Hello again! So last chapter wasn't that good and I suppose it was reflected in the amount of reviews, dampened my mood a little until I realised I still have many brilliant reviewers and readers! IF YOU GUYS REVIEW, AND YOU HAVE A FIC, I'LL GIVE IT A READ AND DEDICATE THE NEXT CHAPTER TO YOU. BUT ON A LIGHTER NOTE 134 REVIEWS SO FAR FOR 11 CHAPTERS! THATS AMAZING! AND OMG IT SNOWED! for england thats a rarity and i got 3 days off of school! crazy!
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SO ANYWAY HERE IS CHAPTER 12:
SORRY FOR TYPO'S: I WANTED TO GET ANOTHER CHAPTER POSTED AND ITS 10:25PM AN IM TIRED LOL
Mitchie POV:
It was now Thursday and anyone and everyone knew about Shane, even members of staff knew that a former student had drunkenly impregnated a stranger. School was becoming even more uncomfortable and even the thought of having to spend time with the endless gossipers made me want to curl up in a ball.
I hated what he had done, but it didn't mean hearing spiteful and in some cases completely exaggerated comments didn't hurt. Because it did. It was if they were talking about a complete stranger, because the Shane I knew and loved was nothing like their descriptions.
Ignoring it was hard, but I had to. I have set aside those feelings I feel towards him and move on. I didnt want our friendship to end, but I simply couldn't allow myself to get so attached again. I know too many it may seem that I am making a mountain out of a mole hill and completely blowing this situation out of proportion, but I guess this is just my way of dealing with things. In all honesty I'm hoping that if I just ignore everything things may go back to normal. I'm being selfish, and quite frankly a shit friend towards Shane, but I wasn't quite ready to accept that he was becoming a father; this was all far too grown up for my liking.
I walked through the cafeteria, searching for Nate in the long queues and endless amounts of tables. My eyes finally found him sitting with a tray of food in front of him, strumming on a guitar. Ever since Nate and I became friends, I made it my mission to get him more into music and to not just keep it for behind closed doors.
I pushed my way through several people, impatiently trying to make my way towards him when I bumped into someone, causing my handful of books and notes to fly all over the floor.
"Opps" the high pitched voice said as I got to my knees and began gathering everything up. I reverted my gaze to the tall female in front of me, oh great, the schools biggest bitch- Cathy Ryan. To the guys she was the school 'bike', every guy who had a pulse has either slept with her or is fanaticising about it. Admittedly she was pretty; long blonde hair, and legs that went on for miles, but her personality was the complete opposite. Ugly, revolting, disgusting.
Once she had realised that she had knocked me down a devious smirk appeared on her face "Oh look who it is...Miss Mitchie Torres" I got back up on my feet, still a good 3 inches shorter than her.
I said nothing "So Mitchie, how's Shane doing? Got anyone else pregnant yet? As he obviously can't keep it in his pants"
I rolled my eyes and turned to walk away, just ignore her. "Cat got your tongue?" I turned on my heel to face her again, anger beginning to boil up inside of me
"Can't you just fuck off and mind your own business?"
She let out a loud laugh, causing many people to turn around and stare at the two of us, just what i need, a scene. not. "Oh I think someone's a bit jealous"she said in a sing song voice.
"Why the hell would I be jealous of a bitch like you?" I asked, my voice now raised
"Oh i'm not talking about me, even though you obviously are jealous. I'm talking about whoever that girl is. After all, we all know that you wish it was you.
"What. The. Hell. My tolerance of this girl was getting ever thinner. I narrowed my eyes as she continued "Everybody knows you have a massive crush on him, and that you wish you lost his virginity to one another. But hey I guess it's no news flash to you, that nobody would touch you with a barge poll, no wonder he would stray"
She did not just say that. I gulped hard and took a deep breath, trying my best not to break that pretty nose of hers. Instead I let my emotions get the better of me. I quickly glanced at Nate whose mouth was hanging open and his eyes full of rage before I ran out of the cafeteria, god I was pathetic.
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Nate POV:
I stood there open mouth as I felt my fists clenching and unclenching, I swear to God if she wasn't a girl she'd be on the floor with a broken jaw. I walked up towards Cathy "You think your 'it' don't you? That you have this superior right to judge and criticise everyone? Well I'll tell you something. You're not superior, hell your worse than the dirt on my shoes. Mitchie is so much more than you'll ever be. So why don't you and you're fake hair run along and find people who actually want to hear your worthless noise, cos I can tell you something for nothing, no one round here wants to."
And with that cheers and rounds of applauds erupted as I made my way out of the cafeteria, searching for Mitchie, she couldn't have gotten that far.
I searched the halls, classrooms, everywhere. I had even gotten some random girl to check the toilets, there was no sign of her, she had walked. I stood at the front entrance as I sighed heavily, I may be Mr Perfect Attendance, but Mitchie needed me, somehow she had to get over this whole fiasco, it was eating away at her.
I got in my car and started driving the route Mitchie would have taken to get home, knowing I would come across her at some point. I sighed as the train began to fall from the sky heavily, she'd be getting soaked. I put my foot down on the accelerator slightly, raising the speed of the car until I finally found her walking slowly down the street her head hung low.
I wound down my window as I slowed down, the car now going at her walking pace "Mitch, come on get in the car before you catch a cold" she looked up at me with streaks of mascara running down her face, not quite knowing whether that was due to the rain or if she had been crying. She continued walking, now faster. "Mitchie get in the car, else I'll make you" she stopped and looked at me blankly, I waited a few seconds and yet she was still glued to the spot. "Right, that's it" I said as I unbuckled myself and got out the car. I was drenched within seconds as I picked her up and slung her over my shoulder, before opening the passenger door and sitting her down.
The rest of the car journey was quiet, neither of us knowing what to say. It saddened me as I realised that over the past few days I've seen nothing but tears and melancholy from her, her bubbly personality seemed to have disappered the moment Shane confessed.
I feel like I'm the only one holding things together at the moment, that I'm the only one who seems sane. Mitchie's ignoring Shane and crying 24/7. Shane's ignoring everyone but Mitchie, butof course she doesn't want to know. And my parents? Well my dad's on the verge of claiming that I am his only son, and my mother is sitting at home constantly questioning her parenting skills. God only knows what that girl and her family are going through
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JASON POV
I ran through the campus, towards Shane's apartment, I had finished! I had finished the perfect melody to his surprisingly deep song. If I got my way we would be jumping up and down to the hottest beats singing about anything that sprung to mind...maybe tacos. I mean no one necessarily said that the song had to be serious. I think?
I knocked on his door seven times, why seven? Because six isn't enough and well eight, eight is desperate. He opened the door "I'VE FINISHED WRITING THE MUSIC," he gave me a weak smile as I barged past him through his living room and into his bedroom
"WOAH! Have you ever heard of a thing called a bin! I've seen less mess at a land fill sight!"
I looked around his small room, I could barely move. He shrugged and threw himself on his bed. Depressed Shane was getting boring.
So what if he had gotten someone pregnant! Babies are fun! They cry and poop everywhere but they like so many things I like! Oh my god I could be Uncle Jason! I could teach it everything I know: how to count to 97, the lyrics to every Britney Spears song and how to do a jazz square! With that and Shanes good looks he would rule the world!
"C'mon Shane don't you want to hear it?" he lifted his head from his pillow and grunted
"It doesn't involve a tambourine and a dance sequence does it?" he asked deadly serious
"No!" Unfortunately... "Can I use your keyboard?" I asked as he nodded, I stumbled over the piles of dirty clothes and empty McDonald's wrappers before sitting on a chair, resting the keyboard on my lap.
I began to play the melody and sang the lyrics lightly, my voice wasn't amazing, that's why I had always preferred upbeat songs. They sounded like chipmunks on helium . I watched Shane's reaction, was it me or was he smiling? Well this was new.
Once I had finished i asked "So...? Bad, good? Indifferent?"
"It was really good! That wasn't what I was expecting in the slightest. I was expecting you to change it into some High School Musical type thing"
I wish. that Zac Efron is hot.
Just then there was another knock at the door, he rolled his eyes
"I'll get it Mr Antisocial" I offered as I got up and opened his apartment door to be faced with none other than the mother of Shane's future baby- Sarah.
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MITCHIE POV
After reluctantly accepting Nate's invitation to his house, we spent the rest of the afternoon playing Wii Sports.
I was feeling a lot better considering the little outburst from Cathy Ryan at lunch, Nate had made me realise that being 'frigid' as she called it, wasn't a bad thing at all, that guys actually respected a girl who had self respect. But it wasn't that which got me. I couldn't care less if I was a Virgin or not, it was the fact that she claimed that I was jealous of Sarah!
Why would I be jealous of a pregnant 18 year old girl? So what if she got to see Shane all the time and that she now had this special bond between the two of them in a form of a baby. So what if she had achieved one of my dreams? So what if she would always be a significant person in his life? So what if she's now going to be the most important female in his life....Oh no, maybe I am jealous.
"You know what, this beats Calculus any day!" he said whilst completely thrashing me at Tennis.
"For you maybe, but I love Algebra" I replied sarcastically. It was universally known that Michelle Torress and Math despised one another
"Oh we all know how much you love Math Mitch, so much that you're a C average in it"
"Sorry Mr Brain box, it's not my fault that you have to be a straight A student in about everything, including performing arts!"
He turned off the game and shrugged "Meh, I got the brains, Shane got the beauty."
"That's not true" I said out of no where
He laughed "so you're telling me that Shane has a brain cell in that head of his" he mocked shock.
Nope, that wasn't what I was talking about...
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SHANE POV:
I tried to pull away from Jason's grip, I was acting like a five year old but I didn't care "Please Jason can't you just tell her I'm sleeping!?"
I didn't want to see her, what was I supposed to say to her!
"No Shane, You've got to face her sooner or later"
"Why can't it be later?"
He tightened his grip around my wrist as he pulled me off the floor and dragged me into the living room before dropping me. I looked up sheepishly as Sarah gave me a weird look
"Nice entrance Shane?" she said
"Right well I'm off, I've got a hip hop class starting in 10" and with that Jason made his exit. Great just me and Sarah.
I got off the floor and brushed my jeans slightly before sitting on the sofa saying absolutely nothing
"Shane I think it's time we talk about things"
"Don't you think we've talked enough for now?" okay Woah Shane that sounded slightly insensitive, I corrected myself before she had a chance to reply "I mean... I still haven't quite come to terms with things..."
She sat down also and ran her hands through her hair, she looked pale and completely worn out "I know" she said softly "and I haven't either. Shane I'm absolutely terrified, but we need to talk about some things before time progresses further"
I shot her a confused look "What's so dependent on time?"
She bit her lip "Well we need to talk about the options..."
Okay was it me or was she being completely vague.
"Err?"
She rolled her eyes slightly "You know, whether or not we actually are going to have this baby to not..."
"Are you suggesting we abort it?" I asked shocked, that hadn't even crossed my mind
"Well it's an option isn't it; I have my views on it and what I want to do but what about you?"
So there my friends is another chapter, hope you like it, remember to review, even if it's one word, it just shows me that your actually reading it, seeming as I have like 45 alerts on this fic. 10 reviews till next chapter. IF YOU GET ME TO 150 REVIEWS ILL MAKE IT A LONGGGGGG CHAPTER!
Also check out my new one shot 'byebye beautiful' its pretty sad! but hey please read!
There's going to be a lot more events happening come chapter 14/15 onwards and there's going to be a lot more Jason I have decided. At the moment we are about mid-October, so remember thanks giving and Christmas is approaching, that's all I'm saying....
SPOILERS:
JASON POV FOR SURE. ALREADY GOT IT PLANNED OUT -- or have i? i wrote that 2 days ago? but hey, i can make a jason pov if you guys want???? tell me?!
SHANE AND JAKE HAVE A HEART TO HEART
VOCAL PERFORMANCE
AND TWO PEOPLE ARE BEGINNING TO GET A LITTLE TOO CLOSE FOR COMFORT