: messengers of the devil. And Lilth, the little bitch who started it all.

Jake sat back amazed by the story, it was all true, every single, scary story, he had ever been told. Was based on a fact, not fiction. Now with the death, of Dean Winchester, looming overhead. Jake had to wonder how his brother was doing in all this, he hardly gotten to see Sam. The last time he saw Sam, he was fourteen, secretly looking into colleges, they compared colleges, and Jake prepped him for the years to come, he had even invited him over to play the online game, called Pathway, on Conrad's laptop, But Dean, who was nearby, who apparently spoke for Sam now, voiced his complaints, complaints that were enforced by a silver magnum. Leaving Jake had no choice but to back away. Cautiously, putting an arm around Dakota, while doing so. Now that Dean was gone, out of the way, he had a chance to influence Sam.

"I want you to stay away from Sam, got that" Said Bobby, with a stern look, he doesn't need your kind, Jake. He warned.

It didn't seem like Jake heard, once again, offering to bury Dean, he took a great liking, to the fact, that Dean was now maggot food.

bobby, took the offered help, as they both got onto separate sides, Jake would have loved to have seen, Dean's corpse, knowing that Sam's last protector, would rot, in the ground. Jake pulling, Bobby pushed, as the pine coffin, dragged along the ground, in a morbid scene, Dean's coffin, slide, into the man made hole. Bobby took off his cap, brining his arm up, wiping the sweat from his brow. He didn't like that look on his nephew's face.

I guess, this is the end of Dean Winchester, Jacob said, perhaps I should go pay my respect, to Sam, what do you think Bobby.

"I think, you better go" replied the old hunter.

I know what your are Jacob, and I know, you can sense, the demonic blood in Sam, but you aren't getting him, Sam isn't like you, he's confused right now, and he doesn't need your influence. Said Bobby.

"I'll decide what he needs bobby" retorted the Devil's child. The Devil herself, had forsaken her only son, and that son is me, so forgive me, if I found, Sam, to be somewhat appealing, he's just like me, only its his tarnished blood, that is his undoing.

"shut up and go! Bobby Spat, pointing to Jacob's car, with a shrug, Jacob moved towards his own car, I'm faster Bobby, stronger, with each demon I kill I drink their blood, this is what awaits Sam, if he chooses the wrong path.

Jacob grinned, before slumping into his car, and pulling the door shut, behind him, Bobby let out a sigh of relief before calling Alec. His transgenic Son, would have to be on alert, he didn't trust Jacob gray not for a second.

Back in the Junkyard Alec was going over some old case files, papers with dates, images, of killings, scattered the floor, where he sat perched up against Sam's bed. Sam hadn't been eating, but Alec wasn't worried, it hadn't even been a full day without dean yet, but he knew, of Sam got worse, that he would have to force feed the young man. He was currently looking at an article about an old Mine, that read: ST. Valentine's bloody Massacre ends in a little town of harmony with the death of a young troubled man, by the name of Tom Hennings who was in the mine, when the mine collapsed, survivors: Sarah palmer and her husband Sheriff Axel Palmer, the body of Tom Hennings has yet to be recovered, in the picture, their was, a miner coming out with a mask on, face concealed, the photographer only caught the back of his head, which looked familiar to Sam, who was peering over Alec's shoulder sitting up.

"Do you recognize him?" asked the transgenic, startling Sam, from his saddened thoughts. "not really Sam admitted.

Alec couldn't help, but grin, even in the grim state, that the Winchester was in, he found Sam's curiosity to be warm and inviting. And he was determined to save Sam, from going dark.

"you think Tom Hennings is actually dead" asked Sam, snatching the article from the soldier's hand, I don't know" Alec answered snatching it back. Sam blinked, grasping air. He had almost forgotten, Alec was Genetically enhanced.

"besides what are we going to do? Track him down? Asked Alec, rolling his eyes, Sam, nodded, anything, to fill this void in his chest, reckless that's what he was aiming for.

"no Sam, not now, its to soon, and if he did, make it out, what is your connection to him anyways?" 494 asked looking into Sam's empty puppy dog eyes.

He was my boyfriend, during, high school, that is, until he dumped me for a girl, though can't say, I didn't see it coming. Sam laughed bitterly. When my brother found out, Dean was angry, I never seen him like that, he would pace around the bedroom, growling, curses, he had been supportive of me, when I, finely, came out of the closet, he wasn't upset at me, I can remember him, telling me that reputedly, He was upset because Tom, broke my heart, he was the first long term relationship, I ever had. Dad had confronted Dean, and Dean actually, blew up in his face, he was threatening to go after Tom, something about gutting him like a spineless fish, I can still hear dean growling obesities, I thought he would tell, Dad, about how I was, but he didn't. he never did, he just, shook dad off, and growled at me, to follow him, I did, out of obligation. Because I felt bad, for putting him through that.

"I see, Alec murmured darkly, " I thought you didn't recognize him" he thought, Before changing the subject. He didn't know why, but he knew, he had to keep an eye on Sam, so he took it as a personal quest, to help Sam get back onto his feet, and hopefully put Dean and Tom, in the rearview mirror. That's when his cell went off, "Don't fear the reaper" played through his denim jeans, pulling out his cell, he flipped it open, "Alec are you with Sam, I just ran into Jake gray, it was bobby's voce, 494, let out a sigh of relief, "god Bobby I thought you were my brother" said Alec.

"yeah he's with me, were looking at some old articles we found, they seems to be a few months old, yeah, I'll do that. 494, shut his cell, "bobby wants us, on the road, he thinks, its safer then just staying here, Jacob's back.

Alec didn't have to ask, who Jacob gray was, he had met, the young man, on the mission, at first, he seemed charismatic, and a likable person, but like Ben, he was two faced, he didn't know, much about the Demon child, just that he was lethal, and he appeared to be after Sam for some reason.

494, wasted no time, as he went to the closet and took out two duffle bags, one for him and for Sam, he threw one at Sam, "start packing" he said. Before, stuffing everything that, Dean Winchester, ever owned, into the other duffle bag. Sam's breath hitched, as he caught, when Alec was doing, he wasn't ready to give up his brother just yet, "hey Alec, why don't I do that. 494, looked down, realizing his mistake, he stepped back, then you'll allow me to pack your things, because time's a- wasting Sammy" we don't know how fast Jacob is, he could already be here, "but you're a superhuman, your special replied. Sam. Taken aback, 494, scrunched up his face, "your special to, Sammy" Alec replied, with a calloused laugh, shoving in Sam's pants, and shirts, Sam gingerly took care of Dean's articles of clothing, Alec hesitated when, he reached the boxer drawer, he shook his head, before shoving them to, into the duffle, got everything,

so do I replied Sam.

Nearing the impala Alec threw everything, into the backseat, climbing in, Sam followed behind him, he started the engine, tearing through the gravel, Sam had a shocked expression, your hurting her Alec, he cried.

"its just a car" Alec, said looking at up Sam, in the end, it'll probably end back up here, Sam scowled, crossing his arms., "I was just joking" said Alec rolling his eyes, "your as bad as Dean" Sam Retorted before, focusing his attention, to the side window. Leaving Alec, with his own thoughts. 494 pulled into a cove of trees, as the dark branches concealed the car. Waiting For Jake to appear.

That night was spent on edge for the transgenic and the hunter, waiting for their pray, Alec drummed his fingers on the steering wheel. But their was no sign of the devil's child, Alec was getting Annecy for a fight,. To pass the time, he reverted back to Tom, "was he your first?" asked Alec, catching the young hunter off guard.

"my first what- oh it wasn't like that, replied Sam, finely catching on, what the transgenic was hinting at.

"Oh come on-, Alec droned, give me something to work with-

. "now is not the time" Sam replied, trying to put an end to this particular conversation. But Alec wasn't having any of it. He pressed on, his blue green eyes hardening with jealousy. Tell me!, I want to know!, he demanded, startling and possibly scaring the taller man.

Alec wasn't going to let this just fly by, sure he said he'd keep in touch, but things had come up: like spending a year in psych OPPS, under surveillance, all because of his older twin brother. Sam was right, though, this wasn't the time, or the place to discuss this, but their wasn't anything to, fucking discuss, it was a mute subject.

"I think bobby has lost it" Alec murmured. Pulling out, onto the road, he drove away, from the junkyard, Bobby gave him coordinates for a new location. As soon as the reached the interstate, "rest in peace Dean Winchester, I'll watch over Sammy now, like I promised years ago.

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Two months later, Ruby came back, saying that she could give Sam, the power to defeat Lilth, but before, Sam could answer her, yes or no, Alec came back, with two beers, two bags of gummy worms, and a turkey sandwich for Sam. he was dressed, in Dean's old clothing, wearing his leather jacket, and faded denim jeans, Dean's pendent swung from his neck, Dean's hunter ring, rested on his left hand. Ruby gawked at him, disbelievingly, this couldn't be Dean, it was an imposter. She turned quickly to Sam, thinking it was, a Transgenic believing it was a shifter in disguise.

"your letting a shifter go around in dean's meat suit!' she practically screamed, Sam flinched, noticeably But answered her none the less, "he's not a shifter, Ruby, he's not dean!, she seethed harshly. Eyeing Alec.

"I never said, that he was my brother" answered Sam. Turning to face Alec, he felt sick to the stomach.

"he looks to much like Dean, she right, what am I trying to do?. But Alec's stern voice cut through his thoughts.

"Hey! No bitches allowed" yelled Alec, aseptically demonic bitches, get in the car Sammy, he growled, earning, a look from the taller hunter. 494's eyes narrowed, when Sam heisted Ruby was reaching out, maybe she could persuade Sam to come with her.

"Sam, come on, he isn't Dean, what are you doing with him, you cannot recreate your brother, pain shot through Sam's chest, did she really think, I wanted to recreate my brother, from another look alike. SAM CAR, NOW! Shouted Alec reaching across the seat grasping Sam's wrist and tugging him inside, Sam fell back on his butt. Grasping, the hood, as the car started moving

"Alec what are you doing!- He yelled. Flipping himself around and shutting the door. When Sam was fully inside, he gunned her, tearing away from the blonde she demon- leaving Ruby in the dust.

Sam was silent, at first, but decided, to be the first one to say something "Dude, what were thinking?- He finely asked.

"got you away from her, didn't I- was the shadowed answer' it was more of statement, rather then a question, I get it, I really do Sam, we hunt demons, and if you, had cared to check, you would've known, that she was out, for more, then teaching you the tricks of the trade, he quirked up an eyebrow.

"Do you honestly, think that your brother, would want you to associate with her, he'd never forgive me-, she'll try to get in contact with you- do me a favor, keep your eyes open little brother-. Sam's eyes widened, as his heart exploded, pain shot through his body and chest: he hadn't thought about it. And Alec probably saved him, from making a terrible mistake, but he was so confused, he didn't know, up from down, right from wrong anymore, he just really wanted to give up, submit to the darkness, and have it all be over. Was it to much to ask, to join his brother in death. Was it-

As Alec parked the car, in an abandoned parking lot, near a motel, he cut the engine off, before turning to Sam.

Sam looked so sad, from where he was, sitting in the driver's seat, leaning over, crushing his lips against the hunter's he pressed Sam, back against the seat- pinning his shoulders back, and titling his head back still lip locked.

Sam didn't know, what was happening- one second he was sitting here drowning himself, in self loathing the next a pair of warm lips attacked him- where was this coming from, did Alec even know what he was doing?. His mind panicked, reeling, as hot breath coasted along his face, a warm tongue lapping at his jaw line.

He tried to pry Alec off him, but Alec was to engrossed into, the soft ministrations, he was inflicting on Sam, to pay attention. Alec moved to his neck-, hungry lips, moved against alabaster skin, teeth grazed his neck, electing a small gasp of pleasure, as the soldier bit down, eliciting a soft moan,

"Alec, what are you doing" he managed to ask, 494, gave him a steely look, his hot mouth, moved against his skin nipping and sucking, on tender spots, earning curt gasps, taking advantage, plunging his tongue into Sam's open mouth.

Sam pressed back, with tears blurring his vision, Dean's ring, gleamed in the dying sun, Alec felt hot, and needy under Sam's touch, as their tongues dueled for dominance, Alec pressed Sam back even more, getting a better leverage, from the power of the kiss held, Alec could tell, Sam, was broken on the inside.

Tears trailed down, the hunter's face, he didn't want to disappoint , childhood crush, but he felt his will start to crumble the X-5, could taste the tears on his lips, his eyes winded as he realized what he was doing, he was forcing himself upon Sam, and for what, for a brief second, his jealousy had won out, he was kissing harder, grabbing, the hunter's silky hair, and molding their lips together, never once releasing Sam, he had complete control over the hunter for a brief moment, his world, was filled with the warmth of Sam's lips, he craved more. But couldn't stand what he was doing to Sam, either, Sam had stopped responding to his touches. He could feel Sam's shake under his own weight.

Forcing himself off Sam, sank back into the driver's seat, with an apologetic look on his face, regret was the furthest thing from his mind. As he stared out the window. Sam sat frozen in place, his mind a chaotic mess. How was this different from ruby, how was this supposed to help him get over, the loss of his brother. He hated Alec at the moment, he hated the way, he was turning into his brother, or at least trying to. What did alec want from him.

"you know, you have a strange way, of saying I love you" Sam choked out,. With a small hurt laugh, Alec shook his head, a cat like grin appearing across his face. Before reaching out, and turning on the radio, blue oyster cult, cut through the speakers.

All our times have comeHere but now they're goneSeasons don't fear the reaperNor do the wind, the sun or the rain.. we can be like they areCome on baby...don't fear the reaperBaby take my hand...don't fear the reaperWe'll be able to fly...don't fear the reaperBaby I'm your man...

Alec, was staring hard, out the window, contemplating whether to pull up for the night, or drive on. He could go long periods without sleep, at days at a time, if anything the motel would be for Sam.

494, could hear Sam singing softly along with the song, so he decided to turn it up, as he joined in on the song, he began to pull out of the parking lot.

Valentine is doneHere but now they're goneRomeo and JulietAre together in eternity...Romeo and Juliet40,000 men and women everyday...Like Romeo and Juliet40,000 men and women everyday...Redefine happinessAnother 40,000 coming everyday...We can be like they areCome on baby...don't fear the reaperBaby take my hand...don't fear the reaperWe'll be able to fly...don't fear the reaperBaby I'm your man... Sam cut off, Alec continued, to sing loudly, masking his emotions, as he did so, from the backseat or was it in the background, on the radio, Sam couldn't tell, San was almost positive that he heard his older brother singing along, finishing the song.

Love of two is oneHere but now they're goneCame the last night of sadnessAnd it was clear she couldn't go onThen the door was open and the wind appearedThe candles blew then disappearedThe curtains flew then he appeared...saying don't be afraidCome on baby...and she had no fearAnd she ran to him...then they started to flyThey looked backward and said goodbye...she had become like they areShe had taken his hand...she had become like they areCome on baby...don't fear the reaper

As the song came to an end, their voices blending together in unison, Sam felt a little bit better knowing that he wasn't alone. Knowing that even in hell, his older brother was watching out for him. He rested his head against the window. Being lulled to sleep, by Alec's familiar voice. Ruby's words came back to haunt him. "Sam what your doing is wrong, you cannot recreate your brother. But Alec wasn't like Dean, so why was alec trying so hard to become him.