Author's Note: Sorry, I didn't completely read over everything. 'Scuse the mistakes! But anyway, thought you might like two new chapters since I havn't been the greatest on updating. So enjoy!!
Disclaimer: I do not own Fullmetal Alchemist in anyway. All characters belong to their rightful owner- Except Ben, he belongs to me.
Your My Last Coin
I woke up to the color black; Not the color of a black bear, or the night sky, but instead the color you would find 10 feet underground. It was cold, and I had been laying on my back in the passengers seat. No one was in the car with me, and I had never seen this vehicle before. I had an enormous headache, as I winced once my hand touched my forehead. It was then I realized the bottom part of my body, my hips down was naked. I screamed at the sight, as my cold hand flew to the car door. I tried with everything I had left in me to open it, but it's wouldn't budge. It was locked, and it was impossible to find the lock in a mysterious car, the color of black. I fell to the back of the car, scraping my knee on a plastic piece of the seat, sticking straight up. It was then I found a small blanket I tied around my waist.
I was in pain, I was soar everywhere. I knew what he had done, what he had committed. Ben had drugged me, and I know understood why the drink I had drank at the bar was so different then I had ever thought of something like that to be. After I had lost it, he dragged me to another car, a different one then his own, and drove me someplace far, farther then the town we had already been. I must of passed out in the seat, but still I was barley awake. He pulled over into an abandoned parking lot, and parked the car all the way in the back of the building, so no one could see what he was about to do. He climbed on top of me, as I only smiled dreaming of another man. He laughed a loud, disgusting laugh, and unbuckled his belt, tieing it around my neck tightly, causing my head to only look in one direction; Towards him. His pants slowly slid off this chunky hips, and he rested his head under my chin. His hand brushed my chin and he whispered to me.
"You are such a fool..." He slurred, I only closed my eyes, still out of it. The drug had completely taken over my body, and I was surprised I was able to remember as much as I had. And Ben raped me with out hesitation, and know that I think back on this, I believe the reason I recall everything so clearly was because of the pain. I remember the pain. It hurt, and was nothing like you could ever imagine. So many feelings I couldn't never describe. But I was helpless, and I was a fool.
So as I knelt in the abandoned car, parked in back of a building, I hurried to return to the door and escape. There was no way I could find the lock, and I had no clue where Ben could be. I was scared, cold, and in horrible pain. A thunder storm was near, I could hear it in the distance, as it began to slowly drizzle on top of the car; Small rain drops found their way between the leaves attached to the leaves that hung above me. So then there was no choice, I was getting out of this hell. I curled my fist, and jammed my hand into the window, creating only a small crack. I whimpered, as a small spot of blood began to appear on my knuckle. I took a deep breath, and nailed the window of the car for the second car, yet harder this time. However, only a small piece of glass broken from the sturdy window, and had dug it's way into my skin. I was holding back the tears as I yanked the piece of glass from my body, and decided on one final attempt to break the window and escape. And this time it wouldn't fail. With every bit of energy I had left in my frail body, stood up on the driver's seat, bending my neck so I could stand up all the way. And I kicked the broken window, glass flying everywhere as a huge hole, just big enough for myself to squeeze through appeared. Glass had been trusted into my legs and face. I was lucky it missed my eyes. I had just started to bleed in numerous places, as the red liquid appeared quickly on my pale, white skin.
I slowly crept out of the car, running as far as possible from it as I could, the rain now falling heavily against my skin. My eyes adjusted to the knew light, of the moon. It was colder outside of the car, and a sharp pain began to creep up to my head, now throbbing. The small amount of blood spread through out my body began dripping down my arms and legs, yet I ignored it. It felt as though I had been running away from something so many times in this world; Weather something was chasing me physically or mentally, the last month had been harsh on my legs.
I found a cozy spot in a warm phone booth about three miles away from where the car was parked. The moon was starting to disappear as the Sun had just begun to show it's self. I guess this was what I got in exchange, this was karma; Wasn't that right? Wasn't this my punishment for leaving the Elrics? This must of been the pain they felt when I left, and so I had to experience it too. But it was just so much, they didn't deserve this. I thought these things to myself as I began to dial the ten numbers I knew by heart. I dialed, and it rang. And rang. It rang so slowly, yet too fast for my damaged heart to take. I was sure it skipped a few beats once I heard the phone ring for the fifth time. I fell to my knees with the phone still stuck between my shoulder and ear.
Please, please pick up. It was the last coin I had in my pocket. Your my last coin! Please just pick it up!
It rang again, and again. It rang for quite away before I finally got an answer. The phone went dead, and the entire city became black.
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