I opened the door of the Stilinski house carrying a bag and a box full of books that soon were taken from me by John "What are you thinking by carrying all this on your own?!" he scolded me angrily.
Which made my inner wolf whine pitifully and growl angrily at me for angering our true mate. Stop it Peter! He doesn't see you as a mate or boyfriend. You are just a casual fuck that takes care of the house, I thought sadly but shook my head to stop myself from feeling this silly emotions. Stop being an idiot Hale! You knew it since the beginning and you still wanted it. I don't care if he just wants a sexual relationship, as long as it means I am by his side... even if it means I'll have to get rid of our pup.
I unintentionally let a wreaking sob leave my lips and panicked when I saw that he noticed. The Sheriff placed all my belongings on the sofa and rushed to my side in a matter of seconds, a hand on my belly and the other caressing my cheek "What is wrong? Something with the baby?".
No... I thought, dread gripping my heart in a tight hold. No, this can't be happening. No! He can't know. If he knows then he'll leave me. If he leaves me I... I... I won't be able to continue living!
"I'll get rid of it" I told him rapidly "Don't worry that I'll take care of it. So, please don't leave me".
I knew that I was begging and that there were unshed tears in my eyes, I surely must be the picture of pity and desperation but I didn't care. Me and my inner wolf were shivering at the thought of our true mate leaving us, and my instincts were driving me crazy demanding that I take care of the problem and soon.
"Peter" he murmured, clearly shock at my behavior. Which only made me at the floor in shame "Come" he ordered before grabbing my hand and leading me towards his bedroom.
There he laid me carefully on the bed and kissed me softly. He undressed me slowly and kissed every part of my skin so sweetly that I melted under his touch. He then carried on making love to me, I knew that I was letting my hopes up but he didn't fuck me hard or dirty. Instead he took his time with me, made sure I felt every inch of him and that I reached my release first. That's the sweetest and most considerable way that someone ever treated me, if I didn't call that love making then I don't know what else would I call it.
My soul and inner wolf were singing in happiness, they were on cloud nine. Our true mate had accepted us back and wanted to keep us at his side. Even if it meant that I will have to lose our pup I will do it to stay at his side. No one ever treated me with so much respect and sweetness. No one ever made me feel so loved, even if I knew that I was just a warm hole for John his kind touch was everything I needed.
When he came inside of me, marking me for everyone to know I was his, he left my insides and laid on his back, wrapping an arm around my waist so I would be smashed against his well-built chest. I had to swallow back a whimper at not feeling him inside of me anymore. After all, I was lucky enough that he took me back, I couldn't complain when he enough of using me.
I was unsure if I was allowed to speak but I still did anyway, I had to assure him that I will take care of the problem "Don't worry John I will get rid of the baby tomorrow, so I won't bother you".
"What?" he gasped shocked and a bit angry.
What? I wasn't allowed to speak? I thought that he will be happy if I gave him the good news. I thought confused, my inner wolf beating me for angering our mate twice in one day.
He flipped us so he would be over me again "John?" I questioned him unsure of what was happening.
"Who hurt you Peter? Who hurt you so much to think that you can't be loved?" his kind eyes bore into my soul with such an intensity that it took my breath away "You are my boyfriend Peter and you make me so happy. Happier that I have been in years. Years since my... wife's death" my inner wolf jumped in happiness at the confession of our true mate "This baby is a miracle... a light in my darkness. Just like you" he placed his palm on my cheek, thumb caressing my skin. I couldn't help myself and leaned on his touch and warmth "I love you Peter" I gasped at his confession and looked at him with wide eyes full of surprise "We haven't been together for long and we haven't known each other for long either, but I am sure that I love you. And I love our unborn pup with all my heart" my chest burst in warmth and hope at his words "I want to keep the baby and I want you to move in with me. We will raise this child together and he or she will have two protective and amazing older sister at his or her side" he smiled reasuringly at me "Derek came earlier today to let me know about your pregnancy and that he will not take away this child from you, not like Talia did" my heart was beating so fast that it was a big surprise that I could hear John talk over the bumping of my blood "He also gave me the blessing to mate and marry you. So what do you say? Will you Peter Hale make me the honor of becoming my husband and mate, the father of my children?".
"Yes... yes!" I shouted happily, wrapping my arms around his neck and smashing our lips in a lip lock.
"You'll still have to tell me what made you so insecure" he told me seriously. But when he saw my nervousness he softened his expression "But it doesn't have to be in a near future as long as you promise me that you'll see a psychologist and remember that I love you, you can take your time".
"I promise" I assured him and return to cuddle with my fiancée.
I love saying that, I exclaimed in my head excitedly but then I cursed, Damn hormones!
"Damn it!" he cursed under his breath making me worry "How will I tell Stiles that I got her beta's father pregnant? She is gonna flip!".
I had to laugh at that, soon he followed me. Maybe things are going to be ok, I thought relived.