AN: I want to apologize in advance for taking a very long time to update this story as well as upload my newer ones and continue with the prompts. And excuse me for sounding like a broken record, but my excuse? College. I have had exams and being an engineer major is tough and time consuming and I've been focusing on getting my grades to where I want them. Unfortunately, for my "funner" side and all of you, that means my fanfic writing has to go on the backburner sometimes.
Well, that's a little peek into my "personal" life, so I'm also going to apologize if this chapter is the only thing you hear from me this weekend.
Now, getting to some of the funner things of this AN, to the guest who asked to marry them, sure lol, I'm available, but let's try just a date first? Lol. If I knew I writing my writing had that effect on people, well, maybe I wouldn't be single?
And to all the guests who reviewed on my most recent one-shot, I will try to incorporate a part two to Take A Seat in my weekend schedule, you've given me great ideas. And without further ado, please enjoy this :)
Ooops one more thing, there's been a chapter change, I pushed their "last" sleepover to the next chapter, but I hope you'll still like this one.
Chapter 35: Closed Chapter
"Alright, there, I made you breakfast in bed, now you owe me Ali." Em plopped next to Ali on her bed after finishing washing the dishes downstairs.
Yesterday, Ali had gone out for lunch with Paige and although Ali said things went well, that night, the two of them didn't do much talking, and part of that was due to Em's little gift she had bought for Ali when she and Hanna went to the mall.
Ali wanted to tell Em everything, but something about last night had sparked something inside of her and she felt like she couldn't. Suddenly Ali remembered how she and Paige had tried and finally put aside their differences and had a normal conversation. But that was the thing, Ali was supposed to resent Paige then, she should have told Paige to stay away from her Emily and that even in college, she was not allowed "alone" time with her mermaid. Ali didn't feel those feelings then, because she mainly planned the lunch in order to make Emily happy, but now, she felt them. She laughed at herself for thinking that she could be friends with Paige, other than what they ordered; Ali had nothing else in common with the girl. Emily was going to be the only thing connecting them and Ali shuddered at the idea of sharing Em with someone who had essentially had her first.
"Ali, hey, are you listening to me? I want to know how lunch was yesterday." Then it was like a gasket had been blown in Ali and she couldn't retain herself.
"Why? Why does it matter?! Do you need to know every detail so you can be sure that I didn't say anything rude to your ex-girlfriend? Geez, can you just give it a rest Em?"
The instant she stopped speaking, Ali instantly regretted it. She felt like a stone was dropped in her stomach and something gnawed at her from the inside out.
Emily didn't react the way Ali expected, the way she thought she deserved, instead, sat up in her bed and reach for Ali's hand but then retreated. "Hey, where's this coming from, did-did I do something wrong?"
Great, Ali felt like an even bigger jerk because instead of getting mad at her, Em just blamed herself. Ali felt like she could cry, crawl into a small ball, hate herself and cry into her arms.
Ali remained silent and Em felt nervous panic overwhelm her, "Alison please tell me what's wrong. Let me fix it."
Ali took a deep breath and shut her eyes, she couldn't even comprehend her feelings, let alone explain them to Emily.
"Wait, Ali, did Paige do something? Did she say something to you? Because if she so much as-"
"Em, sit down." Emily had gotten up and balled her fists at her sides. She knew Ali had come to terms with changing for the better, of forgetting and trying to rid herself of the person she was. Any reminder of that Alison hurt her more than she could bear, and if Paige thought that bringing that up was going to fly by her, she was wrong.
But Emily scrunched her eyebrows and silently obeyed, and this time she didn't pull her hand away as she reached forward and grabbed Ali's in her own. "Ali, baby, talk to me. Please."
"Did you really love her?" Ali blurted out before she knew it. She said it as if she had been holding it in the entire morning.
"What?" Emily was caught off guard and 'what' was the only sensible word that came from her mouth.
"Em, did you really love Paige?" Ali kept her gaze on the sheets around her, not daring to look at the pained and confused expression that she knew Em would be wearing.
"Ali, why are you asking that? I love you, I –"
"Emily, please just answer the question." Ali lifted her gaze and met Em's eyes. But Emily saw the same painful expression Ali wore when she was still trying to win her back, "Em, I need to know, so please just tell me. I – I can handle it." But Ali had no assurance that that was true.
"Okay, but you have to tell me where this is coming from. You want to know if I loved her, yes. Yes I did love her." Ali nodded and looked down again. Emily wasn't done though, she cautiously reached for Ali's face and lifted her chin, "I loved Paige Ali, I loved her for being there for me when I needed her, I loved her for who I was when I was around her, and I thought I loved her enough that one day I'd be spending forever with her."
Alison felt daggers thrown at her chest and she had a hard time keeping her composure. She wanted to get up and leave, but Em had a strong hold on her, not only because her soft hand was cupping her face, but physically it hurt to be away from Emily. In every way imaginable, Alison couldn't stay away, not unless it was what Emily wanted. A single tear spilled from her eye and fell into Em's hand.
"Alison, don't look away from me please, look at me." Em's words compelled Ali to obey and again she found herself facing those brown eyes. "I thought I loved Paige in the same way that she loved me. But I didn't Ali, I couldn't. I realized when it was a little too late to keep feelings from getting hurt that anyone I was with after I met you was a substitute for the love I thought I deserved, but I only wanted you, I still only want you and I know I always will. I thought I wanted to love Paige the way she wanted, and for a while I made myself believe that the way I loved her was the same, but it just got to a point where I couldn't lie to myself anymore, and I couldn't lie to her anymore, the longer I held on to that, the more I knew it would hurt. So yes Ali, I loved her, but I didn't realize that that love was more like for a best friend or sister until a while later." Em took a deep breath and searched Ali's face for a sign, anything, but nothing yet, just hurt and pain and an expression Em couldn't place. "Alison, I love you okay, always have and nothing is going to change that, I want to be with you and you only. Paige was just a chapter in my life, but that chapter is over, it's closed and now I have the rest of my book to write and I'm writing it with you, until the very end. The happily ever after and whatever comes after that."
Ali nodded, it was what she was hoped to hear, that Emily wasn't in love with Paige, but it still hurt knowing that Em had loved someone, and other someone's before her.
"Ali, please say something. You're killing me here."
"So you loved her once, but what happens when you're in college with her and you spend that time with her again, you might learn to love her the way she wants."
Em was getting tired of this conversation and fast. "Ali, Paige and I are over, we're just friends now, I can never love her more than for a friend, why do you keeping saying things like this?" Then it hit Em, "Ali, are you ready to call it quits?"
Em's voice rose in volume, but shrunk in confidence. Ali cursed herself again.
"Em, no, it's just, I just, I'm scared okay? I guess I'm scared and I'm jealous and I'm, I- I don't know okay? I'm just upset!" Ali ripped her gaze away and looked up at the ceiling, hoping the tears wouldn't fall.
It was new side to Ali that even Emily didn't know how to handle. "Scared, Ali what could you be scared of?"
Alison took a deep breath and gathered herself as best she could, "Well I am scared Emily, I'm scared of losing you."
"Ali," Em said in earnest, crawling in the bed so that she sat on her knees right in front of Alison, "you will never lose me. The way the sky never loses the sun or the moon or the stars, Alison, there is no way you will ever lose me."
Ali smiled weakly, "I didn't want to go on that lunch date for myself, I did it for you, I did it only for you. I hated Paige, I hated knowing that her hands were once laced in yours before mine, that her lips got to taste yours, I still hate knowing she heard you tell her that you loved her, but yesterday, I hated that I couldn't bring myself to hate her more.
I still don't really like her for knowing what she did to you, and for you eventually forgiving her. But she didn't give me anymore reasons to despise than that, and now that those feelings are dissipating, I don't know what that means, where that leaves me. I could see why you two were, together for so long, she's not that bad" the pain rippled through her voice, but she continued, "At first I thought that maybe we could be friends, but we only had a handful of things in common, it was more like hanging out with a lesser version of you, the things she liked and the way she acted, it made sense why you two...I just, I don't want to keep marking my territory in the future if her old feelings for you start coming back."
Emily smiled, "Oh, but I thought you liked marking me up?" A playful smirk played on her face and Ali tried to maintain a serious face, "Em, you know what I mean."
"I do, but Ali, are you doubting my love for you? There is no competition, and there never will be. You are mine, and I am fully, 100%, irrevocably, yours. I only have eyes for you, I will not love another person the way I love you, expect maybe our kids, but I will not fall in love with anyone else, ever. I fell for you hard and everyday we're together, I still feel like I'm falling. Falling next to you, with you, into you and above all else, in love with you. No one can ever pick me up out of the- the abyss of Alison I'm in, okay."
Ali laughed, " "the abyss of Alison," well that was clever. I'm sure Spencer would be proud" She smiled weakly and wiped her face from tears, "Em, I'm sorry, I just, I still don't like the idea of you and Paige-"
"No, there is no me and Paige….there is one school and then there are two swimmers, two friends. Two different people who shared a past, will be around in each other's lives for four years, but will not share a future. My future is with you Alison, only you. You don't have to spend any time with Paige if you don't want, not even when we're in college, I'm not forcing you to like her or for all of us to hang out, but it was nice that you wanted to make amends, even if it was only for me."
Ali smiled again, why did she ever worry at all? Ali sighed and covered her face with her hands. "I'm sorry Em," she grumbled, "I didn't mean to ruin the morning, you made me breakfast and we had a great night, I don't know what I was thinking, I shouldn't have said anything. I'm stupid and I can't believe I was getting jealous and worried. Forgive me?" Ali peeped an eye out from under her arm and smiled at Emily sweetly.
Em bounced up on her knees and when she repositioned herself, she was on all fours, hovering over Alison in a way that Ali was completely caged in by Em's body. Emily leaned forward, waited for Ali's arms to drop and moved in closer until their noses almost touched and she whispered, "Apology accepted, but the next time you want to doubt how much I love you, there will be consequences Miss DiLaurentis." Em's breath was hot and it ghosted over Ali's mouth until Alison had to close her eyes and focus on how to breathe.
"Okay," Ali could barely get the word out, she sounded desperate. This dominant Em was such a turn on, Ali could barely control herself.
Em could tell how vulnerable Ali was right now and decided to take things further. "Okay what?" Em's voice was harsh and her hand shot up to hold Ali's neck in place, tight enough to cause Ali to gasp in shock, but not tight to the point where it brought her any pain.
"Yes, Emily. God yes, I will never doubt how much you love me, again. I love you."
Em smirked and attacked Ali's mouth hungrily, running her tongue across her bottom lip until access was granted. Ali lay in shock for a second until her body responded and started to kiss back. Her hands made their way from under her to tangle in Em's hair the way she wanted, but Emily pulled away, her eyes black with lust and shook her head. "No, Ali, you don't get to touch me. Not until I say, or unless I let you. After today, you won't think of doubting the way I love you, you won't mention Paige like that because she means nothing to me that way. You will not think of me being with anyone else other than you, understood?" Emily practically growled and Ali shifted where she was, heat pooling between her legs uncomfortably.
"Yes." She managed to whisper. But Em looked dissatisfied, "yes what?"
Alison gulped and bit her lip, she wasn't getting out of bed anytime soon, and that was for certain, so she held her lip in her mouth and decided to drag their time in bed out as long as she could.
Ali smirked playfully and Em caught on, "Alison, I think you like being punished. I think you like when I'm rough, don't you?" Em hovered over her and Ali could feel nothing but heat between them.
"Answer me, or I'll tie you up and leave you here until later."
Ali gulped, where had her sweet and soft, innocent Emily gone? Not that Ali was missing the sweet Em that bad right now anyways.
"I'm not interested in playing games Ali, but if that's what you want…" Em started to get off the bed.
"No, no I don't. I understand Emily, I understand, and fuck, yes I love when you're rough like this and you punish me. Punish me right now please, do it Em."
Em smirked and gripped both of Ali's wrists in her hand and pushed them above her head, Em's other hand trailing its fingers across Ali's neck. "Do what Alison, tell me exactly what you want and how you want it."
Ali wanted to reach out grab Em but she knew the rules, so she gripped the pillow above her head and using her elbows to lift her body up so her mouth was at Em's ear, she whispered, "Fuck me Em. Nice and slow until I'm begging."
"You like to beg for it, don't you?" Em growled and her own arousal was reaching new heights, her grip on Ali's wrists becoming impossibly tighter, trying to hold back and maintain control as long as she possibly could. She loved when Ali succumbed to her and let her do what she wanted, it was so different from what she was used to, but Em's libido was still raging from the night before, and she just had a little lace number to thank for that.
Ali smiled playfully and licked her lips, nodding sheepishly.
"Say it out loud Alison." Ali shivered when Em said her full name with so much force and authority.
"I- I- I like when you make me beg, Emily. Jesus, make me beg for it, I'm sorry."
Em was about to start her ministrations on Ali when her phone started to ring and someone began knocking on the door downstairs. "Shit, I forgot I told Hanna to come over, I'll be back, don't you dare move."
Ali nodded silently but brought her hands down to pull her shirt down. It had ridden up her stomach and laying there without Em hovering over her made her midsection cold. Em noticed Ali's movement and stopped dead in her tracks before she got through her door. When Ali met her eyes, she knew she was in trouble.
"Oh, shit."
"That's right Ali, I told you not to move, now that you didn't listen, I have to make sure you won't do it again while I get rid of Hanna."
Ali swallowed, not entirely sure what Em had in mind. Emily walked to her closet, and reached in the back for something very specific. She pulled her arm back with a thin silk black tie. It was one she wore when she catered for an event at work. She smiled, silently patting herself on the back for one, not throwing it away, and two, remembering that she still had it back there. She walked over to Ali and motioned for the blonde to put her hands back where they were supposed to be and Ali obliged silently.
Em leaned down and grabbed Ali's wrists gently, trailing her hands along the length of her arms with her other hand and within seconds, Ali had her wrists bond together, tied to the bed frame. She tugged gently, but the knot was strong and true and Ali shifted in anticipation. Emily looked down and smirked and straddled Ali's waist, giving her a slight nudge against her waist as she slipped her hands under Ali's shirt and slowly started to lift it up Alison's torso.
"Were you trying to hide from me Ali?"
Ali shook her head and when Em stopped moving to give her a look of skepticism, Ali quickly nodded. Em tilted her head and dug her nails into Ali's flesh softly, eliciting a small hiss of pain and pleasure from the blonde.
When Em had Ali's shirt bunched up around her chest, Em shook her head, "now you're lying to me Ali? What a shame." Em leaned down and flicked her tongue in between the valley of Alison's breasts, chuckling as Ali bucked her hips in response. "Ali," Em near growled, "you never have to hide from me, ever." This time Emily's voice was soft and her breath caressed Ali's skin. Ali squirmed under her and pulled against the tie that had her hands trapped, preventing her from reaching out and touching the smooth caramel skin that was hovering above her. Em continued to leave small kisses around Ali's chest and up higher into the crook of her neck and when Ali thought that their lips might clash again, Hanna could be heard knocking louder than before. Em chuckled, watching how Ali's body lifted from the bed in an attempt to make body contact.
Em laughed, "not yet, let me get rid of our friend first." Em got up but before she took another step, she lifted Ali's shirt higher until it was above her chest and bunched up around her eyes, temporarily blindfolding her. Ali groaned and Emily leaned into her ear, "so you're surprised when I come back." Ali could hear the soft padding of Em's feet as she walked out and heard a laugh as her girlfriend called to her, "don't go anywhere."
When Em was gone, Ali was left, tied and blindfolded and half naked on Em's bed. It was thrilling and nerve-racking for Ali to have such little control, but she'd be lying if she said it wasn't such a huge turn on. Being like this, Ali's other senses went into overdrive and she could smell the sweet scent Em left behind, she could feel the cool breeze in the room blow gently over her exposed skin and if she relaxed a little more, she could hear the sound of Em and Hanna talking downstairs:
"Hey, so are you ready to go? I was thinking that you could bring Ali if you want since if you don't you'll just be ignoring me and texting her anyways."
"Actually Han, I –"
"No, no, Emily Fields, don't you actually Han, me. I told you a while ago, like daaaays in advance that I was reserving you for the day. What the hell could you possibly have planned today?"
"I-I-nothing, just something came up."
"Uh huh, sure, don't you mean someone?" Hanna looked around and seen all the freshly washed dishes beside the sink.
Em seen what Hanna was insinuating next but couldn't form any words.
"Em, where's Ali, I know she's not home because Jason is home…she's upstairs isn't she? Jeez, can't you two give it a rest? Alison! Ali! Hey, I'm coming up so you better be covered, I don't care either way, but please, at least a robe." Hanna tried to push past Emily to the stairs but EM blocked the stairway with her body.
"Hanna, I'm warning you, leave us alone for a few hours and we can all go shopping."
"No, Em, I'm dragging Ali outta that bed and bring her ass with me, move."
Emily laughed, "You can't possibly think you can get through me?"
Hanna lifted her chin, "I can try Goliath."
"Oh, so that would make you David? So David, where's your stone? You got a slingshot in that handbag?"
Hanna laughed, "Fine Em, let me at least say hi, she can hide behind a blanket if she wants, I haven't seen Ali in days, you have her on sexual house arrest."
Em rolled her eyes and grabbed Hanna's waist as the blonde tried to make a move upstairs.
"Hanna, you can't go up there, Ali wouldn't really be able to cover herself."
Hanna raised an eyebrow, "why not?"
Em blushed furiously, waiting nervously as Hanna pieced it all together. Then it hit her. "Oh my god, EMILY! You kinky girl you, do you have Ali tied up or something? Wow she wasn't kidding when she said-" But Hanna soon stopped, practically feeling the heat from Em's face.
"Hanna," Em groaned, "please just give us a minute."
"Just a minute? That's all it takes? Not from what Ali has been telling me, hahaha okay okay, Emily stop already, it looks like you're face is going to explode, I'll be back sometime around 3, is that enough time?"
Em didn't want to nod or say no, so she just weakly smiled, and started to usher Hanna from her house, "yeah whatever Han, just wait for me to call you, okay, no more surprises."
Hanna laughed and started walking towards the front door, stopping to whisper in Em's ear, "Go get her tiger."
"Hanna," Em groaned, "shut the hell up."
"Hahaha, I can't believe you of all people Em, you little sex freak, I guess all Ali's stories are true."
"Wait what? What stories, Hanna! What has she told you?"
"Nothing Em," Hanna was at her car, "just don't leave too many marks."
Em waited until Hanna's car was out of view before closing and locking her door.
She walked slowly up the stairs, slipping quietly into her room. Ali didn't hear Em coming so when she suddenly felt a body thrown above her, she gasped, "Shit, Em! You scared me."
Em laughed and kissed Ali's mouth, "I'll do more than scare you Ali. You should be so scared of me right now. I'm adding to your punishment."
Ali swallowed, feeling herself growing wet. She had no idea what more punishment meant for her, but if it was from Em, she knew she would be enjoying it.
Ali couldn't see Em holding her body weight above her, but she could feel Em's brown eyes scanning her body, eating her in with her warm eyes.
Em placed her hand on Ali's neck and brought her tongue to the base of her throat, making a path up to her ear, where she bit on her earlobe. "You told Hanna about what we do in bed." It wasn't a question, it was an accusation, and then Ali realized it was the reason Em was adding to her punishment.
"Alison, I'm going to fuck you now. Tell me exactly how you want it or else I won't stop. When you think I'm done, think again, when you want to stop, I'll keep going, when your body is still shaking, I'm going to drive you wild again."
Ali whimpered and nodded, "please, Em, touch me. Let me see you."
Em moved her hands to Ali's shirt and pushed it all the way up, stopping as it bunched around her bind wrists. Ali bit her lip and stared into Em's eyes which were black with lust and desire.
"Touch me Em, please, I can't-"
Em cut her off with her lips, kissing the rest of Ali's words away.
"With what? My hands?" Em brought her hand to cup Ali's sex and gripped her hard, Ali bucking her hips wildly, "yessss."
"My lips?" Em sucked hard on Ali's pulse point and then licked the reddened spot with her tongue.
Ali closed her eyes and held her lips between her teeth, nodded silently.
"Good Ali, good. After today you won't tell anyone about us and what we do in each other's beds, and you won't doubt how I feel for you again." Em said it with assurance and got up letting Ali watch as she stripped down to her bra and matching panties.
Ali watched anxiously, clamping her legs together tightly only to have Em spread them open roughly and place her body in between them, hooking her thumbs in the waistband of her pants and pulling down so that Ali was completely naked from the waist down.
Em looked up at Ali through her legs and smirked, "already so wet, it this for me?"
"Yes, Em, only you."
"Good girl," and without warning, Em ran her tongue along the length of Ali's opening, using her hands to keep Ali pinned to the bed and her legs open. Em pulled away, "I want you screaming my name when I'm done making you cum for the first time. Only my name."
Emily lapped at Ali again, stopping to gently bite at Ali's clit. The bite to Ali's sensitive bundle of nerves made pain and pleasure shoot through her body and on her own accord, she clamped her lags around Em's head, trying to hold her there, "oh, fuck!"
Em stopped moved up Ali's body, resting her entire body weight on Ali's moaning as their breasts were flush against each other's.
"Ali, I hope you had enough to eat, because it's going to be a long day for you."
Oh shit. Ali cussed again, this time silently and lifted her hips to meet Em's.
Em bit her shoulder and her hands dug into her waist. Ali kept her lip in between her teeth and let Em finish her off.
Before 3 o'clock rolled around, Ali thought that maybe it was so bad getting in trouble with Em. I might just have to misbehave more often.
***Okay, so this is a relatively short chapter, it's a filler chapter for me because the next one is still being worked on, and I know I didn't get into the" juicy" details that so many of us enjoy, but hopefully I'll make up for that in my next one-shots. Btw let me know if you guys are liking those? I know some wanted my last one to be a two shot? Should I add a second part? Let me know…and I have no clue when I'll be available again to write them up, I took an important chunk out of my day just to write this, so again, my apologies.
Also I know the whole Paige and Ali dynamic is still a little sketchy, but I hope you'll be open-minded about where that particular story line is headed?
Dominant Emily? Who doesn't love her that way? Lol, enough said…unless I start my own 50 Shades of Emison? Haha tell me what you think about that! "Miss Fields will see you now." Ooo that has a nice ring to it.
Okay, LAST THING: If I don't return today or this week, then I know for sure I'll be back the second week of March: spring break! Be patient guys, I haven't forgetten about you! And I can't wait to update regularly again D;
Kisses, Lina
Next Chapter (for realsy this time lol): Chapter 36: The "Last" Sleepover
What would you like to see in this chapter? Suggestions for me to add?