Chapter 15- Creepy Doctor…

Serena's P.O.V

*wakes up*

*gasp* "SOR'IE!"

"SUKI! SUKI!" Before I even acknowledged that I was still in a dreamlike state, I rushed out of the room looking for the young boy who captured my heart, oh so long ago. In both fear and trepidation, I ran toward the exit and started roughly puling on the non-budging door handle frantically. Seeing no point in doing so after a while, I looked around through my fog filled eyes of not really seeing, hearing, or even listening to things. All I knew was that I had to find that boy, right now. I ran toward the nearest window I could come across and started pulling again and again only to meet failure once more, but not complete failure. I grabbed the nearest kitchen chair, nearly dropping it in my urgency, and threw it as hard as I can into the window, shattering it in the process. I quickly pulled myself onto the counter and nearly tripping into the sink while doing so. I looked down the window and around, seeing that I'd only fall to my death for there was no trees or anything I could climb down to. I got back down and not even acknowledging the cold hard glass that had entered even deeply my palms, and I once again, began my search frenzy.

I came across the living room and saw another window that would no doubt be sealed shut. Not wanting to waste even more time, I grabbed the pot of whatever plant that was near one of the windows, and took a few steps back before hurling it into the window. I quickly ran and broke more of what was left of the glass and poked my head out the window once again. I looked around and saw a tree about three feet away, a bit to the right side of the right sided window. I pushed more of the glass away before jumping onto to window and hurling myself to the tree. Not even listening to the opening door and shouts of plea's from the far end of the house. I landed hard and started sliding down the tree that had lifted up my shirt and started scratching me with its unmerciful nails, and its fingers tangling into my hair. I tried to do my best and hold onto the arms of the tree, but it kept slipping from my very hands each time I tried. But the attempts of frantically trying to hold onto something helped crease my fall, but not completely.

I landed with a heavy impact and stayed down, head up, staring into the starless sky before pushing myself up only to fail and start again. Once I managed to pull myself up I bolted, no specific area came to my sleeping but frenzy filled mind, went toward whatever direction of not the wind pulling me into, but I pulling the wind with me.

I passed buildings of all shapes and sizes, the mixture of colors all around seemed to blur my already clouded eyes and mind. Not a single word passed my dried broken lips nor my current mania minded mind. The headlights of the cars and the lights all around me did nothing to help me in the ice cold night that seemed to en cage your bones and meat. Freezing the skin above it, making your teeth chatter against one another and forces you to cross your arms and kneel down onto the cold concert floor. Pushing you to stay still and not meeting its enemy of warmth, though even warmth may lead to its consequence of a falling heart. Warmth of another person gives warmth to another and so on forth, and then love comes in the equation. But once that is gone the comfort of warmth turns to cold, freezing your heart so you no longer experience emotions, no longer experience pain, you no longer feel. It is the perfect balance of hot and cold one would say, but you forget to find your happiness in this process. So is it really good not to feel anything at all and risk losing everything and nothing? Or is it really good to feel the love and warmth that may get too hot and hurt you oh so deeply in the process and risk nothing but everything? The answer I do not know no longer for I am no longer in between heat and cold, but pacing back and forth in each.

I'm making turns and turns, it seems like I'm running in circles and I still don't know where I'm headed. My bare feet started to leave foot prints form the poor rocky concrete. But even that did not have a effect on my sleeping mind. All I knew was that I had to find him, and I need to find him right now to tell him something very important that I had kept hidden in myself for years and protecting myself from it. And now I no longer care anymore, now that my mind had awakened and showed me my forgotten past that made me feel and see nightmares to no end. I knew that I had to bend my rules of ice that is now melting from the heat growing in me, but not completely. I was afraid, afraid of being rejected if I ever had to courage to even confess this emotion of mine. I... no longer know what to do... Is this another consequence of warmth? I feel so terrified like none before; my body is trembling from the cold and becoming one with it once again. While my heart trembles in become scarred and battered once again.

My breath started to change its pace into hysterical's, if my mind and eyes where clouded they before they ought to be ashamed now. For now I could barely even see now! I'm still running but I don't even know where I am. It's quiet, and no longer in the range of the busy cars and traffic. It's dark and that is of no use to me nor my eyes. I feel as though I should stop but I can't, I'm running and running to no end. As if I'm running to and from something, but what...?

My panic state mind did not help the situation. I'm shaking, I'm scarred, I want to wake up, but aren't I already awake? I want to go back, I want to go back home, to my safe haven, maybe, maybe I should just stop pacing in hot and cold and stay in the cold area. I am safer there. But then I won't be able to feel, I'll never find happiness. But with happiness comes a price of pain. I.. I NO LONGER NO ANYTHING! WHY! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE FILLED SO MUCH SELF DOUBT?! In my state of mind I finally fall down and collapse in a heap. My short cut breaths of no help to me... a

I do not know how l lay there in a ball rocking back and forth and falling in and out of sleep. When my mind and I finally found peace, we were awoken by the cold drops of rain that did not crease my endless shivering. I pulled my legs even tighter to me and my face in my arms and legs, and fell asleep once again shivering. Then I was awoken again but this time by being shaken by someone, but now I no longer had the strength to even move. I was lifted up and carried, were I do not know but I do know that I wanted to sleep more and sleep I shall.

~~~~Time Skip~~~~

"...Mmmm" I opened my eyes and looked around. I was in a light grey painted room in bed with a white cloth on my forehead. And it was warm and comfy. But I could not move and felt tired, I saw a movement on the corner of my eye but before I could even acknowledged it, I feel asleep once again...

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I woke and slept countless of times throughout the night. Not understanding what was going on and what happened, nor did I care to. All I wanted to sleep and to be comforted by the bitter sweet darkness. And that I did, until finally I awoke and was met with a handsome sleeping blond sitting next to my bed. I stared at him in daze, not knowing how to respond to this yet. Then finally when I came to, and realized I'm in bed and alone with in unfamiliar man in the room, and in an unfamiliar place. I tried to sit up but I was far too weak and fell back down onto the bed. I wasn't even half way up... the bed protested and made squeaky sounds and my muscles ached. I couldn't help but moan in pain, but no sound came out. Just the bitter feeling of a dry protesting throat came to my steed. I tried once again but this time I was pushed down my freezing cold thin hands. I look to the side to see that man had awakened and was looking at me in concern.

"Do not be alarmed, I'm here to help you I am a doctor." The pale faced man said to me in attempted to calm me. His voice cool, calm, and professional like, when he saw I made no move to protest in any way he continued. "My name is Luke Foster, I saw you lying on the ground just a little ways from my home in the rain. I took you in to shelter you from the rain, you could have died, and you nearly did. May I ask what you were doing out in that rain?"

"I..I don't know.." I couldn't remember why I have even outside, nor how long I've been.

"Do you recall your name?"

"Umm... Serena Howl sir." I licked my dry lips as I answered in a raspy voice. The man reached across from him where there was a table. He grabbed a water bottle and opened its cap and poured some in the cup then stood up and helped me up and brought the cup to my lips. I drank carefully, trying not to spill as the warm water smoothed my dry throat. When I was done he laid me down and brought the blankets up till it was under my chin. "Thank you" I said, though it had more than on meaning.

He smiled at me and said "It's no problem, though I must say, I've never seen such perfectly shaped collarbones."

It took me a few seconds to realize what he was saying. "Excuse me?!" I asked a bit terrified of him now.

"They are so perfectly shaped, they were so hard to resist while taking care of you, but of course now that you are awake.. May I please see them?" He asked me with an innocent smile that did not match his words.

I sat there baffled not knowing how to react to this, my mouth gaping close and open like a fish. Then he started to get closer and I yelled as must as I could muster "NO!"

Then it was his turn to sit there baffled while I tried to move away. "Oh.. But... They're so perfect.." His face quickly changed to a sad child's face who had their favorite toy taken away from them. I ALMOST! felt sorry for him... but I was defiantly creep-ed out as hell.

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~~~~~Authors Note!~~~~

Haha, Hi everyone! I hope you all enjoy this chapter I wrote, I really enjoyed it :D But if it's too hard to understand please do comment and I will do my best to answer them tomorrow because I'm going to sleep tonight haha. But yeah thank you all for your support and asking me to update really gets me going :D so yes please pretty please comment. And I swear I LOVE reading every single ones comments and they always bring a smile to my face! Hehe! Anyways I hope you all had a wonderful thanksgiving! :D I might stay online for a bit more then I'll go to sleep cause I need it and I have school tomorrow lol. So yeah everyone! Goodnight and I REALLY hope you all enjoy this chapter :D