Chapter II
I opened the door in awe of what was in front of me "What took you so long?" he said irritatingly "I almost came after you" he laid down on the bed then propped himself on his right elbow "Come I am tired and wish to rest with you beside me"
"Why?" the words left my mouth before my mind could stop them. He looked perplexed. Not expecting the follow-up. He then smiled
"Because I said, now come" he commanded sounding sterner than before. I sighed heavily stepping fully into the shack and shutting the door behind me.
"That doesn't answer my question!" I say practically yelling as tears prickled my eyes once more. He swiftly rose and approached me
"Shut up, you are being too loud" he squeezes my cheeks once more returning my fish lips. I squirm but his grip sticks "Stop"
"No, yous shtop" I manage to say through his grip. He releases and tries to kiss me. I turn my head "No, Sesshomaru" The gathering tears began to fall "What do you want . . . ." I pause and my voice trembles "from me?" The tears roll over my cheekbones and he wipes them away. Left side then the right.
"I don't know what I want, but I know who I want" he looks into my eyes and I see sincerity
"But why?" I continue to question "Why do you want me?" my voice cracks as the tears stream and collects at my collar bone before falling down my cleavage. He pulls me close
"Stop crying please" he pleads "I don't like you crying over me" he wiped my face once more. "I don't know why but I know that I do. Please accept that"
"I don't know if I can," I tell him as my chin rests on his shoulder.
"Why not?"
"Because you confuse me, and it just feels like I am being used"
"What confuses you?" he asked then responds before I can answer "I fight you out of pride Nijah. I can't let that go. You stole from my father's grave, yet you have grown on me and there are days that I just want to pin you down and make you mine. I need to make you mine" he pushes me back holding me at arm's length by my shoulders "Do you understand Nijah?" He asked
"I . . . I don't think I do" I did but I didn't want to. I turned away and out of his grasped I sniffled and wiped my tears. "You should leave. This is too much for me. I can't do this right now or ever. I refuse to be your object of lust"
"I'm not going anywhere" he retorts
"You need to cause I don't want you" I pause and find my words " I don't need you and I don't want you at all" I try to sound stern but my body fails me as my voice is weak and my throat dry.
"You are a liar and a terrible one at that" he chuckles "I am NOT! Going anywhere" he emphasized on the not. I hear him come towards me "You are mine, and you need that like I need to make you mine"
"I . . ." he pulled me to face him. His statement made no sense yet it made sense. I was stunned I was lost for words. As tears continued to fall
"Stop crying" no longer pleading but commanding "Lay with me" I looked at him disillusioned. I didn't know what else to say "Lay down Nijah" he commanded as he got back in the bed. I undo the sheet and let it drop to the floor as I crawl up next to him. Looking him in the eye. "Turn around and go to sleep" I do as I am told and feel his arm around my waist as he pulls me close. His nose rests in my scalp as he kissed my head. I stared at the door until I drifted off to sleep.
My sleep was very pleasant I felt at ease. The sun peeked through the window. It was at his back and breaching the top of the door. He shuffled in his sleep. I lay still. I didn't want to wake him up, nor did I want this moment to end. His embrace captivated me. I could lay like this forever. I felt him move once more as he guided his mouth near my ear and nibbled as his hands explored my body. "Mm Good morning"
"Mmhmm," he groaned into my neck as he continued to feel my lower abdomen. Finding his hand I place mine over it and begin to push it down to my sex, wet and waiting for him. He pressed into me from behind as his fingers began to fiddle with my clit.
"Oh Sesshomaru" I whimper pushing back towards him. His fingers moved more ferociously. I felt my orgasm rising. Before I could reach my climax he pushed two fingers into my vagina massaging my inner walls pulling me closer to my first denied orgasm he stopped. Flipping me on my back he kneeled between my legs. Kissing my lips he parted them with his tongue as he flicked and fluttered my clitoris. I ran my fingers through his silver mane edging forward. "Please let me cum" at the sound of my pleading he sank deeper and began to fuck me with his long wet tongue until my juices squirted out. He then licked as if to clean me. Climbing towards me ran his tongue up my abdomen to my chest, stopping just shy of my lips.
"Taste yourself" he commanded before kissing. I was never fond of the taste of pussy but coming off his lips it tasted sweet. I plunged deeper into the kiss wrapping my body around him and before I knew it he was in me breaching my walls. His walls, thrusting and climbing into me over and over again. I forgot my very existence as I escaped into ecstasy. Before I knew what I was about to do it was too late
"SESSHOMARU!" I screamed at the top of my lungs but it's sounded like a roar as the cabin shook and the trees rattled. Climaxing to fullest I heaved and puffed, as my body convulsed jerking from the explosion. He stared at me with a shocked look before he kissed me with such ferocity. Grabbing onto my hair I could feel the scratches I left on his backside some which drew blood. He stopped and looked at me once more with an expression I couldn't read before kissing me once more. Deeply our bodies entwined. He stopped one last time as we lay there breathing heavily and sweating profusely. He opens his mouth to say something before his head jerked over his face grimaced as he covered my bare body and reached for his kimono. Confused I looked over to see the whole lot of them in the doorway weapons drawn but at ease as their faces were hot pink and stunned except one who was smiling at us both giving Sesshomaru the thumbs up. I recognized him as the monk from last night. I was in such shock and embarrassment I just laid there unable to move
"Nijah gets dressed now!" he commanded fixing his own clothing with a cold expression before leaving the cabin. I said nothing as I sat there pulling the sheets towards me clustering them at my bare chest. I was so embarrassed I wanted to cry the tears prickled at my eyes as I heard a stern voice "Stop it, do as you are told" I was too busy looking down to have even noticed he had yet to leave. He was at the door staring down the hanyo. Seeing them both so close it dawned on me who he was, who they were to each other. "Nijah, do not make me repeat myself", he said once more, this time, sounding angrier. I didn't know who he was angry at. He pushed the Hanyo out and the others backed out as he was shoved. Slamming the door behind him I jumped startled at the noise.
"Oh my . . . "my voice cracked as the tears fell. I felt so exposed the way they looked at me and saw me at my weakest and the way his whole demeanor changed. My emotions were mixed and I felt confused. Then I heard arguing outside.
"I don't give a fuck what you thought or what you heard why you were just standing there. One glance you should have left, no gawking." Sesshomaru hollered to who I assumed was the hanyo "wasn't his name Inuyasha, that's what the priestess Kagame called him"
"It sounded like a roar like some demon we didn't know what it was, how we were supposed to know you were in there . . . ." I hear Inuyasha explain
"Choose your words wisely Inuyasha, they could be your last" Sesshomaru gritted his teeth
"Is that a threat, I'll kill you right here and now, along with that monster your banging in there," Inuyasha retorted I heard a gasp from a small crowd of people. My gut twisted at the statement
"*gasp* Sit boy! SIT! SIT! SIT!" I hear the priestess call out followed by a large thud. "I am sorry Sesshomaru, do you mind if I apologize to her I have been meaning to since last night. You know how his mouth just runs on and on with no filter." Kagame explained
"One of these days it's going to get my brother killed probably by my own hands." There was a pause after Sesshomaru's comment "Apologize later her and I have to talk" he said and I heard his footsteps draw closer to the shack.